Author: Cj B

may 28, #2 [lifehouse, "somebody else’s song"]. well it’s 7:30

and i’m all rady for work. i got my lesson plans pretty muych all done last

night, but they still need alot of work. i have to give a presentation today,

so that’s going to suck arse. we also have to do youth pertection which is

just amn fucking boring. we also have to do CPR training today, god i hate

cpr. grrr. why can’t i just let people die? and ya know, it is a BSA camp,

there’s lots o people that know cpr, why do i have to be certified. alright,

i have to be leaving forwork now, laters all

may 28, [NIN, "perfect drug"} ok short update, but today someonf

from this IP: proxy3-external.demone1.ia.home.com registered about 50 hits

on my site, now i know there aren’t 50 pages, and that’s only the registered

hits, so ifanyone knows who that is i would like an e-mail, thanks.

may 27, #3 [hollies, "i can’t let go"] well tonight was great,

xak, mandy and vero showed up here at a really hectit time. i was just finishing

a revision of lesson plans. and i was talking to danny. and yeah. but we left

here and went and got angie then we went to xak’s and hung out there and called

jules at work. then we went and picked him up. and dean was there, and we

saw josh and joan, that was fun times. then we went to the pron shop in des

moines, i didn’t even know there was one in des moines, but the really funny

thing is that the scout shop is just down the street, so that means i drive

by there everytime i go to the shop, which is alot. and i’ve never seeen it

before. yeah we hung there for a bit. that was ok. i guess. then we went back

to xaks and hung out there, that was fun. i had alot on my mind though cause

i have to get these damn lesson plans and needs list done. and it’s hjust

really annoying me. ya know these have been rehashing my days alot and i know

alot of the people that read this were there, so they probobly don’t really

care about it, but i like doing this cause i can go back later and say oh

yeah, i remember that day. cause right now is really one of the best times

in my life and i just want to keep it here. i think it’s also good to get

some of this out and on paper, cause i mean. i think you learn by going back

and reading this stuff. so yeah. whatever. i’m damn tired.

may 27, #2 [lifehouse, "everything"] wow it really doesn’t seem

like i made that update today, lol. well we went to lenox today, the whole

family was there, even pam. luckly she didn’t say anything to me, but janell

was really bitchy at me today, it was good seeing some of the family, but

some of them just annoy the hell out of me. there was this kid there, i forget

his name now, i guess i’m related to him, but anyway he was like 3 maybe and

has the cutest red hair, omg, it was so cute. lol. there’s alot of people

in the family with red hair, but he just had really cute dark red hair, lol.

i guess overall it was a pretty nice day. the parents only yelled at me a

bit this morning about being up so late last night, but of course i was the

first one ready to go, so they had no grounds for yelling at me. there was

something else i was going to say, but i forget it now too. oh well. hopefully

i’ll find something to do tonight. i don’t think jules is working, but i haven’t

seen xak or mandy all week. and i don’t think angie can do anything. so that

pretty much limits the possibilities. and i bet even if jules was around he

probobly wouldn’t want to do anything cause he worked 14 hours yesterday and

then we hung out tell like 12 or so and then i know he was still up when i

went to bed at 1. and then he had to be back at wally world at 8 this morning,

so yeah. why the hell did i just recap juilians day for yesterday? oh well.

it’s there.

may 27, [pearl jam, "the state of love and trust"] well tonight

was pretty cool. i left here and went to java joes and hung out there for

like an hour and a half, that was pretty cool. then i went to the gay loop

again. that was fun, lots o hot guys there, but i just drove round a bit.

there’s been alot of people there lately for being so early in the day when

i get there. then i was like, i’m bored so i went to ankeny to see if i could

find julian and talk to him a bit, but he wasn’t in layaway so i started to

leave. and on my way out i spotted this really really hot guy. and out of

the corner of my eye i catch this person running at me, and it was angie and

i was like, OMG it’s angie, and that really hot guy happened to have been

with her. so i was llike bu yeah. and we went back and found julian and we

hung out there for a bit. then julian had to take some guy home, that was

quite the adventure, by the way julian was driving you’d have thought he was

drunk, but it was cool. we lived. then we went to hawkeye park and talked

for a bit. it was a good night all in all. well i guess that’s all for now

cause my dad’s here bitching at me to get to bed.