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So last night was VERY VERY scary… I got online to talk to Andrew and he said that it hurt when he went pee. We talked for a while about what it could be.

Eventually we decided that he should go to the doctor tomorrow before we went to KC. By that time it was late and I was very upset because my baby was in pain, and it was just very scary. So I got off line to finish packing and cleaning my apartment for tomorrow.

I decided that I really didn’t want to do it right then, so I went and showered… And as he did, I cried while showering and shaving. And it really is hard to shave and cry at the same time, the tears just keep washing away the shaving cream.

About 9:30 or so I was done with all that, and started packing. That’s when Andrew called and he was crying and could hardly talk. He said that he was going to go first thing in the morning. But I told him that if he was in that much pain that he should go to the hospital that night. I offered to come down, because I really wanted to be with him through this. But he said no, and that he’d just get John to go with him.

So I spent the night laying on my couch, with my blanket worrying about Andrew and hoping that he was alright… He called me at practically every step of the way, which was nice. I was releived to hear from him each time.

I must have fallen asleep in there somewhere, because I don’t know what time the finally called to tell me what he had, but I was very happy to hear that it wasn’t anything super serious. And that he’ll be over it in a little while. Though it is still very sad that he’s got an infection.

I spent the rest of the night on my couch, and eventually feel asleep. I woke up early this morning and have been going ever since, just trying to keep myself busy.

I can’t wait to get to see him though, and give him a big hug.

This weekend will be very nice to just get to spend it together. I’m really really looking forward to it!

Last night was also very scary because of a lot of other things, but those were written about in a private update… Though I don’t really know why.

Sicky McSick Pants!

So I’m sure that I’ll start this post and then not get it finished because we are uber busy around here today.

CSGF Conf is going on we’re working on encoding those presentations. WE just got Tuesday and Wed’s in the mail today. Gotta love FedEx Overnight AM. This batch is going MUCH better then the ones from the SCC conference a couple weeks ago. Mostly because none of these have to have audio remixed, so we just encode and go!

I’ve only got 2 more left, so that’s good. One though has the screen saver pop up in the middle of it. So we have to fix that, but it should be an easy fix.

Yesterday was great, though it was sad to see mt Drew Bear sick!

Work from 7:30 to 10:30, and then I left here and got movies at Family Video, only $1.30 for 2 DVD’s and one of them was a new release! I’d like to see someone beat that shit! lol.

Met up with Andrew about noon and we just spent the WHOLE day laying around his house and hanging out. It was very good times. We watched Frita, and that was good. Andrew layed with his head in my lap, and he kept complaining that it looked like I was in a bad posistion, which I wasn’t! So funny, after that I watched Oprah, and then the news… Because Andrew fell asleep in my lap. It was so cute!

Once he woke up we watched Pumpkin, which was another very odd, but good movie! It wasn’t near as funny as the box said that it was!

By the time that movie was over it was like 7:30, so we went upstairs and made some supper. Andrew had pasta and I had a chicken sandwich. Yummy. I’m hungry just thinking about it! lol.

Once we ate we went back downstairs and laid on his bed talking about things. His mom randomly came in and we were both under the covers, but just talking and his door was open… She was talking to us about things and then took his temp. After she was done with that she was getting ready to leave and then she goes, “Could you please set a good example for your sister and not lay in bed together.”

It was just very annoying the way that she said it, etc. And then they got into a bit of a fight about it. It really annoyes me that his mom takes some of the smallest things and just really blows them up and yells about them. Very annoying, and I hate it even more because of the fact that she yells at them infront of guests. You just don’t do that.

Anyways, it came time to leave and it was really hard because I wanted to just stay there and take care of my baby. We went outside and hugged and I gave him his first kiss of the day. I wasn’t kissing him the rest of the day because I didn’t want to take any major chances of getting sick.

Anyways, I drove back to 86th and dropped off the videos at Family Video. Then I got on the interstate to head back to PC, but I decided not to, so I got off the next exit and turned around and headed back to Ames…

I got to the Elkarht exit when my phone rang, I looked at it and it was Andrew, so I answered….

“Did you leave some keys here..”
“SHIT, THOSE ARE MY HOUSE KEYS!!!”

Followed by many more shits, and “I can’t believe how stupid I am!”‘s. I had to drive all the way back to Waukee to get my fucking keys… I will be making copies of those tonight. By the time I got there it was 10:00, but it was good to see Andrew again!

By the time I got home it was 10:45 or so, and I went right to bed. I was so tired.

Today’s been going really really good. I got up early, for some reason I woke up at 6:30. Crazy I know. Got dressed and came to work. I’ve been here all day working on those presentations, now only one is left to do, YAY!

