I _HATE_ dating. I went on two dates this weekend. They both sucked.
You know what I hate even more… Dating as a POZ guy. Ugh. When do you tell someone. What happens when I do tell them and they freak out and dump me. Ugh. This process is going to be even more depressing then normal dating.
What I hate even more then that.. Is seeing these guys on A4A, grindr, etc that say “partnered” and are still looking for sex. I treated eric so well, I loved him, was committed to him and never did anything to hurt him. And yet he still couldn’t love me. Fuck my life.