Author: Cj B

Departing DM

Well, good bye DM, and good bye 2005. Welcome to 2006 everyone. If things work out I won’t be back to DM for a year. And strangly enough I’m really not all that sad about it. Sure I’m going to miss my friends, Mandy, Zach, Nic, etc. But Justin and Jed just didn’t come through this time like they normally do, so I’m over it. I’m really very annoyed with Jed though. Oh well. Tis all in the past now.

Speaking of the new year, I spent the night hanging out with Mandy, Zach and Vero. We had a good time, nothing really. It was more like just an average night. We watched a movie and played this random Pimp/Whore game. It was very fun though I was very out of it and not in a greatest mood every. What with the news of Blake and feeling sick in general.

I got home about 2ish and went to bed. I didn’t climb out of bed till noon. Mostly I spent the morning laying there thinking about blake and feeling like shit because i’m sick again.

Blah blah blah. I have a feeling this will be a year of great ups and downs, and over all bad in general. We shall see.

I get into OC at 9:30 tonight. And will be going straight to bed once I get home.

Goodnight all.

ICU

Well, I just got news that Blake is in ICU.

Jimmy says that he stopped breathing last night in his sleep.

I had a feeling last night that I should have gone home Friday like I wanted too… At least then I could have driven up to the hospital and seen him.

:'( I really hope he gets better soon.

I told Jimmy to give him a midnight kiss for me. haha.

Reunion!!

Ok, so last night was pretty fun.

I spent the day sitting around the house, dad and I went and got chinesse food for dinner… And then Mandy and Zach called at like 8.

We headed out to DM to pick up Nic and then off to drinking.

We started out at this random ass bar in DM, it was ghetto, called. “carl’s place”. But we ran into the most random people there! The Burn’s, Stoll and Ritchie… Very random. They came over and talked to us and that was crazy. They were all very nice.

After that we headed out to Twisted Parrot in Urbandale. And had a good time there. I got pretty tipsy, but not drunk drunk. lol. Left there about 1ish and dropped nic off then went home. Got here about 2 and went to bed, after drunk texting Danny P. lol. Another random from my past! haha. He might come visit me in Cali though, so that would be fun!

Today my PU’s are out buying a new fridge cause ours is broken.

I’m out.

BORED!

Gah, I’m so bored.

Why is everyone I know so fucking busy this week! :'(

Today I got up and drove my brother down to the court house. After that I went out with Beak to Hu-Hot and then we spent the day talking and stuff.. She and I had a debate as to if Blake was good or bad and if they liked him or not… haha. It was funny. I finially convinced her that he’s way too perfect! Cause he is.

Speaking of though, he wasn’t online today and I’m sad by that. I want to find out if he’s going to be in the OC for new years or not. Cause if he is, and if he can make time forme. I’m totally flying back early. I’ve clearly got nothing left to do around here. Blah.

After beak I went to dinner at Mondos with Justin. He was working so we only had a short amount of time and then I came on home.

I guess we’re not going to MN now afterall, he’s got to work. :'(

So yep. That’s my day here.

So Me..

Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

I’m in so much pain! Spent the morning burning things, only got 4 of the 10 piles burned because they were so wet. It was kinda funny that once i got it going it started raining hard core right under where I was at, cause the fire was melting all the frost/ice off the trees above. I burned myself in three places, got posion ivy, and my back is killing me from all the chopping. I’m just hoping that there wasn’t much posion ivy in the fires, because if I inhaled it that can be very very bad.

After that I went over to Ankeny with my mother. We bought fabric for my pillows, went and bought some wine and bought my birthday presents, a tent, a nice backpacking stove and a colapsable water can. So that’s exciting.

Blake hasn’t been online all day, so I’m a little sad about that. Also worried that something might have happened again, but I figure that Jimmy would have got online and told me if he had.. That boy is so good, I’m glad he’s such an amazing friend with Blake.. It makes me sad that I can’t be as close to blake as jimmy is.. Maybe someday.

Brats for dinner! Yummy.

Adios yall.