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Dec 9 OMG. last night was sooooooooooooo great. i was on cloud

9, i really love danny. he’s so sweet. ahhhhhhh. yeah. OMG, it was so great.

after he left i just kinda sat there thinking about him. for hours, and when

i got up this morning i just sat there thinking about how much i love him,

and what he means to me. he’s so great. i really do love him. well i haven’t

seen BJ yet today, hope all went ok with his comp fix, hehe. wouldn’t want

to cause problems for him. lol. o well i’m sure it went fine. i’m sure it

did. he’s a smart kid. Well i looked into changing my major again today. I

really do think i would love teaching it would be so much fun i really think

that it would be. you know that, i would love it. but yeah, i e-mailed a guy

from SDSU to find out what all i needed to do if i got in out there. and also

just looked round other places to see what was up with it all. yeah, danny

and me. i wonder what he’s going into, when we first met he said pre-med,

but now he says he doesn’t know for sure, that would be cool though a doctor

and a teacher. lol. yeah. but other then that nothing much has happened yet

today, it’s ony 12:30 i’ve been up sinve 7 but i didn’t get out of bed tell

9 or 10 cause i was just laying there thinking about danny, how nice it would

be to just lay there and hold him. hold him close to my body, to love him.

so see his beutiful eyes when i wake up in the morning just laying there,

how cute, i love him. cloud 9 again. ahh, i’m going to go out for a walk now.

so i’ll be back later to add more. WEEEEEEEEEEE. I’m on a danny high. REALLY

HIGH. He called me out of the blue, we only talked for like a couple minutes,

but it was cool. i love him, he’s got such a sweet voice, he talks really

softly.

Dec 8, some time after dark. ahhhhhh, it’s been a good day so

far. went and took a test in CSC 105, that was easy, then my partner and i

got that project done, and then i came back here and wondered round for a

bit doing general stuff. then i went to a meeting with one of my teachers,

that went pretty well we went over my speeches and why i got such a low grade

on the last one, i still don’t understand why, but o well. he seems to justify

it. I’m talking to danny right now, well not RIGHT now, he had to brb for

a while he said so i’m just waiting for him to come back, i’m starting to

worry though, this is the secnod fri in a row he hasn’t gone out. very odd

for him i do beleive. o well i love him, i’m glad he’s here to talk to. o

yeah speaking of talking to people, i talked to BJ today, he’s this really

cute guy from camp that i had a crush on. it was nice to talk to him, even

though we just talked bout computer problems and stuff, but o well, he said

“talk to ya tommow” though so hey, you never know. but yeah, i think

that’s all that’s going on round here. i gotta get math done this weekend

though, that’s not a good subject for me at the moment. not good at all. well

off to do something now.

Dec 7 8:04 Pm, well it’s been a long day, kinda. we had math

bright and early this morning, god i hate that class. ARG. but yeah, some

good news did come out of the situation, he’s not going to grade the assingments

now. that’s good. i guess. but yeah and then we had programing that was damn

boring, i’m trying to get all the US-QaF songs, but can only find about 6

of them on Napster, damn them i want them ALL. now. o well. yeah i talked

to danny today, i don’t know what’s up we were talking about stuff and then

i asked him what he had done last night cause i didn’t get to talk to him

and he said he just went to sleep and then he said, “Why did you want

to come over last nigh” and i was like, that would have been nice, i

didn’t sleep well last night. and then he said “we could have kept each

other company, cause i was cold” and then i said “awwwwwwww, yeah

i heard it was cold out there yesterday, you should come out here, it was

warm today” and then he left. i figured he just got kicked off cause

it happens, but he didn’t come back it’s now 34 minutes since he logged off

and still no sign of him, do you think i did somethng wrong? i don’t know,

but danny if you read this, i want to tellyou that i don’t want to get really

close again, not yet, not this soon, he really hurt me after that thing that

happened a while back. i do LOVE him i really do and i can’t stop thinking

about him, sometimes i’m like a little school girl with a crush, i really

do love him. maybe in a while we can get really close like we were, but i

still don’t have a pic of him, don’t know his phone number, he now has a pic

of me, a live shot of me, and two phone numbers to contact me at. I love him,

i really do, but i don’t want to get as close as we were not yet, maybe in

a while, i would love to go meet him some time. i really would, i hope we

both get into cali schools. that would be the first thing i do when i get

out there, go see him. i love him so much. i really do, but o well. well i’m

going to stop now i have to get back to stuff, i don’t know what yet, but

stuff yeah.

