Aquarius and Capricorn

When Capricorn and Aquarius come together, it is a union of two people who bring out the best in each other. Capricorn has a cautious, sensible approach to life. Aquarius has an unquenchable, visionary approach to just about everything! They may appear to be absolute opposites, but once these two set their sights on a common goal, they are an unswayable force.

Both Capricorn and Aquarius can be stubborn and opinionated. Capricorn appreciates organization and is always looking for results. Aquarius is modern and finds routine smothering and uninteresting. Capricorn will find Aquarius exciting, yet may feel frustrated trying to find a logical sequence in their desultory, mystical mind. Aquarius will not appreciate the domineering nature of their partner, but will find the solid base that Capricorn provides to be a great support and will be relieved that their partner will take care of their shared practical or business matters.

Capricorn and Aquarius are ruled by Saturn, and Aquarius is also ruled by Uranus. Saturn is a cool, traditional energy. This planet is very goal-oriented and devoted to progressive thinking. Capricorn and Aquarius merge their strengths to Aquarian revolutions or Capricornian social status. Uranus is about all things different and unusual. Capricorn will show Aquarius that life is based on organization, rationality and comfort. Aquarius can teach Capricorn to be more dreamy and stand up for what they believe.

Capricorn is an Earth Sign and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Aquarius moves through life with pure and independent exploration, while Capricorn looks for an end result. At times, these partners may find it difficult to understand the other’s perspective. Conflicts can arise in this relationship if Capricorn seems too narrowly focused or Aquarius seems too caught up in their own world and ambitions. Both partners need to learn that they navigate life’s paths in different ways, and have many things to share with one another.

Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Both can be implacable, opinionated and unyielding. Both partners tend to pursue things persistently. If they have a plan, they’ll stick to it until their work is finished. Capricorn prefers to generate the ideas and to dole out the assignments. Aquarius is pleased to work with Capricorn on their projects if they are given a substantial role. Conflicts may occur due to the pigheadedness of both Signs. However, if they understand that they’re working together for a common goal, it’s much easier for them to achieve noticeable results.

The best aspect of the Capricorn-Aquarius relationship is that when they decide to come together, they are an unbeatable team. This relationship will be informative, enlightening and a pleasure to both participants. Their output will be a valid asset to themselves and their community.

Another Wed Night With Andrew!

So… I bet your wondering what Chris was REALLY doing. Cause everyone knows that he doesn’t actually go to 8 hour group meetings.

Well here’s what happened….I did get up early and go to class, and then a test.

But instead of a group meeting at 1. Andrew got here at that time. We hung out here, and I made lunch. Watched a movie, I forget what it was called now. To many other things going through my mind right now. And actually my dick is doing most of the thinking. Lol.

After that movie we went to the Mall and shopped there, then off to find something else to do. Drove around a lot, stopped on campus to see if I could find a paper to get a good deal on food. But failed at that. So we went to a chinese place by North Grand. Ate there and spent like an hour or something. It was amusing, we told stories about high school Engligh and other things. I’m sure no one cares about that stuff though, so onto the BEST part of the night…

We went back to my house after the food, both of us feeling blargy. We laid down on the couch, cuddling. Put in another movie and started watching that, but through out the first 20 or 30 minutes we just randomly started kissing, it was so heavenly. We did that for a while, watching movie, kissing, watching movie.

Andrew got up and went to the bathroom, and when he got back, he got on top of me, and we continuted kissing and making out. Ahhhhhh, so nice. I wish that I had the �gift� that Andrew has for writing, because I just can’t explain it. Hopefully he’ll write something good and I’ll tack that onto this to give more detail! Lol.

It was heaven, and so nice to be able to actually make out with someone that I care for. When I was with Adam I usually had to tell him to stop after like 5 minutes of attempted making out because A) I got bored, B) I didn’t really care that much for him, C) His breath was HORRIBLE!

The couch got too small after like 30-45 minutes, so we came into my bed room and continuted making out, this time with me on top. It was so so so so nice. I didn’t want him to leave at all. I wanted him to stay all night so we could keep kissing and hugging and cuddling, and talking. He’s got such a cute face, such a great body… But most importantly, he’s so smart, has such a great personality, and we have so much in common.

For example, he wanted to bring up �Titanic� to watch, but figured that I didn’t like it because most people DON’T like it. However, it’s a movie that I LOVE! Just another random little thing that we have in common.

Eventually it got to be about 9 and he had to go, but we just kept kissing. We slowly made our way to the door, and I didn’t want him to go. I wanted him to stay so much longer. But he had to go.

It was sad to see him go, and we kissed goodnight.

Throughout the night Adam called BOTH of us, at least 4 times each, and left us both messages. God he’s REALLY getting on my nerves. We didn’t answer of course.

