As The Plane Touches Down

Ok, well here it is, June 1st, and I’m out waiting for Andrew’s flight to get in. Should be landing here in about 30 minutes or so. I’m very excited to get to see him again! Woot!

So yesterday was fun. I went over to beak’s about noon and we hung out with leper boy. He bought us lunch which was WAY nice of him. Thanks Leper boy! We all just hung out and talked about random stuff. So crazy. And how my family is covering up some deep dark secret or something like that.

After that we went to see Bruce Almighty. Which would have been a good movie if Jim Carry hadn’t fucked it up! Oh well, I can get over that. Although I do remmeber why I hate him so much! Grrr at Carry. I don’t think I’m even spelling his name right!

After the movie we went out to eat supper. Beak paid for me, so nice of her. Thanks BEAK! After supper back toher house. I left shortly after that, and went home to watch Bewitched. Such a great show. I was up until 4 this morning watching it! Weeee.

Well, I was mostly up because I couldn’t sleep, and that was the only thing interesting on, and it amused me… Which is something that I needed. Went to bed, and have done NOTHING today!

Oh, and the meds have kicked in. I tried jacking it this morning for like 40 minutes, and couldn’t get anywhere. Fuckers. Oh well, like I said. Doesn’t really matter, I ain’t getting any!

Well I had more to say, but now I can’t think of any of it. So I’m going to put this away now and go watch airplanes land!

Laters!

My Support

Ok, so probably the last private update before Andrew gets back. This last week has really made me miss him, and I don’t know how I’m going to handle it when he’s gone for good.

I had a dream last night that ended with me and him at an airport, and I was singing ?Leaving on a Jet Plane? I was crying in the dream, and I work up crying right after that. I couldn’t get to sleep for a while after that cause I just laid there crying. I miss him so much, it’s amazing really. Him being here I was falling in love with him, and now him being gone has really made me realize how much he means to me.

He’s a support for me, and he’s someone that I can talk and hang out with, and someone that I care about. I know I keep saying that I don’t want to compare this to Adam, but I’m going to again. When Adam went away for a week, I didn’t see him from Sunday, and then two weeks later Friday (A whole 11 days), and in the whole time, he was gone, I didn’t talk to him either. But yet, I was just like ?Eh, he’s gone.? And I still had a great time, and barely thought of him while he was gone. Andrew on the other hand has constantly been on my mind.

I’m just very excited for him to be getting back.

I hope that my crazy schemes works!

Sympathy or Respect?

Well it appears that the hosting company that I use is having problems today, it’s been off and on for the website, and when the site it up, the database is down. Whatever. So this update was writing on Friday, at 8:37pm.

Today has been pretty good, well I guess. I was awaken at 4:30 this morning by VERY heavy rain, and hail. I didn’t think to much of it, but I couldn’t get back to sleep after that, so I’ve been up for some long time. I’m getting a little tired now.

So I left my apartment about 9:30 and rode to campus, this week has been ABSOLUTELY wonderfull for bike riding! Went to the library cause I didn’t feel like sitting out in the heat today. Studied for what we had to do today, and then read some more ?The Awakening? good book, I only have 40 pages left, so I should be done by the time that Andrew gets back on Sunday.

Class at noon, like normal! Good times, there.

We had a quiz today and one of the questions was:

?When we feel bad for someone because they are being humiliated or degraded, we are responding with what? Symapthy or Respect??

Leave comments as to which one you think it is.

Speaking of class though, we are now half way done with it. 2 weeks down and 2 more weeks left to go. I think that all classes should be this short. I really like it. Maybe I’m just crazy, but I think it’s easier to learn and to remember what you’re learning when you only have the one class to worry about. And plus I think you study more for these short classes. At least I know that I do!

Hopefully next 4 weeks will go as well as this 4 week class. I know one of the boys that’s going to be in the next class with me, so that’s a plus, and he’s cute! Lol.

Again talking of class, I was reading one of the essays that we had to read and they kept referring to everything as ?queer? and the ?queerness? of it. It was very odd, and I really didn’t understand it at all. It was supposed to be about god and morals. And weather people can be moral without god. However, the only place where god/religion was mentioned was in the first couple paragraphs of a very long paper!

Class back to my apartment where I noticed that there was HAIL DAMAGE to my car. I was NOT happy about that. So I drove to work and then tried calling my mom, since she’s the resident insurance expert. She said I should call the claim line and ask if I should bother claiming it untell I have a quote. I think it’ll probably be less the the $500 deductable that I have on my insurance, so no need to claim it and raise insurance rates if they won’t even pay for it.

Also got my mom to look up ticket costs for my excursion, she got it down to $300 a ticket. So that’s acceptable I think. So now I just hope that things work out, and people don’t think that I’m crazy!