Dec 6. the 6th, tomorrow is my dad’s b-day. i sposse i better

call him tomorrow. yeah. i’ll try to remember. well i’m sitting here working

on this speech and yeah, i know where i’m going with it but i ust have way

to much information for it then what he want’s and i don’t know where to cut

stuf out of it. it’s all so good and it all supports my claims so well but

i just don’t know what to cut or how to really start it all. it’s a really

sensitive topic and stuff and yeah. well i don’t know i have that math test

tonight i ahven’t studied for it yet. i got a couple new sons by Amber, they

are pretty good. o hey, hehe, i was bored last night and i went to find out

what the wonderful horoscopes said about me and danny, heres what they say:When

Aries and Aquarius come together, the combination of Aquarius vision and Aries

action tends to make them a highly creative pair. Their partnership is anything

but static, and while it can be competitive, it’s never boring! This pair

can be great friends; their Signs are two apart and this tends to make them

compatible and able to communicate well. Both of them are idealistic and enthusiastic

about life, and together they enjoy new and outlandish experiences. Both are

attracted to anything new, and they love thrills; they may even take turns

playing the show-off! Many Aries-Aquarius relationships enjoy a feeling of

mutual admiration. Aries admires the uniqueness, vision and inventiveness

that are characteristic of Aquarius. In turn, Aquarius admires the Aries energy

and initiative — Aquarians always have new ideas, but they don’t always have

the drive to carry them out the way Aries does. Both Signs enjoy their independence,

but conflicts can arise if Aries seems too possessive or Aquarius seems too

aloof or detached. Both partners need to learn that they view the world in

different ways. Aries can be too involved for Aquarius’ taste, and Aquarius

in turn may be too unpredictable for their Aries partner. As long as both

partners reassure each other that the relationship is important, things will

be just fine! Aries is ruled by the Planet Mars and Aquarius is ruled by the

Planet Saturn, as well as Uranus. These three Planets form a sort of cycle

that is indicative of the Aries-Aquarius relationship and their ability to

come together to create new institutions. Uranus is the Planet of new ideas

and creativity; it’s from this Planet that Aquarius gets its great vision.

Then, Mars puts these ideas into practice and initiates action. Finally, Saturn

keeps the process going to completion, following up after Uranus’ inspiration is exhausted and Mars’ energy moves on to new things. Aries is a Fire Sign

and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Air fuels Fire and keeps it going; Aquarius can

keep up with the action and energy of Aries and the Ram’s tendency to start

initiating new projects based on Aquarius’ ideas. When they work together

as a team, there are no limits to the possibilities! Aquarius is able to use intellect to inspire Aries’ action-oriented lifestyle and feed them new ideas

to put into practice — Aquarius is very intellectually stimulating to Aries.

Both Signs have wide-ranging interests, and Aries’ desire to physically participate

gives them great joy in implementing the ideas of the more mentally active

Aquarius. Aries is a Cardinal Sign and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Aries gives

Aquarius the confidence to charge ahead and take action, rather than just

sitting in the laboratory concocting new ideas. Aquarius can help Aries stabilize

and complete projects rather than jumping into new plans without completing

the old ones. They both respect and admire each other, and when they can understand

that no one has to be in charge, they can accomplish a lot together. The best

aspect of the Aries-Aquarius relationship is their ability to achieve a great

deal when they work together. Cardinal Fire and Fixed Air cover all the bases:

these partners can come up with an idea, plan how to implement it, get it

going and stick with it to make it succeed. This formula for success makes theirs a relationship of vision, as well as practice. but yeah, sounds

good to me. hehe. o yeah doug sent me this pic a while back and all he’ll

tell me is that it’s someone from UD and they go by josh, well danny goes

by josh everyonce in a while. so i’m going to ask d about it tonight. hehe,

yeah. well i’m going to get back to this paper. i might update again later

today. Ok well it’s now 6:39. I’m getting ready to leave for the math test.

damn it. i haven’t studied i started to but i didn’t know how to do any of

it so i just gave up, i’m glad i don’t have to take much math, lol. well i’m

going to leave for the test now talk later. ok so i’m back, STUPID MOTHER

FUKCING TEST. first it was a hard ass test, second he took 30 minutes just

to hand the damn thing out and explain that we couldn’t open it tell he told

us to and Third AND THE BIGGEST REASON I’M PISSED IS BECAUSE IT MADE ME MISS

DANNY. FUCK. i really needed to talk to him tonight about stuff. fuck fuck

fuck fuck fuck. bastard. ok i’ll stop, but as you can see i really wanted

to talk to him tonight. but yeah the test was a fucking pain, they were easy

questions mostly but some of them were just really fucked up and some of them

weren’t even over stuff that we had gone over in class and then there were fuking typos on the damn thing shit. mother of god, shit. ok i’l stop no,

my fingers are starting to cramp up cause of all this HARD typeing.