The A/C

So yet another productive day. It stated out rough, but that seems to have been cleared up. I was very offended that he could have thought that I was the one behind that. Whatever.

After that fiasco, I went out and rode my bike for about an hour, and then went and laid around on campus and read Kevin. I finished him, and then started on the other book that Andrew got me. It’s alright so far. I’m only about 70 pages in though. I laid around on campus from about 9:30 tell 11:30, then rode off to class.

More amusing class time, we spent the first hour talking about the Social Contract and then we spent the second out doing a quiz over it. I haven’t been doing too well on quizes this week, so tonight I’m going to study, and read over the info for the paper.

Speaking of, we got the information for the paper today, the first part of it is due on Monday, so I really have to get going on that. He said it should be from about 5-10 pages. I don’t know if I can really do that?!?!

After class off to work again, more amusement. I really didn’t do much, although I did do a lot. I bought a $3,000 computer today. Good times, that’s always fun. Also did some more work on my website, but I’m stuck because I can’t find the hack for the b2people functions.

After work I was going to go for a walk, but after last night, and all the biking I did today, my legs vetoed that idea. So I guess I’ll put that off. I’ll be doing a lot of biking tomorrow, I’ll have to go to campus twice, and then to walgreens, who the hell knows where that’s at in Ames??? Perhaps a tanning appointment too. I dunno yet though.

I also broke down and turned on the A/C today. I was hoping to not do it for a while, but it was 90 in here when I got home, and after riding my bike into the wind (Which FYI, was VERY strong today) I was really hot and I just had to turn it on. It’s very nice in here now. I can live with this. Hopefully I’ll be able to afford the power bill! lol

I’ve also devised a new scheme for next year. I’ll graduate on time, and then if I can’t get a job right away in the area of the country that I want to go to, I’ll stay here, work for Krell until my lease is up (Aug 1) and then move to whereever I want to go. I should have about $2-3 grand saved by then (Hopefully more). And then I can worry about finding a job whereever I end up.

You know what’s fun to say…
“Ohhh, THERE’S A PASS!” ::pointing at a hot boy::
“But you know who’s even hotter?!?!”
“MY BF!!!”

Hehe, I’m amused!

So I’m watching this screw up thing, and Hillary Clinton just said “I’m having a great time being a first term pres…. Senator”

Back to what I was talking about, I think so far, today has been the worst. Since usually it’s just an Andrew and I day, and I haven’t been able to see him. :'( I can’t wait tell Sunday when he gets back. I’m thinking I may go and surprise him at the Airport. But I haven’t decided yet if I want to. I’d feel as though I was barging in on the trip at that point yet, and interupting the last part of it all. But I’ll see how things go.

Oh, so randomness. Yesterday while riding my bike home from work, I was crossing the bridge and at the end there’s these posts, while last night there were like 5 or 6 hotdogs wrapped up in like the silver wrapping that you get from a c-store. I didn’t think anything of it and just kept riding. Well this morning, I rode by again on my way to work (I had to drop something off, so I was there about 9ish) and I noticed that they were still there, but I left them and kept going. Today on my way home from work (about 7ish), I noticed that the hotdogs were gone and had been replaced by a blimpie and a pop. I was like, (WHAT THE HELL!!)

Stupid News Anchors.

Top 50

The top 50 words that I use… Analyze at will.

50 Most Frequently Used Words

 

Word Count
1 just 803
2 out 781
3 really 746
4 going 710
5 well 693
6 good 614
7 back 593
8 today 584
9 know 565
10 went 559
11 don 552
12 him 534
13 ll 521
14 2001 507
15 cause 492
16 adam 479
17 night 478
18 time 477
19 want 476
20 things 453
21 work 443
22 last 441
23 yeah 441
24 see 433
25 day 425
26 people 413
27 think 409
28 after 407
29 something 402
30 thing 399
31 did 394
32 tell 389
33 said 384
34 shit 355
35 lol 345
36 again 344
37 times 338
38 quot 332
39 left 323
40 way 322
41 still 321
42 ok 320
43 home 319
44 cool 316
45 talked 315
46 fun 311
47 done 308
48 around 306
49 fucking 303
50 right 300

One Thing I Miss

Ok, so I’ve figured out what the only thing so far I miss about being with Adam, is that I could have sex (as in SEX) whenever I wanted it. Not that that’s a big deal, but I’ve been horny for that the last couple days. And once I get into meds, my sex drive will plummet. As if it hasn’t already, I mean. I’ve had a sex drive, but not a very good one really. I’ll gladly make Andrew cum, but usually by the time it gets to me, I’m not in the mood to do it, well actually, I’m usually not in the mood the whole time (For making myself cum that is, I’m always in the mood for making other people cum, well as long as I’m not too tired!)

