Bashed

So I was reading my XY’s when I came across this story… It’s from Andrew McGeehan, or “Purple Shirt Boy”. Alot of you probably remember this night… I wasn’t there that night though, I had just moved up to camp that same day…..

It was June 1st and I couldn’t have been happier. Not only was it the last day of school but I also got a HUGE paycheck and I was looking exceptionally

good in my friends’ clothes. My best friend Tony and I decided to pull an all-nighter to celebrate school ending. We were going to go everywhere and fo

everything, with other friends of course.

Our night began at Buce di Beppo’s, an Italian restaurant. We sat outside, awaiting the arrival of our friends Paige, Katie and Erin. When they got there,

we all ate and had a good time. We were all craving coffee, so we chose to head to Java Joes, the local coffeehouse, located downtown. While there, we met

a gorgeous boy named Dana. To my extreme disappointment, he was taken. But oh well. We found out that he and his friends were heading down to the gay

loop, which is a plave for all the gay youth in the area to hang out. It is just a straught road that you park on and get out to talk with people. Of

course, we told him that we were also heading down there.

That was a decidion we all came to regret.

Not too much was happening down there. Paige and I tested our courage by taking a picture with the old white van inhabited by a peculiar old man. The van

had not left the lok in years. Then we were dancing and talking and having a good time.

I saw headlights and figured more people were coming to join the fun. Turns out it was a car full of dumb whores, who yelled out “faggots” as they drove

by. Well, this didn’t fly too well with anyone down there. When they drove by a second time, someone threw an empty bottle that shattered on their car.

Apparently that really pissed them off.

Subsequently, about 20 minutes late, a bunch of cars came driving past all at once. A bunch of guys got out of each car and it was obvious they were quite

angry. I wasn’t too scared until they went to the trunk and pulled out baseball bats, the kind you kill gay people with.

I could hardly beleive that I saw. It wasn’t long before the yelling began. They demanded to know who had thrown the bottle. Of course, no one condessed.

So they began accusing. The girls told them it was a relatively tall guy with long sleeves. Considering it was a rather cold night, that described just

about everyone down there. As one boy came near, Paige, Erin and I huddles close together. He persister to ask how long we had been there. We lied and

said we had just got there about 0 minutes ago. They seemed to fing that an acceptable answer, and they walked away for the time being.

Now I can’t remember exactly how this happened, but suddenly I was alone. Paige, Erin, Katie, and Tony were standing about 300 feet away. Later, they told

me they thought I was with them. I would’ve ran to them, but between me and them were a bunch of “straight” guys with bats. So I just looked around,

attempting to look innocent.

It wasn’t long before that stopped working. A boy came up to me (batless, thank god) and began to yell at me. He said he knew it was me–I was the fag who

wrecked his friends car. To make matters worse, he pushed me a couple of times. He kept advancing toward me, which forced me to move back.

I wanted to break down and cry. For fear that it would make them more agitated, I controlled myself. I held my ground and told him I didn’t know what he

was talking about–that I wasn’t the one who did it. Of course, he ignored me and continued on with his bombardment of insults. Looking for a way out, I

turned my head and came face-to-face with two boys holding bats.

At this point, I figured it was over. I was going to die for being gay. The fear within me was tremendous. I thought my chest was going to explode. I

blocked everything out, closed my eyes, and prepared for the worst.

Instead of immense pain I was expecting, I heard a voice. A voice telling them to go away from me, and that I didn’t do anything. I opened my eyes and saw

a man stanging before me. I had never seen him before, but I thanked God for him. The boy who had been insulting me now turned his attention to this

mysterious stranger.

I glanced over and saw my friends staring in shocked horror. I saw this as my chance to escape. I walked toward them, with my head down, trying to look

inconspicuous. It seemed to take forever, but I made it to my friends. We all linked arms and moved toward our car. We peeled our and turned around just

in time to see some of the boys chasing after us with bats. But being that we were in a car and they were on foor, they soon gave up.

I sat in the back seat and just cried. I was so shocked and hurt and upset. Although I know gay people are beaten every day, I could hardly beleive it had

happened. My friends apologized profusely for leaving me alone. We parked after awhile, got out, and hugged.

I was still sobbing uncontrolably. It upset me to think that the way I choose to live my life was so offensive to other people. The whole experience was a

real eye-opener to that fact that gay-bashing is still rampant in our country.

I had previously thought that nothing would happen to me because I live in the Midwest; but it can happen to anyone, anywhere. Needless to say, I have not

been down to the look since that night. I would rather spend my night having fun with my friends somewhere else, then go down there and worry about

whether I’ll survive or not.

–Andrew McGreehan (Also known as “Purple Shirt Boy”)

Mr. President?

