Well last night was the first night I spent in my new apartment. It wasn’t too bad.
The roomie was out with his family or something, so I spent the night here. I watched “The First Wives Club” well I tried to watch it, I kept falling asleep during it. After a while I eventually went to bed and just got up. It’s 8:30 now.
I really miss Andrew, I want him here so badly. I really miss Iowa too, a lot more then I thought I would.
I hate havnig these feelings, why can’t I be strong and just do this. Why. I hate being weak.