Anyways, after the fiasco today with LJ, I again am reassured that breaking it off with him was the right thing to do. And now I just want to leave a message on his LJ telling everyone what a manipulative bitch he is. Grrrr.

On to better things now…

I didn’t think that Andrew had left me a private entry before he left, but last night I went there too read some of his old ones again, and I found an entry there from him that said:

Here’s your update
I will miss you tons and will be thinking about you every day!!!!!!!!!!
*HUGE ASS HUGS AND KISSES!*
I MISS YOU ALREADY!!! 🙂

I started crying…. I’ve been way to emotional lately. But it was really sweet. And I hope that he is thinking about me every day, because I know that I’m thinking about him everyday. And hopefully he’s not just like “Oh, Chris” at just one point of the day. Eh, whatever. Just so I don’t sound like too much of a crazy obsessive I’m going to stop here.

Although I am really really going to miss him once he moves to college. And I’m scared about where things are going with us when that happens. But I guess the best way to find out is to wait and see what happens in August.

I miss you Drew Bear!

The LJ Fiasco (By ADAM)

Funny story…

I come home from work tonight and go to my Livejournal to go to my friends page, and checks everyones journals. I get to my journal not to find the white, with black boxes that normally greet me…nope…I found some other random style, and everything is yellow and black. Interesting.

The only way to change those are to log in to my account and go into the settings and change it. For the record, I definately did not do that.

There are TWO people in this world that know my password. Me and ONE other person. And I’d *really* like to think he has at least one iota of respect and maturity in his body, enough to tell him, “This is a bad idea, ass.”

Clearly he doesn’t. I later read on his (non-Live) journal that he today got a livejournal account. Ironic co-incidence. While creating your own, decided to fuck with mine in the process? Nice.

For the record I’ve changed my password so this sort of “incident” doesn’t happen again. I hope to god my layout is ALL you changed or messed with…and you havn’t jumped into Fuckfaceland FULLY with both feet.

Now being who I am, I’ll give him the benifet of the doubt. If I am COMEPLETELY off base here, and some random crazy hacked my journal, and you know who has NOTHING to do with it, I’m sorry for jumping to conclusions. But if I’m right on, and he did, well then…you’re an uber ass…and I can’t believe you’d do that.

*Also, this is NOT to cause a flame war via my live journal…no one leave nasty comments, please. If you have something to say, you know how to contact me in other ways.*

Better Days

So things are getting better. I’ve been keeping myself very busy today. I got up about 8, and showered, then did hw tell 9, went and tanned. After that rode my bike to campus, and lounged around on tanning and reading. At noon I went to class and then biked to work.

Work from 2:30 tell 7, from there to Sam’s to get food. I now have food in my house, and it’s mostly healthy. The only thing that I got that wasn’t was some breadsticks…. So yummy though!

After that, I sat around and watched the end of “JAG” whilst I ate supper, then I went and walked/ran for an hour. That takes us up tell 9, when I came home and watched Will And Grace. Now here I am updating and watching the news. Good times.

I’ve created myself a LJ account, and started a friends list. So that’ll cut down on some of the links on the side. That’ll all be changed with the updates. I have a lot of neat things coming up and some more planned.

First thing is the moods. I’ve added a cool little thing for moods, much like LJ/Deadjournal/etc.

Second is music. I’ve added a thing for music, again much like LJ/Deadjournal/etc.

Third is private entries. For those with passwords to read my private entries, instead of loggin in and going to the backend of b2, they now log in which will take them back to the front page and will be able to see the private entries there, mixed in with the regular entries. They will then also be able to see/search/etc the archived private entries. This will also allow me to keep private entires that are now public entries marked as originally private.

Fourth is a new search. The current search is very primative, and therefore returns ANYTHING with any search word in the post. The new one will take a boolean approach. It will also be less processor intensive, as the current one searchs the entire database each time there’s a search (Now all 960 some entries). The new one will search a seperate database which essentially has a list of words, and all the posts that they are contained in. If you use an “AND” boolean, ie “Mandrake AND Linux”. It will find MANDRAKE in the database and then find LINUX in the database and return entries which appear in BOTH those lists… It will also highlight keywords. And to keep from returning entries with common words, it doesn’t index those (Much like google.com doesn’t include ‘the’, ‘and’ etc in it’s returns)

The only thing left to implement is the people popups, which is in the current live version, but I have yet to implement that code into the development version. After that code is in, I have to figure out all the database changes that have to be made to the live database, and carefully do those changeovers. Very exciting stuff going on here…

But again, I have YET to get to that damn visual thing. Perhaps tomorrow whilst at work, or Friday/Saturday when I’m sitting around my house doing absolutely nothing.

I have a doc appointment Thursday at 7:45. Hopefully they’ll give me Paxil. If not, I’ll complain and ask for it. I have an appointment with Barloon in late June, the first time she had availiable.

It’s 11:20 out there, what are you doing?