So after all that crazyness, I went to work… Well actually I didn’t do much actuall work at work. I got the thing working that I complained about yesterday. It turned out that I was trying to access a row that wasn’t in the query, so I got that fixed and it’s all nice now. So coding is oficially done, unless I think of some other COOL thing to put into it all. Then I started on the visual stuff. It’s coming along nicely, and I have a nice new graphic for the upper thing. I’m taking my insperation from InidiBoi.com I really like his site, and I borrowed his CSS for a lot of what I’m doing. So far the basic layout is done, I just have to fill in the boxes.

On the topic of technology, I was reading an article yesterday and I came across something that gave a run down of M$’s cash reserves. Apparently 1 of every 6 dollars of M$’s pre-tax profits comes from interest payments on their cash reserves… How CRAZY is that! They have over 40 BILLION dollars in cash on hand! I wish I could have 1% of that!

Speaking of articles I also read in the paper the other day that BRAVO is starting a new tv show that’s bassically a gay dating show! Basically you have one gay guy and a group of prospectable boyfriends… The only twist is that some of the guys are STR8! How evil is that!

Anyways, the trip to IC was canceled which is sad because I was really looking forward to going to there with Dustin. He called me tonight at work, and told me. I was sad. Oh well, I’m sure I’ll fiind other things to do. Tonight, I’m just sitting at home studying. Tomorrow I know that I have to meet up with Beak about noon to work on the family cookbook (you can read her rant about that at her website). After that perhaps to a body shop to get an estamite on my car. I’m really mad about that shit! Grrr.

Sunday is going to be very long, as I can’t wait tell Andrew gets back. I miss him throughtly!

Laters.

Ahoalton

So apparently Discover card doesn’t realize that I have one of thier cards, and secondly apparently Capital One doesn’t realize that I’m NOT a business. Wackos.

Today I got up early and went to the docs. That was amusing. It was the same lady that I had last time I went in, she’s nice and I like her. I also had some crazy mexican nurse. She was also very amusing. She gave me a prescription for Effexor. And a sample for 7 days, must go back in a week. Sex drive will decline, but not like that matters, I ain’t gettin’ any!

After that was over, I rode back to my appartment and grabbed a bite to eat then off to campus where I sat around from 9-11 reading and tanning. My face is burnt now, but my arms aren’t too bad. My legs however are in pain from all the biking that I did today!

So I’m currently watching “Amazing Race 4” and it’s such a stupid show, so far there have been NO real things that are going on. So annoying. But there is a REALLY cute gay couple and they classify themselves as being “Married” so cute! There’s also these two stupid annoying black girls, and the rest of the people are also annoying.

But speaking of flying, I’ve come up with a crazy scheme, it’ll cost $375 for tickets, but I think it would be fun! Now just to find someone to invite me somewhere. (And no this isn’t just randomness, you know who you are, and you know mostly where I want to go!)

Oh, I also went and purchased my books for my second class that I have. Came out to $111. HELLO? That’s for ONE class! Insanity, I tell you, insanity. (And both are used books). My mother better fucking reimburse me for those!

Andrew comes back Sunday, and I’m really excited about him being back. I think Sunday is going to go by UBER slow since he doesn’t get back tell 4:16. And hopefully his mom will let him spend the night Sunday, if not I’ll push for Tuesday.

Oh, there’s also this couple on Amazing Race that have been DATING for 12 years, and have not had sex yet. I think that’s just a bit crazy, there’s a point where not having sex untell marriage, and the amount of time spent dating are just not right. And what I think is really funny is that everytime they show the couple it says (Dating 12 Years — Virgins). Sorry, I know this probably doesn’t make since, but whatever.

Anyways,,,

I was sitting in class today and thought of this movie that I saw once, but the only thing I can remember is that there were these crazy bullets, and you programmed them with a persons name, and then shot it in the general direction of the person. The bullet then sought the person out and followed them, once the bullet caught up with the person, it didn’t just end the body and stop, it entered the persons body and then exploded…. The point is… Does anyone know what the name of this movie is?

Ok, so where was I, studying, that’s right. After that class, where we didn’t have a quiz today, so that was good. Though he did hand out a TON of info for the paper. Grr. I think I’ll do the Abortion paper. That seems the most interesting. I’ll have to read the papers though that he gave us about them, and see if I like those. (You have to base your arguments on the two papers that he gives you (One in support one in opposition of the topic)).

From class to work, where I did more on my website. Added 4 more functions and got the b2people working. Luckily I had the code sitting on my computer here at home. Also set up CVS and checked all the code into that. Supposedly the new version of b2 (Now renamed and I can’t remmeber what it’s called) will be out soon. I’ll have to see what updates they’ve put in to see if I want to upgrade to that. None-the-less, the new code I’ve been working on will hopefully go up next week now. I wanted to get it there sooner, but it doesn’t look like that’ll happen. Too much other work to do!

After work to home, and that’s where I’m at now. And probably where I’ll stay for the rest of the night. Reading and doing other productive things I’m sure!

“To Love One Another”