Author: Cj B

may 28, #3 [fuel, "easy"] well i’ll tell you work sures as hell

wasn’t easy. we got out of the cpr and shit we were going to do today cause

it was raining and he wanted to do rainy day plans since we were all in that

mood. so we did that and also went through and every gave parts of thier speach,

god stadd can be so damn annoying, i had four people criticing me, and they

were so damn annoying, our jobs when we watch are to be the most annoying

as we can be, and damn do we doo a good job of that. lol. like was giving

a demonstration and i was tying a knot and one of the other staff members

was like, ‘well that knot won’t hold anythihng’ cause it’s a timber hitch

and just looking at it you would think that it couldn’t hold shit [bon jovi,

"you give love a bad name’] so i was like, well come test it, so he grabbed

the end that had the stick on it and i grabbed the rope end and we started

pulling, well since i didn’t have a stick to hold on to i wraped the rope

around my hand, like most people would do (i also had my back to a table,

not a good idea). but then one of the other staff memebers comes up and grabs

the extra rope that was behind me and pulls on it as hard as he can and it

just crushed my hand, i can’t hardly move my thumb, so if i’m missing any

spaces or anything that’s why. lol, but after i got my hand undone, they grabbed

the rope and pinned me up against the table and then down onto the top of

the table. once they let me up they were like, "never let a scout test

your knots if you’re going to do something like that have another adult hold

the other end of it" yeah, good lesson. eh. lol. i also found out that

i’m moving in on june 1, that’s this friday. [tonic, "mountian"]

yucky, i wasn’t expecting to have to move in tell the friday after this, but

he was like, hey can you move in early and help finish the ampitheater, cause

right now it’s ripped apart, they took all the steps and seats out cause it

was a major saftey hazard and they are redoing it, but because of all the

rain they are running WAY behind schedule, and that’s the only places besides

the dinning hall that you can hold all the scouts. so it has to be done before

camp starts. oh i also got my tenting assingment today, i’m tenting with (shit

i can’t think of his name, it starts with a "B") but he’s really

cute. lol. ben wasn’t there today either, that sucked, i was looking forward

to seeing him, but allen was there today too, and the lakefront director was

walking around in his swimsuit, so that was nice 🙂 he’s damn fucking hot.

lol. i think it should be a pretty good summer. i sure hope it’s oging to

be. well i’m going to go take a shower now cause i was eaten alive by bugs

and it’s killing me. they were mowing today so all the mosquitos and then

knats (sp?) were all out. i’m going to go through alot of bug spray this summer.

may 28, #2 [lifehouse, "somebody else’s song"]. well it’s 7:30

and i’m all rady for work. i got my lesson plans pretty muych all done last

night, but they still need alot of work. i have to give a presentation today,

so that’s going to suck arse. we also have to do youth pertection which is

just amn fucking boring. we also have to do CPR training today, god i hate

cpr. grrr. why can’t i just let people die? and ya know, it is a BSA camp,

there’s lots o people that know cpr, why do i have to be certified. alright,

i have to be leaving forwork now, laters all

may 28, [NIN, "perfect drug"} ok short update, but today someonf

from this IP: proxy3-external.demone1.ia.home.com registered about 50 hits

on my site, now i know there aren’t 50 pages, and that’s only the registered

hits, so ifanyone knows who that is i would like an e-mail, thanks.

may 27, #3 [hollies, "i can’t let go"] well tonight was great,

xak, mandy and vero showed up here at a really hectit time. i was just finishing

a revision of lesson plans. and i was talking to danny. and yeah. but we left

here and went and got angie then we went to xak’s and hung out there and called

jules at work. then we went and picked him up. and dean was there, and we

saw josh and joan, that was fun times. then we went to the pron shop in des

moines, i didn’t even know there was one in des moines, but the really funny

thing is that the scout shop is just down the street, so that means i drive

by there everytime i go to the shop, which is alot. and i’ve never seeen it

before. yeah we hung there for a bit. that was ok. i guess. then we went back

to xaks and hung out there, that was fun. i had alot on my mind though cause

i have to get these damn lesson plans and needs list done. and it’s hjust

really annoying me. ya know these have been rehashing my days alot and i know

alot of the people that read this were there, so they probobly don’t really

care about it, but i like doing this cause i can go back later and say oh

yeah, i remember that day. cause right now is really one of the best times

in my life and i just want to keep it here. i think it’s also good to get

some of this out and on paper, cause i mean. i think you learn by going back

and reading this stuff. so yeah. whatever. i’m damn tired.

may 27, #2 [lifehouse, "everything"] wow it really doesn’t seem

like i made that update today, lol. well we went to lenox today, the whole

family was there, even pam. luckly she didn’t say anything to me, but janell

was really bitchy at me today, it was good seeing some of the family, but

some of them just annoy the hell out of me. there was this kid there, i forget

his name now, i guess i’m related to him, but anyway he was like 3 maybe and

has the cutest red hair, omg, it was so cute. lol. there’s alot of people

in the family with red hair, but he just had really cute dark red hair, lol.

i guess overall it was a pretty nice day. the parents only yelled at me a

bit this morning about being up so late last night, but of course i was the

first one ready to go, so they had no grounds for yelling at me. there was

something else i was going to say, but i forget it now too. oh well. hopefully

i’ll find something to do tonight. i don’t think jules is working, but i haven’t

seen xak or mandy all week. and i don’t think angie can do anything. so that

pretty much limits the possibilities. and i bet even if jules was around he

probobly wouldn’t want to do anything cause he worked 14 hours yesterday and

then we hung out tell like 12 or so and then i know he was still up when i

went to bed at 1. and then he had to be back at wally world at 8 this morning,

so yeah. why the hell did i just recap juilians day for yesterday? oh well.

it’s there.