Author: Cj B

Sept 7, 2001

Sept 7, [Filter, Take A Picture"]

Last night was an odd night. I was laying in bed and thinking about alot

of things, and there was so much I wanted to write here about what was going

on in my head and what was going on in my life and such. But now I just

can’t remember any of it. I know it had something to do with Adam, Angie,

Nick, and I. But there were also other things, things about my childhood

and such. Whatever. Maybe I’ll remember it laters. But I realized alot last

night.

Today’s going to be a good day, it’s only 8:00 AM and I’ve popped 2 No-Doz

already. I just felt that I needed them, lol. I get to go home tonight as

well, that’s going to be lots of fun and shit. Cause well I get to see Adam

I’m so excited about that. I miss him so much. I fell as though if I don’t

get home every weekend, I’m going to miss out on so much. But at the same

time I think it’d help for me to not see Adam for a while, that might help

me get over him. But then there’s also the aspect of I WANT TO FUCKING SEE

HIM. lol. I dunno, just being around him makes me so much happier. This

is a great time in my life.

I feel like newborn

and I feel like a newborn

awake on my airplane

awake on my airplane

I feel so real

could you take my picture

cause I won’t remembe

Sept 6, 2001

Sept 6, [Black Crowes, "By Your Side"]

Yay for rain. I love the rain. It symbolizes a fresh start for everything.

And the smell of things after a good rain is always so relaxing. But today

I hope it stops before I have to go to me 6:00 class.

Today at work we got a couple new peices of kit and I was installing Win2K

on them. Well we wanted them to be part of the network, so we had to name

them. Well for those that don’t know, Krell was named after the culture

also named Krell from the move, "Forbidden Planet" so most of

the systems there are named after references to that movie. Well we’ve got

a lot of new kit there, so we’ve run out of names, so today we spent 30

minutes trying to come up with a new scheme to name these two new boxes

by. It was ammusing times.

My math TA can’t spell worth shit, not that I’m all that great either,

but today he wrote the word depriciation on the board and spelled it: Debyciation.

Umm, yeah that’s really close though, lol.

Apperantly I have to bring the van back to my dad this weekend. He called

and said that Andy needed it to do his driving test. I don’t see why he

can’t just use my mom’s truck, but whatever. So I’ll be in town for anyone

that wants to do something. I’m going to have a shit load of HW though.

So Sunday I’m going to come back up here early and get that done. I should

have enough time to get it done. So yeah, if you want to do something with

me this weekend, call me. I’ll be around.

Sept 5, 2001 #2

Sept 5, #2 [BBMak, "Again"]

Can you help me ease the pain?

Can I hold you once again?

You know that they often say

That love is blind

My heart can’t see

The reason why you left that

Love behind is hurting me

Is there a chance

That we can be again

Hold my head up

Wipe the tears

I’m not crying

For you no more

Is there a chance

That we can be again

So don’t go away

Again

September 5, 2001

Sept 5, [Drain STH, "Enter My Mind"]

Ok so I’m working on my schedule for the next couple years (up to graduation

actually) and I’m having problems, you see, they require a shit load of

Soc and other such classes. I hate Soc. I hate all of these damn classes

that they require, Grrr. So I’m having problems with that. Whatever.

Jules, Vero and I are going to the Ice Cream social for the Alliance thing

today, that should be amusing as hell. I’m all about free ice cream 🙂

Other then that not much has been going on here today. I’m really bored

with class work and shit. I’ve got alot I have to get done, but I really

don’t want to do it. I’ve got to read my Soc book, I should read me Accounting,

I need to read Econ, Grrr. It all just seems to pile up, I don’t really

have the willpower to actually do it all.

September 4, 2001

Sept 4, [Eagles, "I Can’t Tell You Why"]

Well today’s been one long fucking ass day. I went to class about 7:30

this morning or so. It was the most boring class in the world. I hate Accounting.

Then I went to BusAd, that was stupid as well. I have to plan out the next

four years for my next class in there. Grrr. That’s going to be annoying.

I don’t know what classes I want to take yet. Then after that I went to

work. Work was damn boring today as well. Everything’s been boring today.

I just sat around most of the day cause she didn’t really have anything

for me to do. I did a little research on Audiot equiptment for the conf

room, but other then that there wasn’t anything to do. Now I’m here. I have

to leave for class here in about 30 minutes, my last one of the day, thank

god for that. I’ll have alot to do tomorrow though. Grrr.

Oh, one funny thing did happen at work today though. I was calling AVI

Systems in DM to get some pricing and shit for a piece of kit. Well this

guy anwsers the phone and goes, "Good Day, Chris." He has the

funniest Australian accent. It’s great. I’ve got a meeting with him on Tuesday,

we’ll see if I can not laugh at it. lol.