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My Support

Ok, so probably the last private update before Andrew gets back. This last week has really made me miss him, and I don’t know how I’m going to handle it when he’s gone for good.

I had a dream last night that ended with me and him at an airport, and I was singing ?Leaving on a Jet Plane? I was crying in the dream, and I work up crying right after that. I couldn’t get to sleep for a while after that cause I just laid there crying. I miss him so much, it’s amazing really. Him being here I was falling in love with him, and now him being gone has really made me realize how much he means to me.

He’s a support for me, and he’s someone that I can talk and hang out with, and someone that I care about. I know I keep saying that I don’t want to compare this to Adam, but I’m going to again. When Adam went away for a week, I didn’t see him from Sunday, and then two weeks later Friday (A whole 11 days), and in the whole time, he was gone, I didn’t talk to him either. But yet, I was just like ?Eh, he’s gone.? And I still had a great time, and barely thought of him while he was gone. Andrew on the other hand has constantly been on my mind.

I’m just very excited for him to be getting back.

I hope that my crazy schemes works!

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