Ha, today’s been fucking great. I’ll get to the rest of the day in a bit, but this evening Adam and I were watching the news and they were talking about the president’s visit. Well they started talking about two young people that were in the wrong spot at the wrong time…. Next thing we know, we see Xak’s car and him and Luke are being searched. It was hilarious. I guess they got to close to the limo or something, and they were stopped and interviewed by the Secret Service and shit and they searched thier car. It was great, we laughed alot. Thost two are such dumbasses. I can’t believe they were stupid enough to go that close. I can’t believe that they didn’t have drugs or anything in their car. That would have really been funny. Cause they were searched by bomb sniffing dogs and the whole works. God, I can’t believe I’m associated with them.

On other things, this weekend’s been really great. We got in about 8:00 here and went to bed shortly after that, then today we got up and made lunch… That was really good. David got out of school early because of all the “snow” there wasn’t jack shit on the ground yet and it didn’t even start until about 6ish. So yeah. But we went over there about 3 and hung out for a while. It was really good to see him again. He’s hot. But he’s not looking all that healthy, so we’re a bit worried about him. I guess he’s going to start coming back to the GLRC again in March. That’ll be sweet action.

Adam’s mom keeps calling him and bitching him out about things and he’s not really happy about that. It’s bad times with her and things. I dunno what really is going on, if there’s more on her side or what, but it appears bad. Tonight he was calling to get information cause he was filling out his Accident report and Rob answered, well he was just being a lazy bum and wouldn’t go get the info and told Adam to just forget about it. He can’t really do that, cause the other guys already contacted his insurance and that means he’s also filed an accident report so if Adam doesn’t they suspend your license for 3 months… I should know, I learned the hard way. But yeah, so he was almost in tears about that and I was trying to comfort him.. and yeah.

Julian also called me today and that was random.. Yeah, funny times there.

Ok, Letterman’s on, so I’m going to go watch that now, laters all!

Christmas #1

Gwar. I hate my family. I went to bed late last night, thinking that I’d be able to sleep in this morning. Boy, was I wrong there. My mother came into my room about 10:30 and said, “Get up, it’s time to leave.” Of course not knowing that we were going anywhere today I said, “Leave to go where?” She informed me that we were leaving to go to Adel for my GG’s Christmas party. One that I hate going to cause it’s the bitchy side of the family. . . Pam and Janell and a few others all in one room. Errr. So yeah. I was pissy about that the whole time. I don’t even know why we go. But whatever.

So I was supposed to meet Adam at 3, he called me at 3 and I said that we’d be home about 5ish. So I told him I’d call him when we got home. Well we got home and just as I was picking up the phone to call him, my cell phone rings, it’s him. He’s like, “I’m going to Gateway now, so I’ll call you when I get back.” I told him that we had just walked in the door and before I had a chance to think we said bye and hung up, less then five minutes later, I was like, why doesn’t he just wait at his house and we can both go down there together. So I called his Cell phone, but he didn’t answer, now that means I’ll be stuck here tell about 6ish now with the fucking family that I’m about ready to fucking KILL. I’m sad and mad at Adam, but I know I shouldn’t be, so I’m madder at my self for being mad at Adam, but it’s all just a visious circle.

My dad always takes tons of chips to family gathering, I don’t know why. No one in our family eats chips, and no one ever wants to take them home. So it’s stupid to begin with. Well today, he did it again, but when we got there, my mom opened up a few bags for people to eat while they were there. Then when we were leaving, no one wanting to take them home, they ended up back in our car. So my dad felt the need to yell and scream about that, “Why the fuck did you open them there, and why’d you bring them back home.” Well first of all, we were going to leave them there, but someone called Andy back into the house and gave him the box of chips back. Second, opening them there was a good idea cause that way he at least got rid of some of them. Well he didn’t feel the need to bitch about it just on the way home, but also when we got him he felt a need to bitch about it even more. The ass hole, you know if he and my brother would just run off the road and die sometime. I don’t think anyone in the family would miss them.

That’s another thing though about today, my brother. He kept babbling about shit that people weren’t even talking about, and things that he shouldn’t be saying. He seems to think that he has an Girl friend, but you know what. He’s just a dumbass. Rarr again at him, and my dad. And a smaller rarr at Adam right now.

I want to be out of here. I want Christmas to be over. I want them to all go away damnit. Make them go away.

Finals and shit

Well here I am sitting at home. I’ve finished all my finals but one, English. I think I did ok on most of them. We’ll see I guess. I might just get my wish to be closer to Adam next semester. lol

I went and saw Adam at work tonight. He didn’t seem to happy to be checking again. I feel bad for him. But at least he’s away from the evil Nina. We’ll see how things go upfront. I also went and spent my Book return money. All $85 of it. I got a new 10/100 Ethernet Card and SuSe 7.3. I was happy.

So now I’m backing up my computer, waiting for MP3’s to copy. All 15 gig’s of them. What I have a problem with though is how am I going to copy them back to my Linux box once I get them on my 98 box. Hmm. I’m thinking FTP, but I’m not sure. I was going to do an NFS share, but my 98 box isn’t an NT or 2k box, so that won’t work. If I knew how SAMBA worked I might try that. But alas. I don’t know how it works. So there 😛 Anyone else have any ideas? Post them below (I think comments are working).

Well this post sucks. Night all.

Make greymatter love me someone.