June 4, 2001

june 4, [sting, "everything she does is magic"] well today has

been quite teh adventure, this morning i got up at 7, that was cool. it’s

really funny that i think getting up at 7 is sleeping in now. we went down

and had breakfast there was only about 10 of us there, then scott and i went

up and cleaned out quartermaster and scoutcraft and stuff. then in the afternoon

rissy and i went and built the call out fires, now since most of you have

never seen them, well they get to be about 10 feet tall and the logs on the

bottom are abour 2 feet in diamiter and 6-8 feet in lengh, well rissy was

on the tractor and i was on the ground tying the chain to the logs, we were

pulling them out of a huge revine. that was not fun, rissy kept trying to

hit me with the damn tractor too, and then on the way back to tha main part

of camp i was riding on the trailer and rissy hit this huge bump and the trailer

came unhooked, it kept going about 20 feet before the damn thing stopped that

was not fun, there’s a large hole in the ground now where it hit, lol. then

tonight i went home. i gave my mom the package, then she got all excited and

i was like, don’t get to excited tell you open it. and she said "well

there’s not much you can surprise us with" and with that i walked out

the door and took her truck and left to get things. i went to wal-mart to

see if i could find julian, but he wasn’t there, so i got sandles instead

cause i needed some. then i went to MHM looking for new shoes to replace the

ones the dog ate. and i saw jeremy there, that was weird. but i got my shoes

so that was all good. and then i went home, got my car and left. i went up

to K&G and called danny it was soo good to hear his voice again. and to

talk to him. but it feels like things have changed between us, it really has,

maybe it’s just that he’s so excitied about prom and stuff. oh well. then

i came back here. and here i am. just writing this, it’s 10:59 i should be

going to bed cause we have a long day ahead of us tomorrow. night all.

June 3, 2001

june 3, [bee gee’s, "immorality"] well today was a long ass day,

it’s 4:30 and i’m so fucking exhasted. this is the first time i’ve been back

to my tent since 6:30 this morning. we’ve been out doing tent crew all morning

and all afternoon and the last 2 hours we’ve been doing youth pertection.

yucky. tent crew’s alot of fun, but it’s a damn lot of work, we put up about

100 tents today and we’ve got alot more to do later. and then every week we

have to go through and move them and get the right number in each campsite.

today’s activities are over though, so i’ve got the rest of the night to ust

hang out and stuff. i’m going tohead into boone here sometime and get some

stuff, but i don’t know when that will be i have to clear it with pete first.

i also had to kick my roomie out, they finally realized that he was 2 years

younger then me, and that’s not allowed in the scouts. so yeah. oh last night,

OMG arron, the lakefront director was in the bathroom and i walked in to use

it, and there he was standning in his boxers (he just got done with a shower)

and omg, he’s so fucking hot. lol, but speaking of that, when i told my roomie

that we couldn’t tent together he was like "well that’s bull, i know

you’re a str8 guy" and i just wanted to crack up laughing i was like,

omg have you ever judged me wrong. lol. oh well, other then that shit not

much going on today. laters.

June 1, 2001, #3

june 1, #3 [ eagles, "take it to the limit"] man todays just been

weird. well it’s 5:30 now, i have an hour and a half tell i _have_ to be anywhere.

i’m supposed to be off doing things now, but i came to hide out in my tent

for a while. smokey’s already threatened to cut off my nuts cause i drove

on his grass. i was told to "drive on back into tent city and unlaod

your stuff" but apparently pete didn’t clear that with smokey, so i got

yelled at for it. well i guess i’m going to head to the ampitheater and see

what’s up there, they were supposed to start working on it around 5. oh i

need some tape. realy badly.

June 2, 2001

june 2 [fine young cannibals, "good thing"] ok well i’ve got an

hour or so here before supper so i thought i would tell yall what’s been up

in my life since i got here. well last night after i wrote that last update

i went to the ampitheater and worked there they were cutting railroad ties

for the steps, it’s not fun cutting those. i have five blisters on one hand

now and they hurt. then we went and worked in places once the rest of the

staff showed up. my tentie, grant, doesn’t have to move in tell the 8th so

i’ll have the tent to myself over the next week or so. it’s been going pretty

good so far. todays been pretty boring we’ve just been going over all the

rules around camp and been working on getting everyone certified. i had to

get recertified in CPR, that took 5 hours, my god that’s boring and the teacher

guy, he was crazy i swear. and that brings us up to now. it’s 5:11 now and

i have to be at the flags at 5:55 for flag retreat. ya know it’s been really

hard lately. i’m at scout camp, so ya know i can’t check out every guy that

walks past anymore, and it’s hard, there’s so alot of really cute guys on

staff. like the the lakefront director, he’s about 6′ 5" or so, and he’s

got this really boxy face, but he’s fucking ass hot. omg. yeah, i’ll try and

get pics of everyone before the summers over, but ya know i’m not the picture

taking kind and yeah, it would just be weird cause i don’t really know to

many people here. and plus i’m trying to kinda hide out cause i’ve been so

used to just like, saying, hey he’s cute and shit like that and now i’m here

and have to watch what i say really closely. you know what i’ve realiized

is that i always go through more then one song while i’m writing these, but

i don’t really notice it when they change. i’ve gone through three just writing

this one. yep. it’s funny. but ok, so i have to watch what i say, and i’m

affraid that i’ll slip and say something really loud and like, yeah that wouldn’t

be good. i’ve also been thinking that i’ll go ahead and send that letter like

soon, instead of waiting. cause since she knows already. might just as well

as make it official. and plus i don’t think i’ll be able to stay the whole

summer up here. i really don’t think i’ll be able to handle it.

June 1, 2001 #2

june 1, #2 [foreigner, "feels like the first time"] well here i

am at camp. tony, a total asshole is right across from me in tent city. great.

i’m all moved in. i’m suposed to be looking for pete, but i felt like writing

something real quick. i got an e-mail from someone today, his name is thomas,

and he was down at philmont with me. at least that’s what i’m guessing. he

said that he’s in one of the pictures taht’s on my site and the hint he gave

me "phish" refers to philmont. here’s the pic

he sent me. well there’s actually 8 there, just replace the 01 with 01-08

and you’ll get them all. i dunno who he is, he doesn’t look like anyone in

my pics. at least not that i see. it really freaked me out when i read that.

i was like OMG. but yeah. i also talked to my mom before i left, she said

she found the advocate in my scanner and read that article about steven cozza

and that made her resign, so that’s a good sign. yeah i’ve got more to write

but i feel like i should be places. i’ll write more later today, we have 2

hours of "move in" time when everyone else gets here. i dunno why

he told me to be here so early. but oh well. laters all.