Come close to me, too close for words
And still my beating heart
I find your thoughts without one glance
We’re going all the way
With you I’m washed as white as the snow
And all crimson stain becomes just a shadow
You know I would be blind without you
So light up my way to find my way home
Today, today, today, we’re going all the way
Tears sometimes fall upon my face
And join the oil of gladness
How can it be I’ve found this love
A love that let me fly
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we’ll see
No I won’t be afraid
Oh I won’t be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
So darlin’ darlin’ stand by me
Oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me, stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
Or the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won’t cry, I won’t cry
No I won’t shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin’ darlin’ stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, stand by me, stand by me
Darlin’ darlin’ stand by me
Oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me, stand by me
Whenever you’re in trouble just stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, oh stand, stand by me
Today’s been one of those annoying days where you’re grumpy for no reason that you know of / can control and everyone around you is just trying to be nice, but it just actually pisses you off then. I mean I dunno, what do people really want with me, is there anything that can really be done?
I just don’t know. I have fun when I’m around them, I really do, I enjoy every minute of it and I can’t imagine being apart but I’m grumpy sometimes and that’s life. It can’t be fixed all the time. It just really can’t.
I also hate when there’s something that you hadn’t planned for, that you knew about, and just forgot about when you’re making those little plans in your head for that day, I know you all do it. I do it constanly, I make little plans for things that I’d like to do in a day. Today I had made the plans to just hang out with Adam, as far as I knew there wasn’t anything going on, so in my head I had made those plans, taking into account that on normal Saturday nights we stay home and watch his sister. By 5 when I saw him, I was really looking forward to a night of just us two, to sit around in our underwear in front of his TV and just talk and hang out. I really wanted to, we haven’t had any time lately to just sit aorund and do that, like we used to. We’ve just been so busy. We were going to last Saturday, but people stopped by and stayed tell 2am, but that was still fun times. We haven’t had time like that for a couple months now. Tonight I had really wanted to. But I got to Hy-Vee at 4, and while talking to Nelline, she reminded me that Leah was having a party tonight. I wanted to go, just to hang out, but that ruined my plans for the night, the night that I’ve been waiting for. I was already in a grumpy mood for no reason (well I have my suspisions as to why, but that’s none of your business), and this just added to my grumpyness. I expressed to Adam that I really didn’t want to spend the amount of time there that he wanted to. So I said fuck it, and was going to drive myself and he was going to drive himself so that I could leave whenever I wanted to. But he said no, and we drove together. Fine.
So we get there and it’s just Leah and Andi at that point. Nelline showed up about 9ish. I had a much better time then I thought I would, but I still would have liked my plans to work out, oh well. They all played some screwy dance dance game, I don’t have the cordination to play it myself, so I only did it once. It was all amusing, I played pool as well and did good I think. Until people started cheating. heh.
At 11 we had to go pick Abbie up from the movies, so we left, picked her up and went back to Adam’s. In my mind my plans were coming back, we could still work out the evening of just sitting on the couch watching TV and the like. But alas, we were both very tired and Adam wanted to go to bed, so now I’m here.
Bitching to an endless crowd of people that don’t care….
I love him with all my heart, I do, but sometimes, I’m just grumpy.
So last night was lots of fun, Adam and I went downtown and called up James, who was in bed neeked, who knows what he was doing, but we made him get up and come down… He was wearing the most hideous orange pants and some unmatching shirt, it was bad… But never-the-less we had a great time. Adam wants to be in a porn now and James wants to film it, very odd if you ask me, but whatever floats your boat.
We also ran into Dustin, (not Dustin, but Dustin. I should just keep calling him Nathan, cause that would just make life so much easier). I guess he’s going to Alt Prom as well. (Hehe, you could turn that into a thing “alt.gay.prom” roflol, there’s currently an “alt.sex.prom”). We also saw Purple Shirt boy and called him an asshole, cause he his. It was just fun in general.
Ramsey starts on Tuesday, that should be fun times.
Last night I did my laundry, like I do every Friday night, I put it in the wash before I left for the evening and put it in the dryer when I got home… This morning I got out of bed (more on this to come), and went to restart the dryer while I was in the shower to get the wrinkles out. I walk out of my room and there’s my laundry all crumpled up in a basket with a bunch of thier shit on top of it, I was SOOO Pissed, you have no idea, so now I have to wait tell the dryer gets done so I can re-dry them. Fuckers. I can’t have wrinkled clothes.
On the topic of getting out of bed, I awoke this morning at 7:30, after getting just about 6 hours of sleep, I was like, “I’m not getting up” so I rolled over and tried going back to sleep, I couldn’t. So I just laid there tell 10:00 when I got up. Grrr.
Well first test today, it went alright I think, I mean. I knew the shit, I really did, I studied most of last night, I’ve read all the chapters, I did good on the quizes, but some of those damn questions just threw me off. I hope I did good on it.
Do any of you out there remember Monty Hall and “Lets Make a Deal.” I loved that show… Buy anyway. Let’s pretend for a moment that you’re on the show.
There’s three doors, one of which has a prize behind it. For this expirement we’re going to assume that you always pick door #1. You pick your door and Monty then opens one of the other doors (it doesn’t matter which one, there wasn’t a prize behind the now opened door). Monty gives you the option to either A) Keep your original door (#1) or B) Exchange your door for the other closed door.
Will you have better odds of winning given A or B? Post your answers in the comments.
There were two other things that I wanted to post about last night, but of course, I can’t remember them now… I know one was sex, but that’ll wait.
Does the letter K appear more offten as the first or third letter of a word?
Again post answers in the comments.