I’ve been wearing a stocking cap all day too, I wore it to work because I didn’t feel like doing my hair today, but now that I’m here, I’m really glad that I wore it. Because it’s fucking FREEZING in my office. And no, I’m not freezing because I’m sick (or at least I don’t think that’s why). I’m freezing because it IS freezing in this office. Everyone’s complaining about it, but we can’t seem to get the A/C to turn off! ::shivers:: I hope it’s fixed by tomorrow or else I’ll have to wear a sweatshirt to work! lol.

Just received a package from Symantec with our AntiVirus software updates, (About $1,500 worth of software)… The CD’s missing. Great, now I have to go through the annoyance of getting Symantec to send out another CD and I have to call DHL to complain. Bastards!

Anyways, I’ve decided there are TWO things I really want to do on the trip to New Jersey/LA. And that’s to see the Sunset on both coasts from the beach. I think it should be doable. But we’ll see.

Edit:// So plans for this weekend are as follows so far… Leave here about 4:15 on Friday and drive to KC, MO. Get to hotel, hang out, perhaps go out if we feel like it. Otherwise stay in. Saturday spend the majority of the day in Lawrence, KS. I’ve found lots of fun things to do there, it appears. And some other cool stuff. Saturday night, I dunno what we’ll do. Haven’t got that far yet. Sunday, we’ll check out and then go do something, I was thinking mini-golf, perhaps? Then drive home. Good times! I’m really excited and keep thinking that we leave today. I really really want to leave NOW!

And that’s my life…

Being a sicky mcsick pants means no kisses!

So yesterday, even though I was uber sick, was a really good day! I wasn?t able to drive up to Ames (considering how tired I was, I probably would not of even made it up there) and so Chris drove down here to see me. I felt bad right off the bat b/c he had to drive all the way here and he?s driving all around Kansas this weekend. But he said it was no big deal. So he got here around 12ish, and we just layed on my bed and hung out. That was nice, it lifted my spirits to have him there. He wouldn?t kiss me though, which was cute, and frustrating at the same time, b/c I wanted to kiss him so bad! But I understand where he?s coming from, I mean who wants to be sick?

So after we layed around for awhile, my sister went and got some yogurt, gingerale, and soup. So we went upstairs and he made me the soup and I ate most of a thing of yogurt, which was really good. We sat on the couch, and ate lunch and watched Ally McBeal. After that, we went downstairs and watched ?Frida? which I thought was really good. Chris was in an uncomfortable position though lol. He let me put my head in his lap though, that was nice. When that movie ended, he went and got some stuff for us to drink and then after he came down, he went all the way back up to get me Tylenol b/c my head hurt. He was being so great the whole day, always asking me if I needed anything and getting whatever it was I asked for. Such a good boyfriend.

Then he watched Oprah and the news, and I fell asleep in his lap. I didn?t really want to fall asleep b/c I knew it would suck for him just sitting there. Especially b/c he couldn?t really move b/c my head was in his lap. But he didn?t seem angry about it, so that was good. I felt a little better after sleeping. Then we watched ?Pumpkin? another pretty good movie, and when that was over we had some dinner b/c I was UBER starving. So I made some pasta and chicken, and he had a chicken sandwich. Mine was good, however I couldn?t eat it all cause I felt sick and then also I was tired and could hardly get the fork to my mouth and then get my mouth to chew it all. So we broke and went downstairs. By this point it was like 8 and Chris had to leave soon.

So we just layed down in my bed again and held each other and talked. We both said that each of us is the lucky one in the relationship. I guess if we both feel that way, we both must be the lucky ones! I really do feel lucky though, not many boyfriends would come over when their boyfriend is sick, and spend 9 hours with them, just sitting on the couch and holding them and giving them little kisses all over. It was really sweet and I?m so happy to have a guy like that in my life. He had to leave eventually and I could hardly drag myself outta bed to go up and see him off. But I did, and we went to the garage and said goodbye. He left, and I showered and stuff?.

Then I was going to clean my room up a little bit, when I noticed there were some keys on the desk that certainly weren?t mine b/c I only have my one set of car keys. So I called Chris and I was like ?Did you leave any keys here?? And he?s like ?SHIT! Those are my house keys!? So he had to come all the way back, it took him like a ½ hour which means he was probably most of the way there already. I felt bad and apologized, even thought it wasn?t my fault at all. But still I felt bad. But it was nice to see him again, and we hugged and stuff!

I can?t wait until tomorrow, we are gonna have a really good weekend in Kansas City, even though it will just be the 2 of us! Grrr?. But yeah, it?ll still be tons of fun, hopefully we are both in good health!!