R.I.P Winnie Spring

winnie with rhinestone glassesWinnie Mae Spring, youngest daughter of Fred and Mary Josephine Else, was born May 30, 1911 outside of Guss, Iowa on the family farm. She left this life to rejoin her family and friends on August 29, 2009.

Winnie grew up on the farm. After her mother’s death Winnie spent her high school years with her brothers and sisters, therefore she attended several different schools and was thrilled to graduate from Corning High School in 1931. Winnie continued her education with night and summer classes and one of her proudest achievements was receiving her bachelor’s degree from Drake University in 1971.

After graduating from high school Winnie taught country school for two years before finding her life partner in Clyde Spring. They were united in marriage on December 28, 1932 in Maryville, Missouri. The pair were blessed with 5 children,Clytha, Berdine, Janette, Larry, and Reldon.

In 1961 Clyde and Winnie became members of the Prescott Order of the Eastern Star. Together they traveled many miles attending meetings and functions. Winnie served as Worthy Matron in 1986, 1989, and 1990. As well as serving as Worthy Matron she held a variety of other positions in Eastern Star. She served as Grand Warder from1989-1990 and traveled extensively all over Iowa with her traveling companion Ellen Grace Brown. She enjoyed meeting up with her fellow officers who served with her and the group-who dubbed themselves the Peanut Clusters-had regular reunions. They just had their annual gathering in August 2009 which she thoroughly enjoyed.

Clyde and Winnie farmed for several years near Guss and Corning, Iowa before they purchased a farm north of Prescott in 1944 where they lived for 31 years. While living on the farm Winnie always grew a big garden and canned lots of her garden treats. Winnie returned to teaching school in 1953 and taught country school for 5 years before taking a position teaching 7th grade at Prescott and retired there in 1975.

After retirement Clyde and Winnie moved to Las Vegas, NV for two years. They decided to move back to Iowa and built a home in Lenox. After their retirement they enjoyed traveling and visiting family all over the country.

Winnie was an active member in the Prescott Methodist Church and later the Lenox United Methodist Church. She served as Circle Leader and U.M.W. President and found greeters for each Sunday’s service for over 10 years.

Winnie was an avid card player and whenever friends and family gathered she could be counted on for a game of cards. She loved to tell jokes and make others laugh. She enjoyed reading and writing and could always be counted on to have a good book on hand to share. She enjoyed quilting and made many quilts for her friends and family. Winnie was a wonderful cook and her family especially enjoyed her roast and noodles and delicious pies, especially her rhubarb and peach.

Winnie was a devoted and loving mother, grandmother, great grandmother, great-great grandmother, and friend. Her family and friends will always remember her unfailing kindness and wonderful sense of humor.

Welcoming her to her new life are husband Clyde; Winnie’s parents, Fred and Mary Josephine Else; her siblings Bessie Lewis, Erma Clowser, Myrtle Corbin, Lester Else, Francis Else, Cassie Foster, Archie Else, and Victor Else; daughter Janette Johnson; grandson Curtis Johnson; father and mother-in-law John and Cora Spring; and son-in-law Kenneth Black. Left to cherish Winnie’s memory are her children; Clytha Black of Lenox, IA , Berdine (Florence) Spring of Palm Desert, CA, Larry (Diane) Spring of Lenox, Iowa, Reldon (Lometa) Spring of Las Vegas, NV, and son-in-law Larry Johnson of Fontanelle, IA. Nine grandchildren; Janell Black, Jim (Peggy) Black, Sheila Mansfield, Raymond(Teresa) Johnson, Belinda (Robert) Lawson, Pam Spring, Tony Spring, Paul (Sara) Spring, Sheri(Jack) Shores. Ten great-grandchildren; Rebecca Weaver Armes (Neil), Chris Black, Andy Black, Paige Lawson, Justine Lawson, Bailey Shores, Logan Shores, Joseph Spring, Derek Spring, Josh Spring, and one great-great granddaughter Keira Hauser. Sister-in-law and husband Ed and Marge Naven of Lenox, IA. Also many nieces, nephews, cousins, and friends.

Am I too busy?

So, I’ve been thinking about just closing down shop over here. It’s been nearly 9 years now. I don’t know. I tried to stop a while back, but then I came back to it after a while. I might just stop updating every week and slow down. There’s not much to really report.

Friday I went on a date with this guy Adam. He’s the guy I went hiking with last weekend. He’s a nice guy, but I’m not sure I’m interested. He’s def interested in me. We shall see.

Saturday I ran around town, bought books, researched portland stuff, read, watched a movie, went out and about, etc.

Sunday Morgan and Sophia came to my house, we went rock climbing. Claudia, Silvia, Jerry and Meghan(!) were there. We had a great time, did some lead climbing and what not. Morgan brought me coffee. It was really awk seeing him again. On the car ride home we talked a lot, got back to my place. I offered for him to stay a bit, he refused. :'( So I guess the answer is just friends. He WILL not fucking talk about it though, it’s so fucking annoying. UGH.

I’m hiring Sophia as my assistant. We shall see how that goes.

I have a date tomorrow night with Marshal. He’s a great guy, but not for me. He likes to just sit at home, watch movies, and watch TV. I can’t do that shit.

I might be going to Zion next month with Adam. We shall see.

Work is redic. I hate people.

I’m so tired of being single and alone. Why is it so hard for me to find a boyfriend! I was talking to this random yesterday and he said that I probably intimidate guys with all my crazy activities and what not. Ugh.

