Month: August 2003

Giving Bad Advice

Well, Andrew’s having problems. He feels that he doeesn’t really fit in out there, and he wants to come back, or transfer or something. Just get out of Chapman.

We’ve spent a lot of time talking about it lately, and I really want to give him some really bad Advice. I really want to tell him to drop the hell out and come back here. I just want him back here so badly. I want to be with him again, even if it is just as friends. I just want my friend (And maybe even boyfriend) Andrew back.

But I know that I should tell him to stick it out. I know that that’s what will be best. He should stay there a year, and then transfer to where ever it is he wants too. Whether that be a community college so that he can make up those 60 credits to get into SDSU, or to another state college, such as SFSU, or something.

I also believe that if he REALLY hates it there he should transfer at semester. The only problem with that is that he’d have to make that decision RIGHT now, and he still doesn’t know how much he’s going to like/dislike it there.

In all actuallity I think he’s just homesick, and once things start to pick up, and he gets more busy things will be better. He’s got what seems like a great group of people to hang out with. If you consider them friends, or just people he hangs out with. they’re still great, and I think that he could eventually become friends with them. He just needs to give it all some time. Everyone else there is still trying to find thier group, and so is he.

Eventually the groups will get smaller, and he’ll find that group that works with him and his personality. I mean just look at how many people here in Iowa that he’s hung out with over the four years that he was here. There’s so many different groups that he was involved in. He just has to start that process all over again, and it’ll work out.

Now I just wish I could say the same for me.

Anyways, We’ve been talking a lot lately and I just don’t know what to tell him. All I hope is that I’m making things better, not worse. I’m really glad that we’re keeping in touch as much as we have been, and can only hope that things keep going this way over the next couple months!

Much love is sent his way and I hope that things get better. I hope that I can still be here for him when he feels the need to talk and I hope that he finds his group there. I don’t want him to be miserable everytime we talk. It’s really sad to hear him pick up his phone and answer it the way that he has been lately. I want to hear my cheerfull Drew Bear’s voice once again.

I can’t wait tell he gets back for Christmas though. I want to spend a whole day just sitting on the couch and talking! It’ll be great. Plus I already have a few mischievous plans.

Another Weekend.

Well this weekend is coming to a close, unfortunately it’s a three day weekend, so there’s one whole more day of it. I dunno if I can handle that.

Friday night I just went home and spent the night there. Nothing too exciting.

Saturday I got up about 9:30 and went to the mall about 10. Got my new glasses ordered and then walked around the mall for a while since I had time before I had to be at Beak’s. It took all my strength not to buy tons of clothes. I was feeling down, and that’s what I do, I spend money. Plus the Gap had some REALLY cute Cords and some UBER cute shirts! I wanted them all.

And then Express Men had the shirts that I love on sale. Though luckily they didn’t have any colors that I really wanted. So that’s good.

I got out of there without buying anything and then headed over to Beak’s. Hung out there all day. And I do mean ALL day. I finally left about 9:30 or so.

Though it was tons of fun. We went to Wal-Mart and the whole time I was there I was talking to Andrew, spent about an hour on the phone with him. Good to talk to him, though he seems to be taking things abit hard right now. All that for a private update.

After Wal-Mart, or was it before? I don’t remember, we went to IHop and had the WORST waitress in the WORLD! I swear to god. I must be cursed.

Went back to Beak’s and tried fixing her computer. It was being a whore bag. But eventually got it going, after they left to go back to Wal-Mart to get Beak’s new bike. That took them forever and by the time they got back I had it up and running agian. Got online and went to download all the patches, and within like 5 minutes she had the god damn worm AGAIN!

So yeah, that wasn’t good. Tried reformatting AGAIN! But it STILL didn’t work. Very annoying. So I finally left.

IN between there there was lots of random running around, we went to the half price book store and I found a book that I wanted to get Andrew, so maybe I’ll go back adn that’ll be his Christmas present. Though I have also found a few other things I want to get him for that.

After the book store, we went to the mall and I picked up my glasses and then we went to the Gap, and I just HAD to buy the cords. So I got them. Very amusing. I also REALLY wanted the shirts. I’ll have to keep an eye out to see when they go on Sale.

I wish I still had Gap Boy’s IM, I could ask him to watch for me.

Oh, we also ran into David #3 (From Coring) at the mall, we talked for a bit, though not long. I wanted to tell him to give me a call next time he was in DM, but I forgot too. It’d be fun to hang out with him again.

Anyways, on the way home from Beak’s I called Andrew and we talked for a bit. Again, he’s having problems. Also talked about Cort. I guess she’s having problems too. So sad, really.

Ended up talking for another hour or so. I really enjoy the weekends because we can talk whenever we want too.

I’ve been looking at new cell phone services and I think I may get sprint, because I can have the Sprint to Sprint unlimited calling, so we could talk whenever, for however long we wanted. Instead of having to wait tell the weekends to do that.

Got home, and just sat in my drive way talking to him and watching the fireworks.

Got to bed about midnight.

This morning I woke up about 10 and got ready, then went downstairs and just lounged around tell my PU’s got home so that they could pay me for my glasses. Got that taken care of then headed off to Ankeny to get some food.

It’s REALLY cold here in Iowa today, (IE, 64 according to my computer) so I though Chili sounded good. So I went and got some stuff for that, and come home. Made it and then called Andrew. We talked for like 40 minuies before someone came in and asked if he wanted to go tot he Beach. He did and we broke.

Hopefully he’ll call me back and say that he had a GREAT time there.

Anyways, time tob reak. Laters all!

It’s Friday!

So yesterday was alright.

I went to the Alliance Ice Cream social thing and that was alright. It was a bit akward at first. But yeah.

My stalker was there and he was pretty cool. He gave me and this other kid a ride home. I forget the other kids name though. So that was nice of him. He threatened to kill me though, so that’s a bit scary! But he didn’t!

I got home after that and called Andrew, we talked for just a bit, nothing too exciting. Though it was good to talk to him. About things.

After that I broke and went to bed.

This morning I woke up really early. Which was annoying, but laid in bed tell it was time to get up. Then I got up, dressed and was riding my bike to campus so that I could run, when I realized I forgot my wallet. So I had to ride back home. I think I saw my stalker while I was riding too. Very crazy!

Went and ran for 30 minutes and then did sit ups. From there I rode to my class and we worked out. My arms/chest are really hurting today after that, and so are my abs beacuse I’ve been doing the situps twice a day. So I’m in a bit of pain.

My work out partner and I are a bit odd though, he’s very quite, even more so then I am. So that’s weird. Though we seem to get along well. And again, we are both whimps. So that’s good.

Anyways, now I’m at work, we just had a 2 hours meeting about the firewall again! Very annoying because Chris G is trying to get people do to things the wrong (ie, right) way. Anyways.

Andrew just called me and that was very nice of him. He called to tell me that he got the package I sent him! Very exciting… Now I can post a link here of the things. Once I get that done. I guess.

Anyways, work calls. Laters!

PS: Two things that I KEEP MEANING to put down…

First I was in the bathroom of the Detroit Airport and I was going potty. Well I turn around after I’m done, and here’s this HUGE guy that’s standing there being UNCUFFED (Both legs and hands). I was very scared. And there were two (I assume) cops with him. Very scary!

Secondly. The other day when I came out to get into my car there was a big construction cone behind my car… Like not just a cone, but this big HEAVY thing. It took all my weight to move it. I was like “WTF?”

But then the other day I come back out, and it was there AGAIN! But I wasn’t even parked in the same spot… I don’t get it!