My Life

What’s your last name?

Army Army Army.. Aren’t you all sick of hearing about him considering we don’t live anywhere close to each other, we aren’t ever going to date, and yet he’s still such an annoyance/care in my life!

Sunday we were texting and he starts going off on this “I want to meet all your friends when I come visit so that I know that daddy is mine”. And then he says things like “Daddy is mine now, my mark is on you”. WTF! If you’ll recall, right after Christmas he and I got into a bit of a tiff because I kept wanting to know about his day, what he was up too, trying to be friendly and chatty with him. And he went off on me saying “We’re not dating, I don’t have to tell you anything” but then he says this shit?

Then yesterday he wanted me to help him with his resume, so I told him to add me on linkedin. He asked me: “What’s your last name”… I’ve known you for THREE FUCKING YEARS. You’ve met my entire family, you say shit like the above, but you don’t know my fucking last name?! I do not understand! It’s just like two years ago when he wanted to come visit me at Thanksgiving but had NO CLUE what city I lived in. Clearly he is either an idiot or just doesn’t give a SHIT about anything regarding my life. Like he never asks me how I am doing, how my day is, etc.

Last night at the gym this guy I ghosted got on the elliptical next to me. Super AWK. My gym husband was there again and we smiled at each other in the hallway. Woof. Lots of other gym yummies there too. I feel like my right boob is getting bigger then my left so I need to work on evening that out a bit.

Sunday night Astra was acting super weird. Usually when it’s bed time she jumps in bed, crawls under the covers passes out and doesn’t move again until morning. That night she was up and down, pacing around the house, she jumped in the roommates bed for a bit. At first I thought she had finally decided she liked him better then me and was just waiting for him to get home. But once he got home and shut his door she kept pacing around, laying down and then getting right back up. At one point I found her laying on the floor in the empty bedroom. I figured I’d just let her go and see how she was Monday evening. At lunch time the roommate messaged me that he came home for lunch and she was whimpering and being really funny. So I went home and checked on her and decided to take her to the VET. Got there and something was wrong with her tail, like if you tried to touch it she would flinch and back away. They wanted to do X-rays, give her two meds for pain and one for antibiotics, if I did everything they suggested it would have been $900!!! I told them to just give me one pain med and I’ll keep an eye on it. She seems to be about 80% better today but you can see a weird kink in her tail that was never there before.

I’m so sick of these GOP people and the gun control debate.. It’s not that hard, we need BACKGROUND checks, we need to BAN certain style guns, we do NOT need CCW reciprocity. Some GOP guy this AM on CNN said “We don’t need gun control, we need idiot control”… Yes I agree we do need idiot control, IN CONGRESS. We need these idiots out of there. As someone who grew up around guns, owns guns, has a CCW in three states and carries a gun every single day. I _AM_ FOR GUN CONTROL.

First Reciprocity is a horrible idea, the laws in each state are so drastically different. For example in WA state you basically go in, fill out 10 questions, do a background check and you’ve got it. In California you have to take training classes, you have to do a more extensive background check, finger prints, etc. It’s way more detailed. If they were to standardize the rules for a CCW in every state, as they are with drivers licenses, I would be fore CCW Reciprocity. But as it stands now, I am very against it.

Second Banning certain guns.. This one I am a little more on the fence on. Obviously If you look at every mass shooting there’s something in common (besides nearly every suspect being a white male) is that they all use AR style guns with high capacity magazines. Now, I admit, I used to own an AR-15, two of them actually. I sold them when I moved to CALI. I don’t think we should outright BAN them, but they need to be much more difficult to buy them, they need to be registered and they need to have magazine limits. Again, example. When I bought my TWO in WA state. I walked in, filled out some paper work, they ran a background check and I walked out with them within an hour. WAY TOO EASY to obtain! These are NOT hunting rifles, they are killing rifles. When I bought them, I bought them to PROTECT MYSELF. As an out gay man living in a very very racist area, I wanted to protect myself.

Ok, I’ve written enough. I’m out!

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