april 9. so it’s almost noon here, and it’s just a plain sucky ass day. i
miss danny so much already. damnit. i talked to him about that thing yesterday.
and he said that we should take some time apart. i don’t really agree with
that. i dunno. i wrote him a letter yesterday. it was damn long. i didn’t
sleep at alll last night. this sucks so much. it’s just like, everything is
just ripping me apart. i can’t stand it. i really didn’t want to get out of
bed this morning. i just wanted to lay there and think about him. damnit.
i dunno. i’ve got 5 more weeks here, only 5 weeks left. then i’ll be home
for 3 weeks, then i’m gone for the rest of the summer. it’s going to suck
so much. damnit.