Asshole.

[Rent, “Happy New Year B”]

I hate my roomie. He’s leaving soon. Soon’s good. He babbled at me today about something. lala.

I’ve finished my English paper, only revisions left now. I think it’s pretty good. I have to leave alot of stuff out cause of the page limit. But yeah, it’s still good.

Not much going on today. I’ve only got two more classes left before finals start. Count ’em. TWO!!

Yay. I can’t wait tell tomorrow. Adam’s coming up, we’re going out to supper. It’ll be fun times. I like lasagna.

Must remember to take books back to the book store sometime soon. I need the money.

Embarrasing C-Store

[No Doubt, “I’m Just A Girl”]

So I just got out of class and I was in the mood for chips and Salsa Con Queso, so I went over to the Friley C-store and got it. The lady at the desk was nice, and we talked about how much Math-150 sucks. As I was walking away from the counter she said, “Would you like a bag for that.” I said, “No, I’ve got it.” Just as I said that, the Salsa Con Queso fell out of my hand and brust open all over the floor. I was so embarrased. I hate when that happens, it’s like “What now?” Do I offer to help, do you stand out of the way and let them do their job, do you say “Sorry” and walk away. It’s all quite akward. Yeah. It sucks.

Eating chips and dip. I love Salsa Con Queso.

Nazanin

Nazanin annoys me so much sometimes. Today is one of those days. First off, last Friday we were supposed to have done a backup. She came in and and decided to play with things, and she fucked up the backup schedule. Grrr at that. Then they also got an UPS, and decided it couldn’t wait tell I got here to put it in, so they fucked up my computer and messed up my desk putting it in. Then when I go and tell her that the backup wasn’t done and that I was fixing it. She decides to come in here and go through it all and fuck it up again. I had it fixed, all I had to do was save it. But she came in and decided that she needed to mess with things, she went to do something else and a box came up; asking her if she wanted to save what she had done, before I got the words “Yes save it” out of my mouth she had said, “What am I doing, I don’t know.” And clicked no. All my work was lost. And of course since she’s my boss, I couldn’t really yell at her. Grrr. And then I’ve also got this system up for backup’s. It’s a nice system like any other company would use. Well, she dicides to come in and fuck with it all too. Grrr. Just stay the hell out of my office. I’ll make sure backup’s are done, I’ll get things working. You just go sit in your office and do what ever it is you do in there all damn day long. Rarr.

I can’t wait tell Thursday when I get to see Adam again. Apparently Mandy and Jessica said something to him. And I want to know what all was said, since I feel that what they said is something that also effects me.

I love Adam.

[LFO, “Your Heart Is Safe With Me”]

I know you know that love
can make you cry and break your heart
And you’ve been there before, you’ve been there before
And so you’re so afraid to let somebody in
Baby, won’t you try again, try again

Cause you’re heart is safe with me
I’ll never hurt you
I’ll be there through everything
I won’t make you cry
I know this world is cold
But in my arms you’ll see
That you’re heart is safe with me
That you’re heart is safe with me
Safe with me

What can I do for you to understand
you’re in good hands
I’ll never do you wrong, never do you wrong
What can I say to make your doubts to disappear
I won’t let no tears get near
No baby, I’ll be here

I will be there for you
be anything you need
Love can last forever
I’ll show you how it feels
I’ll keep my heart beside you
So your heart will see
That youre safe with me

Planning for the future (New Years)

la la la. On Saturday I asked my mom if the family would mind dispersing from the house for New Years. She said they’d consider it. I told them to go out and party for the night, get a hotel room. Have fun. She said she’d think about it. I hope they do. We’re having a party at my house weather they leave or not. It’ll be fun. We’ll watch movies and such. We’ll have a DVD player, and surround sound. Food, I like food. It’ll be good, good times. People can spend the night if they want, we have a big matress thing, couch is comfy too. And someone can sleep in my room, if anyone wants too. The guest room’s already been claimed, hehe. 😉 I’m going to try and get ahold of David too, see if he wants to come up for the weekend. It’d be good for him. Get him out of his house, and also it’d be cool for him to meet the rest of the group. Good times it’ll be. la la la E-mail/call/comment with Ideas and such.

I had a fucking wierd dream last night. I mean really fucking wierd. It involved alot of fucking too. hehe. I was working for camp again. But this time I was in scoutcraft lodge, it’s where alot of the older scouts get put up. Well, there were lots of hot guys in there this year, including like Lenz, and Shoemaker and a bunch of others. Well in the dream, it was our break time, right after lunch. And I was going back to sleep some. Well I walk in there, and there’s all the guys in there (like 20) all nude, and well having lots of inter-personal time. Yeah, it was good. lol. I liked that dream. (I’m amazed I remember it too).

But yeah this morning was really wierd. I remember having lots of dreams, but that’s the only one I can remember, and then I woke up about 3 and couldn’t get back to sleep. I just laid there, thinking about things, mostly Adam, but other things as well.

la la la. Go read boy-ashamed.