Well, it’s the new year. Happy New Year everyone. Alot has happened over the last year. So many firsts. Coming out to my Parents, my first boy friend, my first break-up, the first time in forever that I haven’t been associated with the Boy Scouts, my first love, my first kiss, and losing my virginity. There’s just so many things that happened this year and looking over my past entries I remember how much fun we all had this summer, and over the last year. I see how much I’ve changed in the last year, and how much my feelings for the world have changed. I’m a much happier person now then I was one year ago. I’m so much farther along then I ever thought I would. One year ago from now, I never knew if I’d be alive for the next day, now I’m planning years in advance, moving to Arizona, Graduating from college. There’s so much that I want to do.
This New Years was indeed one that was special to me. This New Years I got to spend with my friends and the person that I love. We were all with the person that we love and it was just so great to hang out with everyone and have a stress free, enjoyable night.
Ok, going back to right after the last update. Sunday night I went over to Adam’s house, and worked on his computer. Things didn’t work out the way that I wanted them to, so we just said fuck it and wwe came back over here to my house. It was good times. He spent the night to which was just great cause I love sleeping with him, it’s like the best thing in the world to have the person you love so close to you. And he’s just so cute when he’s sleeping. Monday we got up about 12ish and cleaned up the house a little more. Then we went out to do some errands and such. Then we came back here about 5:30ish cause people were supposed to start showing up about 6ish or so. So we waited and waited. Finally Julian and Dean showed up and we hung around and talked to them. It was good times. Finally about 10ish everyone had arrived and the party started. It was a realy good time. We all just hung around and talked and watched movies. At midnight we all kissed our bf’s/gf’s and it was realy cool. This was the first New Years I’ve ever had someone to kiss at midnight. It was just great. About 1 everyone started dispirsing and such, Julian and Dean were the only ones that spent the night. Adam and I got to sleep together two nights in a row, it was really nice. I just can’t explain how great it is to be able to do that. It’s so great to me. Then today Adam and I got up about 1 and Julian and Dean had already left. So we left and went and hung out the rest of the day. There were a few minor tifts though, we had a small argument which was really stupid and I admit that I was wrong, and felt really bad once Adam pointed out that I had done that. Then like right after that happened he got into it with his parents and it was just bad times. So we left and went to the mall and Adam just vented to me on the way there. It was good for him to get it out though.
He goes back to school tomorrow, that’s really sad, I don’t want him to go back. I want to be able to spend the rest of break with him, and just to hang out all day every day. But real life gets in the way of what we want to do.
I got my grades, I did better then I was expecting, but not as good as I was hoping. Oh well. At least I passed all my classed and that’s all I was going for.