…Today

Well today’s been alright… Adam called me early this morning and I went over and picked him up… Little was said to the rest of the family. We went out to my car and I asked… “So where are we off too.” He said “Barnes and Noble.” My mom and I were going to go there this afternoon to get books, so I just called her and we met her there. Adam and I talked about things on the way there and I think all’s going to be good… I know everything’s going to be good.

I got a book on PHP/MySQL, DNS & BIND, and Linux Security, so I’m going to read those here in a bit. After the book store Adam and I headed back to Ankeny… We got back and Rob was still home, so we went off for a while longer, when we finally returned Rob was gone, so we went in and talked… It was good. He had to work at 2, so that sucks… Today as we were saying out goodbyes he started to cry and that made me sad. Today was really hard to say goodbye. But we’ll get to see each other again on Friday… I can’t wait tell then.

When will I see him again?

Tonight has royally sucked ass. Adam and I got home about 5ish and went over to his house. We were just going to spend the night on the couch in front of the fire place. It was going to be nice and sweet. His mom got home, she wasn’t happy about something, she didn’t really express it that much.. But you could tell. They all ate, then they decided that they weren’t going to go out tonight, so that ruined Adam and my plans. We asked if we could come to my house, to watch TV, Adam had got the QaF DVD’s. We went out to the car to get them and were headed towards my car. Adam’s mom popped her head out the door and said, “Adam can I talk to you for a minute.” He went back inside, I went to start my car to warm it up. I started it and sat there for a while… And I sat there… And I sat there. Finally 15 minutes later, I was like screw this and went back inside to find out what was going on… As I came up the steps I could see in the windows.. Rob was on the couch, Melinda was on the couch arm. Adam was standing in front of them.. is coat off, his head down, I could tell it wasn’t good, I went and knocked on the door, hoping to save him, he motioned me in. I went in and Melinda continued with what she was saying… It wasn’t good. I could see that Adam was about in tears. I could see his heart on the floor as his mom ripped into him some more. They finished and Adam came towards me, spilled on his shoes. No coat. I knew what he was going to say, I stepped out the door and he came behind me, before he even got the door shut the tears came rolling down his face. I knew what it was about, I knew what had happened in there. He came out side and started telling me the story, I felt so bad for him. I wanted to just stand there and hold him all night, tell him things were going to be ok, because they will. Things will be ok. I know they will. He was in tears and I could tell how much his mom had hurt him. I knew that she was doing what she felt was right as a parent, but I don’t think she was. She didn’t need to rip into him that much, esspecially when he was getting ready to leave to go somewhere. I left him, I didn’t want too, I wanted to stay there and hug him all night, I wanted to be there for him to cry on when he needed me.

I cried all the way home feeling so bad for him. I got home and my mom came to the door, she asked what was wrong, we talked for like an hour about him, and his parents. How they’re doing, in everything. We talked about it all…

My mom thinks that Adam’s a scapegoat for his mom, some one she can take her frustration out on… She can’t do it on Abbie, or Rob…. So it’s Adam… Granted he does deserve to be punished in some way for his bad grades, and his debt, but I think she’s taking it all to an extreme. Maybe it’s just me.. Maybe I’m missing a part of the story.

She had alot of good suggestions and insights into things. Mostly things we’ve already looked at, like getting him out of there, how he could afford it, ways he could get his debt paid off. She’s a wise woman.

Mr. President?

Ha, today’s been fucking great. I’ll get to the rest of the day in a bit, but this evening Adam and I were watching the news and they were talking about the president’s visit. Well they started talking about two young people that were in the wrong spot at the wrong time…. Next thing we know, we see Xak’s car and him and Luke are being searched. It was hilarious. I guess they got to close to the limo or something, and they were stopped and interviewed by the Secret Service and shit and they searched thier car. It was great, we laughed alot. Thost two are such dumbasses. I can’t believe they were stupid enough to go that close. I can’t believe that they didn’t have drugs or anything in their car. That would have really been funny. Cause they were searched by bomb sniffing dogs and the whole works. God, I can’t believe I’m associated with them.

On other things, this weekend’s been really great. We got in about 8:00 here and went to bed shortly after that, then today we got up and made lunch… That was really good. David got out of school early because of all the “snow” there wasn’t jack shit on the ground yet and it didn’t even start until about 6ish. So yeah. But we went over there about 3 and hung out for a while. It was really good to see him again. He’s hot. But he’s not looking all that healthy, so we’re a bit worried about him. I guess he’s going to start coming back to the GLRC again in March. That’ll be sweet action.

Adam’s mom keeps calling him and bitching him out about things and he’s not really happy about that. It’s bad times with her and things. I dunno what really is going on, if there’s more on her side or what, but it appears bad. Tonight he was calling to get information cause he was filling out his Accident report and Rob answered, well he was just being a lazy bum and wouldn’t go get the info and told Adam to just forget about it. He can’t really do that, cause the other guys already contacted his insurance and that means he’s also filed an accident report so if Adam doesn’t they suspend your license for 3 months… I should know, I learned the hard way. But yeah, so he was almost in tears about that and I was trying to comfort him.. and yeah.

Julian also called me today and that was random.. Yeah, funny times there.

Ok, Letterman’s on, so I’m going to go watch that now, laters all!