Andrew’s Visit

So today has been WONDERFULL!

Andrew got here shortly after noon and we went to Great Plains to eat. Really good food. He bought, it was so nice of him. I love the pizza there too. Very good shit.

From there we went to Campus, sat by the campinile (sp?) and talked for a long time about random shit. Ran into Forrest and Ramsey there too. Talked to them for a while. Good times, it was run into randoms day. We all talked about so much shit, it was amusing as hell.

Then we walked around some more, pass/veto was played big time. Lots of cuties running around. Went into the library looking for Julian because I always seem to run into him there, and just as we were leaving we saw him heading up the stairs. We ran and caught up with him and talked for like an hour. Good to talk to him again.

From there we walked around some more, went to the lake and walked around. Sat and talked.

After that we got on the bus again, went to campus town and ate ice cream at the DQ, again treat of Andrew’s.

Came back here and hung out, talked again (What the hell all did we talk about!!). Then we wrestled some more, laid on the couch cuddling, etc. It was all very good. Then we came into my room, listened to music, and laid on my bed….

Laying, turned to hugging, turned to cuddling, turned to kissing.

So good again to kiss him, and even better since I didn’t have the burden of feeling like I was cheating on Adam.

He was supposed to leave at 5:30, but stayed until 5:45, all the time laying in my bed kissing. Then he had to leave, we stand there hugging, and kissing some more. So very very nice. Words can’t explain the feeling.

One thing though, I’d like to talk to him before any more happens.

Andrew’s Coming Up!

So today’s really beautiful out, supposed to be in the 80’s again. Nice nice weather. I’m really liking this.

Not going to work because Andrew’s coming up. I can’t wait to see him. It’s like those feelings that I used to have for Adam. I really like him, but I just don’t know what I want right now. I mean, I JUST got out of a relationship, should I really be getting back into one so soon. Also with him moving, and his obsession about getting 100% of guys, etc. What’s the use. But at the same time, I want to have that with him…. So confusing.

The plan for today is for him to get here about 1:00 and then off to somewhere to eat. I was thinking Great Plains, or somewhere in the MU or campus town. Then come to campus, hang out on the Central Campus (Between Beardsher, and Curtis) and talk about it all. He complained the other day that I don’t tell him enough of what I’m thinking, and feeling. Also hopefully they’ll be some making out on Central Campus. I’d really like that. Two cute gay bois on campus making out. How cute.

He has to leave about 5ish to get back to DM to meet some other girl, dunno what I’ll do after that. I’m sure I’ll find something…

Laters.

Lyrics

[Alanis Morissette, “You Owe Me Nothing In Return”]

I’ll give you careless amounts of out right
Acceptance if you want it. I’ll give you
Encouragement to choose the path you want if you need it.

You can speak of anger and doubts,
Your fears and freak-outs and I’ll hold it.
You can share your so-called
Shamefilled accounts of times in your life and I won’t judge it.

And there are no strings attached,
You owe me nothing for giving the love that I give.
You owe me nothing for caring the way that I have.
I give you thanks for receiving, it’s my privilege,
And you owe me nothing in return.

You can ask for space for yourself
And only yourself and I’ll grant it.
You can ask for freedom as was
Or time to revel and you’ll have it.

You can ask to live by yourself
Or love someone else and I’ll support it.
You can ask for anything you want
Anything at all and I’ll understand it.

I bet you’re wondering when
The next payback you’ll eventually drop.
I bet you’re wondering when my conditions or policies will force you to cough up.
I bet you’re wondering how far you now have danced moved back into dead.

This is the only kind of love
As I understand it that there really is.
You can express your deepest of thruths
Even if it means I’ll lose you and I’ll hear it.

You can fall into the abyss
On the way to your bliss
And I’ll empathize with.
You can’t say that you’ll have to skip town
To chase your passion and I’ll hear it.
You can leave and hit rock bottom have a mid-life chrisis and I’ll hold it.

An Update For You…

This is for Queenie McILikeToAnnoyTopherUntilHeUpdatesAndOfferToTakeHimToDinnerPlusDesertPlusALittleSomething
ExtraThatIWon’tTellHimWhAtThatExtraThingIsAndIDoubtThatI’llGetMyFoodFromThisUpadte!

Well here’s what I’ve been doing lately….

Monday I got up early to register for classes. I got a REALLY easy schedule this upcoming semester. Only 12 credits. I didn’t get into two of the classes that I REALLY wanted to get into (ExSp 166, Weight Lifting; MGMT 414, International Managment) so I had to do some last minute mixing of things. But I’ve got a good schedule…

MIS 435 MW 3:40 – 4:55
Poli Sci 251 TR 9:30 – 10:45
TRLOG 360 TR 12:40 – 1:55
MGMT 370 TR 3:40 – 4:55


Should be a fairly easy schedule. Plus I’ll have time to work out and get all buff and shit in the mornings, and tons of time to work, which means LOTS of money!

Other then that not much going on. Yesterday I worked alot. I got Sept ’01 up and in the archives. Also thanks to JULIAN (WE LOVE YOU), I have the archives so that they’re oldest on top, whereas the main page is newest on top. It just makes it easier to read that way.

I’ve also set up my website localy on my machine so that I can play with it and not worry about those private entries get out… I’m trying to fix a hack that I did back when I started using b2. Back then they didn’t have a private feature, where now they have added such a thing in the newest versions. So I downloaded the new version. Anyways, long story short. I’m working on getting it so that I can at least edit the old entries (Because with the hack, once they were off the front page, if I wanted to update them I had to go to the database and do it with INSERT statements, which can get to be a pain in the ASS)

So what else has been up… Today’s been REALLY fucking nice. It was 87 out, for our high. I hate the spring semester because as the semster goes on, it gets nicer out, and you’re wanting to attend classes gets lower. Making it HARDER to actually go to classes. I REALLY wanted to skip my last class of the day, but I didn’t.

I did however after wards go out and ride my bike for 45 minutes and then go tanning for a while. I’m going to start tanning T and R so that way I look somewhat hot, even though I’m still to fat to go to the beach without a shirt on! Hopefully by the end of summer, I’ll be hot as hell!

Speaking of summer. I’m also taking 6 credits this summer, PHIL 230 or TRLOG 360 first 4 weeks from 12-2, and then MIS 433 the second 4 weeks from 9-11 or something. The plan is to get up, workout, go to class and then work until 5 or 6.

I’ve also planned for time off from 7/12 – 7/20 off. I’d like to go either to the Canyon again, of the the Black Hills. Perhaps somewhere else. Either way, I’m going to spend a week camping sometime this summer, even if no one else wants to come with me!

I have a test tomorrow, so I must study for it, then two tests next Tuesday, and a test next Wed.

Off I go, hope you enjoyed the update!

Adam Being STUPID!

15:09:01 AcerSai: You there?

15:09:01 pischkoa: I’m currently in the office but I am busy. Talk to you laters.

15:10:03 AcerSai: GUess not…

15:13:56 AcerSai: Well at any rate I’d like to talk to you for at least a little bit.

15:14:13 AcerSai: If you want to talk to me, IM me or call me. I’d really appreciate it.

15:14:13 pischkoa: I’m currently in the office but I am busy. Talk to you laters.

15:14:20 AcerSai: If not I I’ll understand.

15:14:27 AcerSai: Or do my best to anyway.

16:10:01 AcerSai: Please respond so I know you don’t hate me…

16:10:01 pischkoa: I’m currently in the office but I am busy. Talk to you laters.

16:10:25 AcerSai: PLease…

16:12:10 AcerSai: I’m really scared right now Chris. I need to know you’re there. I need to know you care.