ICU

Well, I just got news that Blake is in ICU.

Jimmy says that he stopped breathing last night in his sleep.

I had a feeling last night that I should have gone home Friday like I wanted too… At least then I could have driven up to the hospital and seen him.

:'( I really hope he gets better soon.

I told Jimmy to give him a midnight kiss for me. haha.

Reunion!!

Ok, so last night was pretty fun.

I spent the day sitting around the house, dad and I went and got chinesse food for dinner… And then Mandy and Zach called at like 8.

We headed out to DM to pick up Nic and then off to drinking.

We started out at this random ass bar in DM, it was ghetto, called. “carl’s place”. But we ran into the most random people there! The Burn’s, Stoll and Ritchie… Very random. They came over and talked to us and that was crazy. They were all very nice.

After that we headed out to Twisted Parrot in Urbandale. And had a good time there. I got pretty tipsy, but not drunk drunk. lol. Left there about 1ish and dropped nic off then went home. Got here about 2 and went to bed, after drunk texting Danny P. lol. Another random from my past! haha. He might come visit me in Cali though, so that would be fun!

Today my PU’s are out buying a new fridge cause ours is broken.

I’m out.

BORED!

Gah, I’m so bored.

Why is everyone I know so fucking busy this week! :'(

Today I got up and drove my brother down to the court house. After that I went out with Beak to Hu-Hot and then we spent the day talking and stuff.. She and I had a debate as to if Blake was good or bad and if they liked him or not… haha. It was funny. I finially convinced her that he’s way too perfect! Cause he is.

Speaking of though, he wasn’t online today and I’m sad by that. I want to find out if he’s going to be in the OC for new years or not. Cause if he is, and if he can make time forme. I’m totally flying back early. I’ve clearly got nothing left to do around here. Blah.

After beak I went to dinner at Mondos with Justin. He was working so we only had a short amount of time and then I came on home.

I guess we’re not going to MN now afterall, he’s got to work. :'(

So yep. That’s my day here.

So Me..

Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

I’m in so much pain! Spent the morning burning things, only got 4 of the 10 piles burned because they were so wet. It was kinda funny that once i got it going it started raining hard core right under where I was at, cause the fire was melting all the frost/ice off the trees above. I burned myself in three places, got posion ivy, and my back is killing me from all the chopping. I’m just hoping that there wasn’t much posion ivy in the fires, because if I inhaled it that can be very very bad.

After that I went over to Ankeny with my mother. We bought fabric for my pillows, went and bought some wine and bought my birthday presents, a tent, a nice backpacking stove and a colapsable water can. So that’s exciting.

Blake hasn’t been online all day, so I’m a little sad about that. Also worried that something might have happened again, but I figure that Jimmy would have got online and told me if he had.. That boy is so good, I’m glad he’s such an amazing friend with Blake.. It makes me sad that I can’t be as close to blake as jimmy is.. Maybe someday.

Brats for dinner! Yummy.

Adios yall.

Monday Monday…

This has been a really long day. Got up at 8:00am and went shopping with my mom and brother.. God I hate my brother.

And I thought my mother was going to KILL me with her driving! Gah!

But we went and she bought me a REALLY nice knife set, so that’s cool. I’m excited about that. We also went shopping for camping gear but didn’t find anything worth buying. I did check out the place an Ankeny and think I have found everything I need there, so I’m going to try and drag her there tomorrow to get the stuff I need. We were watching this cool show last night and they had some neat places to camp in Cali. I must check them out. Even if I have to go alone.

Speaking of, even though it’s a bit early, that is my new year resolution. To start doing more things, even if I have to do them alone. God damnit.

Anyways, after shopping I got home and got online and was able to talk to Blake. That made me really happy. We had been txting a bit earlier in the morning, but I was distracted by my mothers horrible driving and by her asking me questions constantly while trying to pick out knives. Anyways, it’s really good to talk to him. I miss him so much, it’s … Well.

After that I went up to Ames and met up with Oksy, we went out to Hickory Park, there were SO MANY people there, it was crazy! But we got in after about 25 minutes, which isn’t bad for them. I’ve known people who waited an hour or two to get in there. lol. The food was perfect as usual and the service sucked, as always. The hot boy from the summer was still working there, but we couldn’t catch his eye. 🙁 Oh well.

From there we went to the porn store cause Oksy wanted a vibrator, but she couldn’t find one she liked so we just went and bought a movie and watched that. Mr and Mrs Smith. It was fairly amusing.

That got over about 5:30 and Ginny called, I told her I would be leaving Ames soon and would call her when I left. So I left there about 6 and called her but no answer, so I just went to Ankeny for a bit to shop. She finially called me back and we decided to meet at JCTC, I got there and she called saying her car was broken and she’d be a bit late. So I went shopping on my own.

It’s nice to be back in the country of boys with meat.. Not that skinny ass shit they got out there in Cali… These boys got something to grab onto! haha.. Anyways, I was bored with the outfit that I had on so I went and bought a whole new one at Holister, Only $35! Woot. I’m a cheap ass bitch, we all know it.

She finially got there and we walked around a bit. didn’t really find anything else good and the mall was closing so we went and saw a movie, “The Family Stone”. It was pretty good.. I was crying towards the end, so sad. But it was very funny as well.

Tomorrow I’m going to be burning brush and then hopefully going out in the evening. Also Dad’s making chili!

Eww, the dog just slobbered all over me!

Oh, Jenks should be getting back into town tomorrow as well, So that’s excciting as well.

I really want to go back early and see Blake. :'(