Coding

Sometimes I have these briliant ideas when it comes to coding at the most wierd times…

Like when I’m trying to go to sleep, or showering, or other bathroom things, whilst cooking, or cleaning or reading a book.

But they always come when I’m not at or able to get to a compter.

Must start writing them down.

More code updates should be here soon. I’ve been far to busy with them to get any of the promised visual changes done. Must find the CSS book that Andy had, it appears to not be in his office now.

I’m sure I’ve bitched about this before, but whatever…

I’m a coding crazy!

I’m Just A Built In Threesome

Several things to update about that aren’t really appropriate for real journal lol.

Well, first off, a big thanks out to Chris for being so supportive this weekend. I totally was so happy to have him accompany me to all my parties, I’m not sure how fun it was for him, but I really enjoyed having him around. And my friends like him, so that’s good.

So Sat night, things got a bit frisky in the hot tub lol. I attempted an underwater BJ… yeah that didn’t work out too well b/c of my contacts. Then I tried to give him a rimmy while in the hot tub, but he refused to stand up so it was just him lifting up his body, and it was resting on my knees.. anywyas, it didn’t quite work.
We moved to the bed, where I proceeded to give him what I thought was a (hopefully) good rimmy. I did that for a long time, then I was doing this thing where I was fingering him with one finger, giving him head and jacking him off at the same time. I was trying to get all three things in sync (my sis just walked in how embarasssing) and I’m not sure I did it right, but I did eventually make him cum, and I think he liked it (he said he’d be screaming down the walls if we weren’t in his PU’s.. I Would’ve paid to hear that! lol)

So then I made him cum and that was good, then I came and that was really good.

Sunday night at his house there was more messing around and I got a nicerimmy and he jacked me off and I came like a mofo. Fun times.

He said on his journal that he was having bouts of depression. It concerns me b/c he hasn’t talked to me about it. It seems like all is right, but I still worry about him, and I wish he would talk to me about it. I just want him to be ok, and if it’s something I’m doing that upsets him, I want to know.

Well that aside, we did have a really good weekend and I was really happy that he was with me the whole time. Can’t wait till tomorrow to go see him!
Sorry so short, sis wants comp, she’s a Nazi.
BREAK!

Current music: beatles–thanks hunny!

So Porn…?

We were talking about porn today in class, and some student randomly says that he new video store, righty named “Family Video”, here in town sells porn and the professor goes..
“Where’s the porn?” (Very interested)
Student explains where it’s at in the store
“No SHIT!?!?”
STudent responds, “No shit!”
Professor in a GHETTO voice. “I gots to have that porn!”

The amusement that is crazy professors…

Later in the class he claimed that he was a porn star.

I Have This Wall

Filled with pictures of all my friends, and special people in my life. I put them up, with tape, and they fall down. I pick it all up again, and put some more tape on them, and they all fall back down again. Sometimes they fall and flutter back down, others they just plumet to the ground, and make a sudden stop.

Much like my life right now, I’ve been having bouts of depression lately, sometimes it just hits, other times it’s a slow fall down. I always pick myself back up though. Usually with the help of someone special, thanks cutie.

I think they’re mostly emotionaly charged, and hopefully they’ll go away here soon.

And It Seems

So my new Phil prof seems pretty cool. I learned more in the two hours today then I had the entire semester with Heiber. The new guy does things a bit wierd though, there’s only one test, but there’s a quiz every day. And those count for 40% of your grade, the test is 30% and the other 30% is an essay. Very interesting. Hopefully I’ll pass this time.

I’m still confused as to how I failed the first class though. Considering the class average was 44% and I has like a 66% or something. I just don’t get how I failed. I’m guessing that he must not have curved at all, and that the majority of the class then failed. Or perhaps the distribution was just odd.

So also I’m really mad now cause apparently my PU’s decided to not go to Alaska this summer, and after they got my hopes up. They seem to be good at that. I guess they want to spend the money building a new fucking gargage then to take a trip. Mother fuckers. I was really looking forward to going somewhere this summer too, like a real vacation, not just road trips. I mean this is my last summer that I’ll get to do anything, and now it looks like I’m going to spend it in Ames by myself whilst everyone else in DM is out having a good time, and while most other people are off vacationing, I’m going to be working. Hopefully I’ll be able to save up enough money to go on a trip somewhere, but I don’t know who would go with me though because everyone else is pretty well cash strapped, and Andrew’s already going on a cruise, so I doubt that he’ll want to pay for another vacation somewhere else. Whatever. I’m so mad that they aren’t going though. Grrr at stupid PU’s.

It’s very humid here today, and it’s making me think of summer camp. Just the way that the weather is, it’s cloudy, and hot and humid. I’m not going to think about it much because I know I’ll just start crying.

Work today has been going by pretty fast because we spent like an hour and a half in a meeting, talking about random general things. I have to come up with a new password for the servers and stuff now. Hopefully I can get something that’s actually good, not the shit they have here now. Also the stupid receptionist has forgotten her password every day that she’s come in so far. It’s like “HELLO” perhaps you can remember SOMETHING you are a fucking college student!

Next month I have money, and I’m very tempted to spend it all, but I know that I can’t. With the graduations this last weekend, I’ve been very jealous of people lately, and with what the parents are paying for anymore. This, I’m sure makes me sound like I’m 50, but today kids get A LOT more then what I did growing up. And I do mean A LOT! And today’s graduates just don’t understand money, I see so many of them just throwing it all away, and not worrying about saving it.

This money thing has also brought me new respects for Andrew and his ability to save money. Way to go Drew!

I’m kinda of wishing that I had stayed in the dorms now though, so that I could be saving alot more money then what I am. For me it’d add up to about $3,000 extra a year in savings, rather then into my apartment. Grrr, I want to have more money. Mostly to save though. I’m very worried about not having a job once I graduate, and then not having any money, and ending up poor and in debt, since I’ve done such a good job right now of not being in debt.

I’m also not looking forward to August.