May 25, 2001

may 25, [Billy Joel, "Blonde ovver blue"] steven

cozza is

my idle. (there’s four links there

for those that are link challenged). i’ve always repected him since i first

heard of scouting for all. he

was only 12 when he started it, he’s now 16 and pbs is doing a special on

him, it’s called scout’s honor and it’s airing in june. i don’t know for sure

when that is though, i e-mailed them so i’ll see if they tell me. i suggest

everyone watch it, and also go get this months edition of "The Advocat"

i usually don’t like that mag, but BN didn’t have the new XY yet and i wanted

something to read. and they had a huge picture of steven on the front so i

was like, yeah, scouting for all. and it’s a really good article, even though

it’s only like 3 pages about him. it’s damn good and worth the $4. But yeah,

go get. read. be informed. i wish more people could be more like steven, i

wish i could be more like steven.

May 24, 2001

may, 28, #4. [matchbox 20, "push"] hehe, i was way off with the

whole ‘B’ thing, my tentie is grant. that’s his name and he teaches cooking

which is in scoutcraft, where i work, so that means i work with him, so that’s

all cool like shit. yep, i just wanted to put that there. i’m damn bored tonight

i wanna go out, but i don’t know where anyone is, and i’m not a caller so

yeah, i guess i’ll just hang out here tonight 🙁

May 24, 2001

may 24, #2 [beach boys, "good vibrations"] well it’s noit good

vibrations in the bf department. i guess danny’s feeling empyt, but he won’t

talk to me about it, so i don’t know what to do. i mean i want to be ther

for him and he can come talk to me when ever he wants. but it’s hard for me

to be around now that i’m at home and such. and i’ve been spending alot of

time with friends, but ihaven’t seen them in forever. so i don’t think that’s

realyit, i don’t know what it is. he needs to talk to me. now i’m really sad

cause i’m worried abouthim. i want to know what’s hurting in his life. i really

reay do. he says "It just feels like you

have totally dissed me or that you have like totally moved." i don’t

know what he means by that. i just don’t know.

May 24, 2001

may 24 [sting, "everybreath you take"] well i just got back from

the doctor, and the eye place. the doctor said i’ve lost 50 pounds since i

saw him last, which was about the same time last year. so that’s all cool.

i also went to the eye doctor, with the contacts that i have now, i’m 20/25

(or is tat 25/20) well it’s something like that, but it’s not good. i have

stigmatism (sp) so i miught have to go with contacts that cost like 2x more

then what these cost and i _can’t_ afford that. so yeah. i’d have to go back

to glasses. she gave me another pair today to see if they help any, well see.

after that i went to hy-vee to get food. i saw angie, that was good. i got

chinese cause yeah, i haven’t had chinese in sooo long. it was good then i

came home, it wasn’t even 12 yet and my dad was already home. so yeah he’s

here. i wanna go somewhere tonight, but i bet i won’t oh well. i have to go

make my needs list for camp, and man do ineed alot. so yeah that’s going to

take a bit.