Two Dates….

So last night was pretty good… I had another date, amazingly.

This guy was cool. We’d hung out once before, but this time we went and saw the new Queen Latifah movie and it was just the two of us in the theater, so we laughed and talked all the way through the movie! It was HILARIOUS.

I left after that and went down to San Clemente to hang out with Austin and go to the Boom Boom. We had had this HUGE converstaion earlier in the day about how he likes going out and I don’t and that’s a problem and blah blah blah. But like the last few times I’ve asked HIM to go out, we always get together and then HE ends up saying. “I just want to hang out” so we don’t go. And he was blaming me, and made me feel like I bore him.

Well this time was NO DIFFERENT. I get down there and we talk and we head out, then he’s like. “I want to buy some drinks before we go.” So we go to Albertsons and buy drinks, then we drive to the Boom, and it looks dead. So then he’s like. “Well I don’t want to go”. So we go back to San Clemente and try finding a bar there, and we drive by these two that are actually kinda busy looking and then he’s like, “Well I’m not in the mood any more.”

SO we end up going back to his place and this was like midnight, so I’m just like… “Well, I’m going to go home then.” And he gives me this evil look, so I try asking him what he wants me to do, and he’s like, “Well, I’m just going to read and go to bed, but you can stay and drink”

But it’s like, well I don’t want to stay and drink if all you’re going to do is read and then go to bed… Plus he had JUST COMPLAINED THAT DAY that he doesn’t like just hanging out there because he feels like he has to entertain me!

Gah, so he’s so confusing! So I get ready to leave and we’re standing there next to the door and he’s giving me this evil look with his arms crossed, and I say. “Can I have a hug.” and he just sighs and gives me this even more evil look. So I’m just like, “OK, no, see you later” and left.

I was SO ANNOYED!

Ya know, I really think that maybe this boy is in love with me (or REALLY likes me) and just doesn’t want ot admit it, because when I told him about these dates he was all annoyed sounding. AND when I wasn’t back late on Tuesday he CALLED me at like 10:30 to find out where I was. AND when I told him about this one he was suddenly all wanting to hang out.

BTW, if you’re on my LJ friends list and haven’t been seeing posts by me lately, hit up my site and read what you’ve missed. There’s been a bug in the LJ Crossposting plugin that I use and I just got it fixed last night, thanks to the plugin maintainer! 😀

Adios, yall.

Brokeback Mountain Weekly Grocery Lists

Brokeback Mountain Weekly Grocery Lists for Ennis Del Mar and Jack Twist, Summer, 1963

WEEK ONE

Beans

Bacon

Coffee

Whiskey

WEEK TWO

Beans

Ham

Coffee

Whiskey

WEEK THREE

Beans al fresca

Thin-sliced Bacon

Hazelnut Coffee

Sky vodka & Tanqueray gin

K-Y gel

WEEK FOUR

Beans en salade

Pancetta

Coffee (espresso grind)

5-6 bottles best Chardonnay

2 tubes K-Y gel

WEEK FIVE

Fresh Fava beans

Jasmine rice

Prosciutto, approx. 8 ounces, thinly sliced

Medallions of veal

Porcini mushrooms

1/2 pint of heavy whipping cream

1 Cub Scout uniform, size 42 long

5-6 bottles French Bordeaux (Estate Reserve)

1 extra large bottle Astro-glide

WEEK SIX

Yukon Gold potatoes

Heavy whipping cream

Asparagus (very thin)

Organic Eggs

Spanish Lemons

Gruyere cheese (well aged)

Crushed Walnuts

Arborio Rice for Risotto

Arugula

Clarified Butter

Extra Virgin Olive oil

Pure Balsamic vinegar

6 yards white silk organdy

6 yards pale ivory taffeta

3 Cases of Dom Perignon Masters Reserve

Large tin Crisco

Stolen from A Trick Mind, who probably stole it from somewhere else?

Zack Hexum

So, every week I make sure that I download the iTunes song of the week and Discovery Download… Usually they aren’t anything that great…

But this week they have Zach Hexum, which is just amazing! Everyone should go download it on the iTunes Song of the week…

And one bonus is that he’s HOT!

Also, if you’re looking for some new music, check out the new site Audiri Tons of cool music and it’s all free.

How many times will I fall in love today

So many things that I want are coming my way

these crushes abound but they only will stay for a day

So how many times will I fall in love this way

and in my life I know

there’s just been one for me

someday life will show

where my next love will be

where my next true love will be

How many times before I fall in love for real

Maybe this one cause this one makes my head like a wheel

and when is this love that will make me completely be me

What makes these hazy hills hold so much mystery?

I’ll look for you to break my heart if that will make me feel

No more girls to play a part, I search for something real

and in my life I know

there’s just been one for me

someday life will show

where my next love will be

where my next true love will be

How many times will I fall in love today

Adios!

Good bye, Achgeluneuch.

To me, Blake died today…

He’s made the choice to end our friendship. I caught him in what seems like a lie a last week. I asked him that if he were telling the truth to bring me a picture. Just ONE PICTURE is all I requested. He was down last night to see Austin and didn’t bring the picture, nor did he stop at my house to discuss it. He CLAIMS that every picture of his “best friend” that he’s had his ENTIRE life is in storage. YEAH RIGHT!

I regret ever introducing Austin and Blake. This whole issue with Blake is putting a HUGE strain on the friendship with Austin, and being that that friendship is so new, I’m not sure it can overcome the issues.

I respect Austin for not just ending his friendship with Blake as Blake hasn’t DONE anything to Austin yet, but at the same time it pisses me off. Because Austin was the one who REALLY started to push my doubts about him.

Whatever, fucking jack ass people. I think it’s REALLY time to get the hell out of here.