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april 8, #3. so i’ve been thinking about pretty much nothing again latley,

you know i just get into thos gorves and just think about stuff. i dunno.

it’s like sometimes i just don’t care and i just kinda follow what’s put infront

of me, and i don’t look down the road, but then every once in a while i just

hit something and it’s like, omg what was i thinking when i did that, or omg

what if. you know. and i just think about that one thing and just keep thinking

about it, and it’s like it won’t go away but then eventually it does, so yeah.

right now it’s like, my summer, what am i going to do, i know what i’m going

to be doing, but it’s like what _am_ i going to do. i know what i mean, but

i don’t know how to deal with it. it’s, it’s just i’m going to be camping

for 10 weeks str8 this summer. 10 weeks, i mean i’ve been away for 10 weeks

str8 before, but now i have someone that i love in my life, and i don’t want

to leave him for 10 weeks, and not be able to talk to him, or even talk about

him at all. i mean i’ll be able to call danny like once a week, maybe twice,

but i mean. it’s still. i just don’t know. i love scouting, and i like what

they do, but i obviously don’t like how they practice somethings. and i mean,

i know i could go to Campfire Kids, or YMCA camp or something, but i’ve been

raised on scouting and it’s just not something that i want to give up right

now. as i sit here writing this i’m wearing a Philmont Sweatshirt, a Mitigwa

Lodge T-shirt and a Carabeaner (sp?) that has "be prepared" on it.

it’s ARG. I’ve been thinking.

april 8 #2. ok we’ve got this test in american government on thurs, so i’m

like, ok i’ll get out my book and see what this test is over, well i looked

at the sylabus and it said chapters 10-16. so i’m like, well that doesn’t

tell me anything, what are these chapters over, so i dug out my book and started

looking over them, you know it’s almost 300 pages that he’s testing us over,

300 fucking pages in a 2 page multiple choise test. how the fuck is he going

to do that? how are we supposed to know what the hell to study? you can’t

know all 300 fucking pages of this shit. damnit. oh well i’m going to start

looking it over and see what i can pull out of it all.

april 8. so yesterday was zimmfest, like the big campus sponsored party type

thing, it was a total waste of time, there was like maybe 30 people there

at one time and yeah, it just sucked. they had live bands there from 5 pm

to 2 am, and the band guys were pretty cute, but other then that, they sucked,

lol. they were like hs garage bands and such, so yeah. so i left with a bunch

of people about 12 or so and we came back to the dorm and they all got drunk

off thier asses. so i came back here and went to bed. and then about 1 or

so sherri came bursting into my room and she was soooooooo fucking drunk,

it was hilarious. omg. lol. sbut yeah, everyone around this place was just

fucking druck off thier asses. there were people urinating in the fucking

parking lot and stuff, and like we have signs that mark like staff and visitor

parking areas. well most of those signs are now ripped out of the ground,

god, it’s a fucking mess. i don’t think most of the people around here will

be getting up anytime soon. so yeah, other then the cute guys, last night

was a total waste, lol.

pril 6, #2, so i’m back, yeah, back. not much really going on around here

today, i even went and sat in the tc for like two hours, and there wasn’t

a bloody person around. tomorrows some zimmfest thing, i don’t really know

what it is, but sherry, the roomies ex called and was like you wanna go with

us, and i was like i suppose, so yeah, i’m going to it, it should be fun,

i dunno, we’ll see. jabber’s being all good and stuff today, it’s cool like

that. yep, it let me on aim. hehe, i’m liken this.

april 6, so incase you hadn’t noticed i’ve been enojying css lately. but

i’ve decided that i don’t like this newest at the bottom and i also don’t

like the newest at the top form, the files are just getting to big, so what

i want to do it creat a new system, kinda like vero’s

where each page has it’s own page type thing, but i want a cgi script that

will automatically add the Next, Previous link at the bottom of the page,

i figure it could be done with a cgi script and a server-side include, but

i don’t know how it would be done. currently i have a naming convention, it’s

**-00-**.shtml for each month so like this month it’s 04-00-01.shtml well

i figure i could do that with each day so like today would be 04-06-01.shtml,

and i could get a cgi script to look for the next date, and then make the

link on the server-side include page to the next page and do the opposite

for the previous page, but like i said i don’t know cgi, and i haven’t found

anything on the internet for it, so if _ANYONE_ knows or has an idea that’s

better then mine and would like to take a shot at it, tell me 🙂 it would

be greatly appriciated. I also have another page where the naming convention

is **-**-**.*.htm for example like the first update for today would be 04-06-01.1.htm

and the second for today would be 04-06-01.2.htm, etc and i’d like to do the

same for that page as well, cause right now it’s just got one main page with

over 116 links on it to date, and it grows a couple times a day. so yeah,

that would be really good to get that page with that type of system. ok so

notice i havn’t bitched about the contract yet, you should be happy cause

it was a shity contract. and i could really go on and on about it, lol, but

i won’t so laters for now.