June 30, 2001

june 30, [foreigner, "died in your arms tonight"] omg so the last

two days ahve been so great. well last night was the same as normal, hung

out with people then went to the loop. after we left thought there was alot

of excitment there. there were people there with baseball bats and such wanting

to beat people, i guess there were alot of police and shit there. it wasn’t

good i hear. but tonight, omg, tonight i’m in heaven again. well ang is leaving

for cali this morning at 3:30 in about 2 hours actually. but yeah. we went

to her house and it was just me and her and adam for a while, and we watched

movies then xak and vero showed up and we watched more movie and played other

various games. adam drew charictchers (sp) of everyone, he’s a good artisit.

i wish i could draw, then we left there about 10:30 and went to the loop.

ryan was there, the guy that hangs all over adam, and he was hangin all over

him and kissing him and shit, so we left to go to the bathroom at java joes,

we went there and adam was like, ok tonight you’re my bf, i was like, OMG

yes. lol. i can’t believe those words came out of his mouth, ya know i know

it’s just cause he wants ryan off him, but yeah. i was like, bu yeah. lol.

so we went back to the loop and shit and had a great time there, adam told

ryan that i was his bf and ryan i think got pissed about that cause he left

and didn’t say anything to him again the whole night. but yeah. i was happy.

adam’s so damn cute and funny and and and, omg yeah. i could actually date

him. i could.

June 28, 2001

june 28, [alanis morissette, "mary jane"] omg tonight’s been so

great. ang called here about 7, i was in the shower so my parents took a message

and came and got me out of the shower, i called her as i was getting dressed

and she was like, wanna come to church with me, and i was like, "ok"

thinking: ‘as long as i get to see adam’ lol. but yeah, i went there, it was

damn boring, just like church. some guy was there too and he was like, "lets

pray for our president" and i was like, hell no. he pissed me off. then

after that ang and i went to adams and picked him up. that was cool. then

we came back to my house and watched a movie, i didn’t really watch it that

much. i was more interested on what was on the couch next to me, ohh yeah.

adam is so cute. sooooooo cute. lol. i’ll have to see if ang can get a pic

of him or something. but ok, well ang had to go home at 11 cause her mom was

being a bitch, so after that adam and i went to the loop. that was cool ass

shit. we hung around there, lots of cute guys, but all way to femm for me.

there was this drag queen there that adam knows and he was hanging all over

adam and i was like, yeah, let me hang all over him for a while. but oh, i

did get to hold adam’s hand for a while, i was in heaven. lol. but adam and

i talked a while and had a nice conversation about stuff. it’s all cool. damn

he’s soooooooo cute and so nice too. i need a bf, i need one NOW.

June 27, 2001

june 27, #4 [fuel, "easy"] well danny just called here. he aparently

didn’t know it was me that andwered the phone, cause he asked for me. and

i just kepy saying yeah. what a twat. i dunno. i’m really not wanting to talk

to him right now. it’s just that way. i dunno what it is. i don’t miss him.

i don’t feel anything there. and yeah, i’m just not wanting to talk to him

at the moment. in fact. i think it’s over, well i think it was over a long

time ago, but yeah. whatever.

June 27, 2001

june 27, #2 [tonic, "my old man"] i just got an e-mail from justin,

Anyway, i plan on seeing people (yet i dont believe they

know im coming yet lol) So since ive been in contact with you how abouts i

start making plans with you and email everyone else so we can all get together!

Something like that should work methinks…..we should go see moulin rouge!

😀 actually heres another thought as well….we should seriously go see moulin

rouge go eat or something, kinda like a date….but just for fun (ive never

been on a date so thus it would be cool) it wouldnt have to be anything serious….just

something fun to do….but anyway the main plan for saturday is i get off

work at 4pm so i would be coming down after work (obviously lol) so maybe

we could meet somewhere or something? Write back with any thoughts…..tata

umm, yeah what do i say to that. oh i haven’t told the story about my parents

and jules either have i. well the other day when jules and i went to ISU.

well my parents thought we were on a date. hehe, that was funny. i was like,

"umm, NO" but they kept going on and on, i think they may be taking

it a bit to well.