Here’s what he said once I got online….

(20:30:24) AcerSai: HELLO?!?!?!/

(20:30:24) BlackC 2004 : sorry, i ran out for a while. bbl

(20:40:57) AcerSai: Hello?!? Are you threre?!?!/

(20:40:57) BlackC 2004 : sorry, i ran out for a while. bbl

(20:41:47) AcerSai: Why are you not respinding?!? Please say soemthing

(20:41:47) BlackC 2004 : sorry, i ran out for a while. bbl

(20:50:04) AcerSai: Chris if you’re there please IM me back, I’m about to explode

(20:50:04) BlackC 2004 : sorry, i ran out for a while. bbl

(21:27:43) BlackC 2004: You’re about to explode, I just spent 8 fucking hours in a group meeting… GRRR!

(21:28:28) AcerSai: What kind of meeting?

(21:28:36) BlackC 2004: A group meeting for my MIS class.

(21:28:44) AcerSai: I see

(21:28:59) BlackC 2004: Grrr, I was not happy. We would have still been there had the last bus for Blue South not gone by at 9:00.

(21:29:11) AcerSai: God…

(21:29:15) BlackC 2004: Sowhat’s up?

(21:29:30) AcerSai: I’m a fucking lunatic…as per usual.

(21:29:36) BlackC 2004: lol

(21:29:41) AcerSai: No not lol

(21:29:50) AcerSai: I’ve been freaking out for three hours.

(21:29:54) BlackC 2004: Why?

(21:29:59) AcerSai: I can’t stand this…

(21:30:05) AcerSai: I keep doing this to myself.

(21:30:15) AcerSai: “I’ll be on at work…”

(21:30:21) AcerSai: Not that you had any controll…

(21:30:30) AcerSai: I’m not blaming you…that’s not the point.

(21:30:35) AcerSai: Here’s my side.

(21:30:46) AcerSai: I expected you to be on and you weren’t all night…

(21:30:52) AcerSai: Andrew hasnt been on all night…

(21:31:05) AcerSai: Neither of you answered your pphone or returned my calls..

(21:31:15) AcerSai: and I’m alone…alone with my deminic mind making shit up.

(21:31:26) BlackC 2004: Adam, I was in the basement of a LARGE CEMENT building. I don’t get calls down there.

(21:31:32) AcerSai: I understand

(21:31:51) AcerSai: So I talked to Julian becasue I need someone to understand.

(21:32:01) BlackC 2004: And I’m sure there’s an explanation for why Andrew’s not online…. It is Wed night, and Ginny usually wants him to go to that church thing.

(21:32:07) AcerSai: he does what he tends to doa nd tell me the trth I don’t want to hear

(21:32:14) BlackC 2004: Like what?

(21:32:52) AcerSai: Mom asked what was wrong aand I unloaded on her about things and was like, “In the real world Chris is workng on a project unexpectedly and can’t get home, and Andrew staying late at work…and I freak out.”

(21:32:56) AcerSai: And it was true.

(21:33:08) AcerSai: But I get all fucked up and cant think logically

(21:33:41) AcerSai: So I sit and hate you both and freak out and make myself sick over it.

(21:33:46) AcerSai: Why do i do this!?!?

(21:33:59) BlackC 2004: I don’t know. I thought you were going to get counceling… Perhaps that’ll help.

(21:34:08) AcerSai: I want to give you space and myself space and give us time to deal.

(21:34:22) AcerSai: But at the same time I can’t let go and I don’t want to leave you alone.

(21:34:36) AcerSai: I feel I have to stay active and keep my fears from becoming realized.

(21:34:53) AcerSai: I’m tearing myself a milion diferent directions

(21:35:16) AcerSai: On part of me wants SO BAD to trust people, to trust you and for everything to be fine

(21:35:31) AcerSai: the oher part makes me distrust you and not beleive a word you say.

(21:35:47) AcerSai: I want the first side to prevail…and 6.5 days a week it does.

(21:35:57) AcerSai: But times like now, the darker side is laouder.

(21:36:04) AcerSai: I’m sorry.

(21:36:13) BlackC 2004: Well, there’s not much you can do.

(21:36:21) AcerSai: I don’t mean to keep doing this, you have no idea I want this to be fine.

(21:36:42) AcerSai: I wish I cuold say truthfully that I’ve moved on and you can do whatever you want and we’ll be fine.

(21:36:55) AcerSai: But I can’t and I know I’m being counterproductive.

(21:37:10) AcerSai: By not getting over thissoon enough I’ll puch you away and it makes it worse.

