May 29, 2001

may 29, [phil collins, "we fly so close"] ok so today i was packing

all my xy’s and advocates and all that stuff up so i could put it in my trunk.

well i found them all, except one, the one with the scout’s honor stuff in

it. i had left it in my scanner, but it was all covered, so the scanner would

have looked like it was empty, but even if someone opened the scanner the

back of the mag was up and it just had some advertisment on it. but the mag

was no where to be found, not in the scanner, not in my room, not in the bag

with the rest of the mags. so i started looking through all the places that

my parent’s hide things that they steal from me. i started with their bathroom

drawer, nothing new there, they still have some lighters and stuff they stole

from me and some writings, but nothing of any importance so i left those.

went to thier clostet, and went through all thier drawers, they had a few

other things there that they had taken fromme, still had my smokes from a

couple years ago, i opened those, they were really dry, lol. but i put everything

back, nothing i really needed there. went to thier bed, opened all the drawers

there. nope, nothing, went through thier windows seat, nothing new there,

found something i’m guessing will be someone’s b-day or christas present.

noticed that some of the guns were gone, but the locks for them were in the

bottom of the windows seat. i dunno where they went, my favorite gun was gone,

but i found it later, it was in the attic. i went back to thier bed and carefully

moved all the shit off thier head board and opened up the secret compartment

there, nothing new there, either. other then all thier p0rn. nothing exciting

though, it had been there for a while, it was covered in dust. so i was lost.

i didn’t know where the hell it could have gone. i went into andy’s room and

searched it. found a bunch of my cd’s so i ripped them into MP3. but then

my dad got home, so i had to stop looking for it.the case of the missing gay

magazine. Private Eye Chris is on the case. lol. other then that todays been

pretty boring, i’m cleaning my car up and stuff, i think i’ll put a for sale

sign on it, maybe like 7,000 or so. see what i can get, i rpobably won’t sell

it cause i don;t have the money to replace it, but i’m thinking. i also started

packing everything else i’ll need for the summer. i dunno if i’m going to

take my computer though. if i don’t i’ll only get one update a week and i’ll

miss alot of the stuff that will happen, but if i take it i’ll be able to

do all my updates, but i’ll have the problem of other annoying people wanting

to use it and also have the space and all that shit type problems. yep. but

also if i take it, i’ll have my cd, dvd, tv, vcr, mp3, radio and alarm clock

all in one. so that would be a good feature too. i think i’ll wait tell i

get there, and see what happens, if i can i decide i want to bring it my pu’s

are there the first week so they can bring it up to me. i’ve also printed

off that letter and hav e it packed away. so it’s ready to go.

May 28, 2001

may 28, #3 [fuel, "easy"] well i’ll tell you work sures as hell

wasn’t easy. we got out of the cpr and shit we were going to do today cause

it was raining and he wanted to do rainy day plans since we were all in that

mood. so we did that and also went through and every gave parts of thier speach,

god stadd can be so damn annoying, i had four people criticing me, and they

were so damn annoying, our jobs when we watch are to be the most annoying

as we can be, and damn do we doo a good job of that. lol. like was giving

a demonstration and i was tying a knot and one of the other staff members

was like, ‘well that knot won’t hold anythihng’ cause it’s a timber hitch

and just looking at it you would think that it couldn’t hold shit [bon jovi,

"you give love a bad name’] so i was like, well come test it, so he grabbed

the end that had the stick on it and i grabbed the rope end and we started

pulling, well since i didn’t have a stick to hold on to i wraped the rope

around my hand, like most people would do (i also had my back to a table,

not a good idea). but then one of the other staff memebers comes up and grabs

the extra rope that was behind me and pulls on it as hard as he can and it

just crushed my hand, i can’t hardly move my thumb, so if i’m missing any

spaces or anything that’s why. lol, but after i got my hand undone, they grabbed

the rope and pinned me up against the table and then down onto the top of

the table. once they let me up they were like, "never let a scout test

your knots if you’re going to do something like that have another adult hold

the other end of it" yeah, good lesson. eh. lol. i also found out that

i’m moving in on june 1, that’s this friday. [tonic, "mountian"]

yucky, i wasn’t expecting to have to move in tell the friday after this, but

he was like, hey can you move in early and help finish the ampitheater, cause

right now it’s ripped apart, they took all the steps and seats out cause it

was a major saftey hazard and they are redoing it, but because of all the

rain they are running WAY behind schedule, and that’s the only places besides

the dinning hall that you can hold all the scouts. so it has to be done before

camp starts. oh i also got my tenting assingment today, i’m tenting with (shit

i can’t think of his name, it starts with a "B") but he’s really

cute. lol. ben wasn’t there today either, that sucked, i was looking forward

to seeing him, but allen was there today too, and the lakefront director was

walking around in his swimsuit, so that was nice 🙂 he’s damn fucking hot.

lol. i think it should be a pretty good summer. i sure hope it’s oging to

be. well i’m going to go take a shower now cause i was eaten alive by bugs

and it’s killing me. they were mowing today so all the mosquitos and then

knats (sp?) were all out. i’m going to go through alot of bug spray this summer.

May 28, 2001

may 28, #2 [lifehouse, "somebody else’s song"]. well it’s 7:30

and i’m all rady for work. i got my lesson plans pretty muych all done last

night, but they still need alot of work. i have to give a presentation today,

so that’s going to suck arse. we also have to do youth pertection which is

just amn fucking boring. we also have to do CPR training today, god i hate

cpr. grrr. why can’t i just let people die? and ya know, it is a BSA camp,

there’s lots o people that know cpr, why do i have to be certified. alright,

i have to be leaving forwork now, laters all

May 28, 2001

may 28, [NIN, "perfect drug"} ok short update, but today someonf

from this IP: proxy3-external.demone1.ia.home.com registered about 50 hits

on my site, now i know there aren’t 50 pages, and that’s only the registered

hits, so ifanyone knows who that is i would like an e-mail, thanks.

May 27, 2001

may 27, #3 [hollies, "i can’t let go"] well tonight was great,

xak, mandy and vero showed up here at a really hectit time. i was just finishing

a revision of lesson plans. and i was talking to danny. and yeah. but we left

here and went and got angie then we went to xak’s and hung out there and called

jules at work. then we went and picked him up. and dean was there, and we

saw josh and joan, that was fun times. then we went to the pron shop in des

moines, i didn’t even know there was one in des moines, but the really funny

thing is that the scout shop is just down the street, so that means i drive

by there everytime i go to the shop, which is alot. and i’ve never seeen it

before. yeah we hung there for a bit. that was ok. i guess. then we went back

to xaks and hung out there, that was fun. i had alot on my mind though cause

i have to get these damn lesson plans and needs list done. and it’s hjust

really annoying me. ya know these have been rehashing my days alot and i know

alot of the people that read this were there, so they probobly don’t really

care about it, but i like doing this cause i can go back later and say oh

yeah, i remember that day. cause right now is really one of the best times

in my life and i just want to keep it here. i think it’s also good to get

some of this out and on paper, cause i mean. i think you learn by going back

and reading this stuff. so yeah. whatever. i’m damn tired.