Author: Cj B

Private: Don’t Mess With Me

Ugh, the last day or so have been HORRIBLE.

Ok, well you might all remember a while back I complained about my insurance and the doctors and how they were trying to bill me for the pre-consultation, and blah blah blah? Well I got ANOTHER Bill from them yesterday. Now they are saying they NEVER were a part of the PPO plan that we have and it was a mistake to even say they were.

Yes, it WAS a mistake, it was THEIR mistake and I should NOT HAVE TO PAY FOR THIS. Apparently what happened was that they were a part of ADMAR, which was recently bought out by Multiplan PPO. Of course I couldn’t get ANY of this information out of the Doctor, they were just trying to get me to pay the damn bill.

So I went off on this stupid bitch. It’s not MY FAULT that they told me TWICE that they were a part of the plan and it’s not MY FAULT that the damn website for the plan provider says that they ARE PARTICIPATING. I should NOT HAVE TO PAY because they fucked up.

Then yesterday when I got home there was a fucking car parked in my spot. I let them sit there for an hour, but then I got pissed and had them towed.

Then this morning my alarm clock doesn’t go off so I’m running an hour late, and I had this interview at 7:15 and shit. So I’m driving and come up behind this car and slow down. Then he moves over and I pass him and he’s like flipping me off and yelling at me and shit. So I’m like, “What the fuck is this guys problem”. I did NOTHING to him.

So I flip him off and roll down my window and I’m like, “WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM FUCKER”. Then he starts all racing me and shit and keeps cutting me off and then coming up next to me and flipping me off. So I call the cops on his bitch ass. I’m sure they’ll not do anything about it, but whatever. It made me feel better to do something.

Get to work and get on my call for the interview. It went really well and it sounds like a great job. You get 4 weeks a year as vacation, and all this shit. They said they want to fly me out to Chicago for an in person interview. So that’s exciting! They’re going to get back to me by the end of the week with more information. 🙂

The only problem is that they seem to be very windows oriented. Although they are a majority of Macs (Over 400) the guy said he would prefer to move to windows. Blah.

Ugh, lets hope the rest of the week goes better then this shit.

PowerBlock

So, Sundays for me are typically a very lazy day for me. I lounge around the house, clean stuff up, watch TV and just enjoy myself.

One thing I do every Sunday is watch the Powerblock on Spike TV. I know, how straight of me. But I like watching all the shows about cars and learning about it and seeing the cool stuff that’s going on. Well out of the four shows, one of my favorites was “Trucks!”. The host on there, Stacey David, was very cool, laid back and informative and always did some really cool projects. Anyways, so Sunday I was watching along and trucks came on and there was SWEARING in the intro!

So I looked up from what I was doing and noticed that the guys hosting was TOTALLY NOT Stacey! OMG, what happened?! So I go and look it up and find this artice on Stacey’s website.

Anyways, the guys hosting this show are SO FUCKING ANNOYING now. They swear and one is just the annoying fat guy. Ugh, the show is totally crap now. They don’t even go into the detail that Stacey used to.

Spike is totally ruining the Powerblock recently. They added this other horrible show called with two other really annoying guys. The only original show left is “Horsepower” which they added ths young kid too. But he ended up being pretty cool and he’s hot. So that wasn’t so bad.

The rest of the two hours are just turning to crap. I guess I’ll have to find something else to watch during that time.

In other news… Had lunch with Perry today, he was really nice and we had a good chat. It’s cool that he works in the building next to mine. Hopefully we can continue to have lunch. It’s nice to get out.

My Gamping group is up to 23 members now. I’m going to try and get a Brunch together soon. Have I said that already?

Anyways, time to go home for the day. Sadly I think it’s too cold for a bike ride. Oh well.

Adios!

How I Miss Him.

God.. You know, the week has been going really well. But yet, I still miss him so much.

I miss his calling me every day to just chat. I miss his showing up at my front door and just letting himself in. I miss just laying in his bed or my bed watching movies and cuddling.

I miss our conversations and our going out and doing things.

I miss having him sleep over and just being there.

I know he caused a lot of problems… But I still miss him, we had a lot of really great times too.

What happened to “We’re psydo-boyfriends already” and “I could just sleep here every night” and all that? What changed so much. :'( Why can’t we even talk any more.

Off to my day of work. Adios!

Going Well

Things over the last 2-3 weeks have really been looking up for me. I’m starting to feel much better about living here…

The hike yesterday was lots of fun although we didn’t get to the place that we originially wanted to go. That place had this waterfall apparently and whatever. We got really lost in this very hickish area of Orange County! Who knew that existed, but I felt right at home! haha. We ended up going down this very small one lane road that winded all up and over this area and found a nice little place to hike in Cleaveland (sp?) National Forest. It was fun, hot and my ass got a GREAT work out!

Got home from that about 4 and I took a nap. Woke up about 8 and called Robert, he too had just woken up so we both decided to shower and then meet up for dinner.

He got here a little after 9 and we headed up to H Marys where we met up with Patrick. Ate dinner and just hung out there talking and stuff. Robert gave the waiter his number and it was SO FUNNY, because the waiter came back to the table to ask which one of us was “Robert”. I’m really excited to see if he calls him or not. lol

There was also this really hot boy at the bar that they kept trying to get me to go talk too cause he was sitting there all alone, but I was too nervous. Patrick almost went and talked to him for me, but I wouldn’t let him.

We ended up leaving there about 12:30 and I came home and hung out for a while. Ended up going to bed about 3am.

Got up this morning at 11 and am doing laundry now. I have 8 loads! I really wish that I had a washer/dryer in my place instead of having to use the pay ones.

Anyways, like I said… Things have been going really good here in the last 2 weeks. I’ve met two really cool guys, who I hope I’ll contiune to hang out with.

Plus I’ve got a few other people who I’ve been hanging out with so that’s really looking up, I need to hang out with a few of them more though. I always suck at initializing “hangout” time, because I always feel like I’m interupting something.

IE, last night I wanted to hang out with Jon, but just felt stupid asking him.. Then once I did, he said he decided he was going to go down to SD, so I felt stupid after I asked him. 🙁

But then I’m supposed to be doing lunch with Perry on Monday, so hopefully that’ll go well and I can add him to the cool people I’ve met recently list.

My Scopes today are fairly amusing:

Daily: You are probably more alluring than you realize as you transmit vibes that can capture others in your nets of illusion. Like the wizards of old, you can simply think yourself taller, smarter or prettier and magically, that is how you are perceived. Use this gift wisely.

Romantic: This week’s New Moon in the warrior planet’s home sign of Aries can give your love life another shot of rocket fuel. You’re hot and there’s no reason to hide it, so get out and get the attention you deserve.

Very interesting… 🙂 Perhaps I should schedule a few dates for this week. haha. I have my eye on one person I’d like to ask, but I’m very nervous about that one. I have a lot of good ideas right now about potential date scenes.. Not the typical dinner/movie thing. But those are reserved for people who I’m actually NERVOUS about the date for. Because that’s a sign that I like them to start with and hope that something will happen.

Not like most of them where I know it’s going to be a bust before it even happens. lol.

Anyways, first 3 loads are ready to rotate…

au revoir.