(21:37:40) AcerSai: It’s a slippery slope…ever step I take I take to back, and thse backwards steps push you away and make my slide faster

(21:38:17) AcerSai: I wish i were hapy all the time I wish we were fine, and I wish I didn’t make you think I’m crazy.

(21:38:31) AcerSai: I want you to respect me, and to have compassion, but I’m making it hard to do either I know

(21:46:08) BlackC 2004: Apparently hitting ctrl-ctrl-f2 shuts off your computer.

(21:46:23) AcerSai: ok…I’ll write that one down.

(21:47:20) AcerSai: What was the last thing you go before things died?

(21:47:39) BlackC 2004: (21:38:31) AcerSai: I want you to respect me, and to have compassion, but I’m making it hard to do either I know

(21:47:47) AcerSai: ok that was all of it.

(21:48:01) AcerSai: Aside from “You there?” right before it died

(21:48:15) BlackC 2004: Ahh

(21:49:54) AcerSai: So that’s my random over emotional tirdae for this evening.

(21:49:58) AcerSai: I’m sorry.

(21:50:02) BlackC 2004: It’s fine.

(21:50:10) AcerSai: Really Chris, I am.

(21:50:32) AcerSai: I don’t want you to think I’m a loon and like run away and stop talking to me or seomthng.

(21:50:37) AcerSai: 90% of the time I’m fine.

(21:51:14) AcerSai: Then I crash…and I usually crash but remain caml and cool…but when I crash and things like the whole not online thing happens I freak out.

(21:51:48) AcerSai: So I’m sorry to be annoying and IM you and call you. Just know that I’m nt in my right mind when I do that, but soon I’ll be in my right mind and all will be well.

(21:52:05) BlackC 2004: Well I hope so.

(21:52:09) AcerSai: But one quick (random and probably unwarrented) question

(21:52:14) BlackC 2004: What?

(21:52:19) AcerSai: Don’t get mad…

(21:52:29) AcerSai: But are you going to prom with Andrew?

(21:52:48) BlackC 2004: No. he’s going with GINNY! Have you missed the last 4 months he’s been talking about it?

(21:53:08) AcerSai: Yes yes I know, but I drempt it last night and I began wondering.

(21:53:25) BlackC 2004: Well I’m NOT!

(21:53:35) BlackC 2004: And even if I was, it shouldn’t matter.

(21:53:48) AcerSai: Again, I know, but I was wondering. Please don’t egt amd.

(21:54:07) AcerSai: There’s no need to hide anything from me.

(21:54:19) AcerSai: I know “it doens’t matter” but I’d still like to know these things.

13 Hours.

Well, here it is, 13 hours after I left my apartment today and I’m just NOW returning, and had it not been that the “last” blue south bus leaves campus at 9:00. I would have still been there…

I had my first class at 9, so I got the 8 bus to campus. Got there, had class, then MKTing test after that. It hurt, but not as bad as my FIN test. I should have studied more for both of them. Oh well.

Then group meeting at 1, so I just stayed on campus and read Fast Food Nation. Then meet at 1, and worked on the damn thing project until 9… So not happy.

Anyways, that was my day. It was a good day overall, because I got to hang out with hot BOIS. lol.

Laters!

I can feel so boring for someone so interesting

So this morning while I was waiting for the bus I came up with this great little blurb about how I’m feeling and it included the word “Agnostic.” However before putting it up here I wanted to double check the definition of the word “Agnostic.” So today at 3:30 when I first had a chance to go look it up, I did. I walked into the library, knowing the word. And up to the fourth floor. Found a dictionary, sat down with it and opened it to the A’s. Then I couldn’t remember what the hell the word was. So I sat there for about 20 minutes thinking of A words that would fit in the spot of the word I had forgotten, but none of them were right. So then I sat down the dictionary, and started studying. Finally about 45 minutes after first getting to the library I remembered the word… “AGNOSTIC!” I thought.

So I looked it up and it was the word I wanted… Now that I’m here updating, only 20 minutes later, I can’t remember the blurb… DAMNIT!

Anyways, today’s been VERY VERY long. I got to campus about 10:30, cause I was running late. Studied and went to class, then had my first test at 2. Totaly bombed it. It was mostly over Bond Valuation, and I hadn’t studied that very much because it was the smallest part of the section. Guess I shouldn’t do that again. Now I’m in the library trying to study for my next test at 8. But it’s hard because I’m way excited, plus I haven’t had anything to eat since about this time yesterday, and I keep falling asleep.

So yesterday this is what it looked like…

(Photo Credits go to Ramsey Tesdell)

It’s insane. Considering that just one week ago we had a record breaking high (more like record shatering high) of 87. And yesterday it was barely 32.

Not much else going on, so I shall be off to study some more!