Honestly, I’m feeling very depressed lately, and I hate this feeling. Make it go away!

Breaking up with Myself!

Ugh. So the last week has been ungodly emotional and horrible for me.

I’ve basically broken up with myself over Morgan, I fell so hard for him, so fast, so much. And then he just leaves and breaks all that down and leaves me in the dust to basically break up with myself.

Ever since we got back from Robber’s he’s been acting really weird, not returning phone calls, txts, etc. I was used to him being REALLY slow at returning txts, but at least he would return them. Now he won’t return shit.

Over the weekend he was in Michigan, I called Saturday night because I really needed to find out if there was any way to get his gear from him. He didn’t answer and of course never called back. Sunday his sister posted a vague post on facebook about him being in a hospital. I of course assumed that meant he was actually IN the hospital, so I txted him and no reply. He txted me AS he was getting on the plane that he was headed back to LA.

Then nothing at ALL on Monday, I woke up about 3am and stupidly txted him then asking what his deal was. Tuesday at like 4:30 he got online and we chatted for about 10 minutes he was being really vague and annoying. But he initiated that convo. So I got home and was hoping he’d still be online, but of course he wasn’t.

Wed he was only for a while and we chatted for a bit, this was a more productive communications, but still annoying. I had to run because David got to my house, I had sent him like 5 messages about going to rock climbing gyms, etc and then said. “I have to run, let me know if you’re coming sunday… have a good night”. You’d think he would at least reply to something, but NO reply at all. Very annoying.

Then today he was online for all morning, but I wasn’t even my office. When I got back he was gone and he hasn’t been online again. Ugh.

So basically I have broken up with myself over him. I’m not going to play this game. Fuck You, It’s over…

I really wanted something to happen with this and him. Now I’m just heart broken over a relationship that never even happened. And I’m going to end up an old, bitter gay man, begging lesbians to have sex with me.

Fuck it. I hate this shit! Why on earth can people like Jason have boyfriends for so long, when he doesn’t even fucking ACKNOWLEDGE that they are in a relationship, he just uses them. FUCK it. I’m a great guy, I’m nice, I have a ton of things going on for me and to the benefit of someone else (especially someone like Morgan) and yet I can’t fucking keep a guy around.

Fuck it, Nice guys do always finish last.

Confusing Signals

Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve updated and I’ve been really sucking at it. Busy busy life around here lately!

Last weekend I headed over to Morgan’s house after work on Friday. We hung out, chatted, watched a movie, got high. Good times. It was def awk being around him again after everything that had happened, but we had a good time. I spent the night there. Started out not cuddling or anything and then slowly moved over and just cuddled with him all night.

Sophia got there 30 minutes early on Saturday morning and we were both still in bed! Got up and I had a crisis at the office to deal with then packed and left right on time!

We headed out to Mojave and then over to Atolia to check out the old mines there. Walked around for about an hour there and had a good time. Then headed out to lunch. Got over to Robbers about 30 minutes after Jake, Joe and gang. Got there, setup some routes, hung out for a while chatting, enjoying the heat, etc. Climbed a few times that evening, made dinner, made a camp fire, etc.

The whole time Morgan was very awk but still giving off vibes. Anyways, that night he and I had to cuddle because he had forgotten his sleeping bag.

Sunday we got up. I made everyone breakfast. Served Morgan’s in bed. 😉 We climbed some more, it was FUCKING HOT! But everyone had a great time. Had the water balloon launchers and shot them at jake while he was climbing. They never were able to hit him. 🙁

Sunday we drove home and stopped at an Indian place, good food. I’ve never had real Indian. Went on a date forever ago that was at an Indian place and it wasn’t very good. This time I actually liked it! 🙂

Drove them all back to Long Beach and basically invited myself to spend the night. I felt bad, but I wanted to see him some more! I just didn’t want to leave. So we went to the beach, then came back, watched some movies, made out, jacked each other off, laid on the couch cuddling, went to bed.

I got up Monday morning, kissed him good bye and then didn’t hear a WORD from him till Wed! I txted him once on Monday night, then Tuesday morning then Called him tuesday night. No answers. Then Wed he FINALLY got online at like noon. WTF! Seriously! Very annoying.

So yeah. I have no idea. Then all day Thursday he was IMing me and chatting it up and offering to let me borrow the crash pad, quick draws and what not. I have no idea what’s up with this boy. So confusing.

I’ve been reading a relationship book as well. I realize I do a lot of stuff wrong. Going to try and stop that.

I REALLY don’t want to fuck things up with Morgan. I’m not going to call/txt while he is away this weekend in Michigan with his family.

So anyways, the rest of this week. I’ve been to the rock climbing gym twice. Lots of work, etc. Our contractors are STILL idiots.

We need to have this thing done where a fax/email is sent automatically at time of shipping. The programmer started doing the work before he even called me to figure things out. HELLO! WTF are you thinking. REALLY!?

And then they are charging us for doing this custom programming which I am SURE other people have had the same fucking request. I don’t get how they can do this shit.

I HATE contractors!

So yeah, this weekend I have two dates, one hiking date and one dinner date. The dinner date is with someone that I used to go out on dates with a lot when I worked in Santa Monica. Then we lost touch and he randomly called me on Monday demanding we meet again. He’s always been cute and fun, but we never really got much past going to dinner/lunch and chatting. We’ll see what happens. We’re meeting in downtown which is like half way for both of us.

I can’t wait to see Morgan again! 🙁

I’ve booked my weekends through mid-oct now. It’s going to be a BUSY next two months!