april 17, #2. so that test really sucked, i mean like, really. i think i
did pretty good, but it was hard. it was worth going to it though, mmm, yeah.
pretty boy, lol. when i started this there was something else i was going
to say, but i’m not remebering it now, damn this sucks. oh well. laters
april 17, today just really, really really, sucks. i skipped my first class
cause i was in so much pain i couldn’t get out of bed, and then about 9 i
realized that my group was supposed to give a presentation today, so i don’t
know what happened there. oh well. and then i went to my programming class,
and that just sucked like normal. and i can’t get my damn pu’s out of my head,
i want to know what the fuck they know, damnit. and i want to know what the
fuck danny was talking about, i just want this day to be over. i really do.
i have a test tonight at 6:30 i haven’t started studying for it yet. i should.
i think i’ll leave about 5:30 or so and go study for it then. yeah. that’s
all for now, cause today just sucks.<
april 16, #3. OHHHHHHHH mother fucking shit, holy shit, mother fucking shit.
so i just got this e-mail from my PU’s, here’s what it said: Thought
I would drop you a note to let you know I got our identity back. You might
want to think twice about using our system for your e-mails. PU yeah,
what she’s talking about, is the last two days i wrote my rants and sent them
form thier e-mail to mine. so yeah, they fucking read the last two days rants,
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit, i’m in so fucking deep. fuck i thought i had deleted
them, but i forgot to delete them from the deleted items folder, shit, shit,
shit, shit, shit. HOLY SHIT. I’M DEAD!
april 16, so i just got back and read all my e-mail and such, damnit i miss
all the good stuff when i’m gone, there’s been alot of talk about stuff. so
yeah. oh, right before i left i went to put my computer on standby, but the
damn thing restarted, so it’s only been up for like 4 days or something now,
instead of the 9 that i was hoping 🙁 not much else going on, it was a boring
drive home. i’m going to start a new page with like poems and shit on it,
so if you have any really cool poems that like yeah, are just cool send them
to me. i used to have a whole shit load of them, but my PU’s found them and
classified them as "inapprpriate (sp)" so yeah, they’re gone, and
then book i got them out of isn’t in print anymore, so it’s going to be hard
to find it again. i was kinda sad that i didn’t get to see any of the group
this weekend, but it’s probably for the better, my pu’s bitched at me over
spring break about never being home, so yeah. oh well. there was something
else i wanted to talk about but i’m not remembering it now, so i’m going to
go read my new XY before the roomie gets back.
april 16, #2, i remember what it was, saturday danny IMed me and said "Angeleyez5552001r=”#0000ff”>:
what letter did you write to me"
and i have no idea what he’s talking about. so yeah. that’s what it was. i’m
stumped.
april 15th, so todays been ok i guess. i got up about 8 or so and got ready
to leave for the G&G’s house. of course there was this whole yelling shit
about “get ready” and blah blah, it happens everytime we go somewhere. but
yeah, so my cousins moving and such, and since my dad works at a place where
he can get shit loads of boxes, my aunt asked him if he could get some, so
he did and we took them down to tehm today. and on the way down there, my
dad asked how much stuff my cousin had. we before i even had a chance to say
anything my mom was like “it’s alot like janells house” and well everyone
in my family makes fun of janells cause she’s got shit pilled everywhere,
and it’s just a fucking mess. and i just wanted to scream at her, cause it’s
like her house is fucking nothing like janells house. my mom does that to
people, and it’s really annoying, like if you’re not as perfect as she is,
err. and then my aunt was bidding on some stuff from e-bay, and everyone knows
how cool e-bay is. if i had more money i would be buying shit off e-bay left
and right, but yeah, on the way home she was talking to me, and was like “what’s
this e-bay shit, bidding on-line, isn’t that a little rediculios” (sp). and
i was like, woman wake up. i really hate spending two hours in the car with
my family it annoys me so much. but on to other things, i was really, i guess,
detaced today. i was thinking about like how, how i wouldn’t be able to bring
my loved one into this family, and be able to bring him to holidays and yeah,
i know what i’m talking about. you know, like they would treat him differently
then if i were to marry ‘proper’ and shit. i don’t want to get into this now,
maybe when i get my keyboard back this one hurts my fingers, i can’t ever
find the keys. lol.