My Life


Had a really good weekend, was very busy and tired…

Friday I left work early, as usual. Came home, walked the dog and then putzed around the house. I forget exactly what I did. Army called me randomly that night and we talked for 2 hours while he drove to Lincoln. He asked me a few random questions. 1) What did you think of me the first time we met. Which was hard to say because the first time we met, he was late to a movie, so he came into the movie theater, sat down, slept through the movie and then we left and he went home. 2) He asked me if I’m dating anyone else. Which again is a very odd question considering he specifically said a month ago “We’re not dating”. I told him I am going on dates, but I’m not “dating” anyone. He then followed up with, “but are there any other pookies”. To which I said no. 3) we talked a lot about him coming here for the summer, which it seems like that might actually end up happening. It will be very weird if it does happen considering I have no fucking clue what it is he wants out of me, or him being here for the summer. He was making plans already for how he will get his car here and back home. And again he’s being shipped off for Army stuff in September, so WTF?

Didn’t hear from him again until Sunday afternoon… I’ll get to that in a minute.

Saturday I worked on a project then went out shopping with this guy. We went over to Berkley area but didn’t find anything I wanted to buy. Found a few cute pieces of furniture I want to try and replicate when I have time. I really want to try and make better furniture. Came home after that and just hung out at the house and watched a movie. The roommate was home that night too and for some reason he was being super cute and I wanted to cuddle.

Sunday I got up early and Astra and I did this beautiful 6 mile hike over in Martinez. I picked it out the night before but that morning I was reading the reviews and everyone was complaining about all the ticks, so I was a bit nervous about going but decided to go anyway. We got there by 8am and it was cold and we were the only ones there. I left Astra off leash and she ran and ran and ran and had a great time. At one point we were up on the top of the hill though and she saw a deer and TOOK OFF. I started chasing her and spent probably 30 minutes looking for her. She finally came running back as if nothing happened. I put her on leash after that!

Once we were done with the hike I went down to Martinez down town. Found they have some REALLY CUTE old houses and a very cute down town. I sort of feel like I should move over that way! It’s super adorable. Walked around, they had a farmers market, bought a crepe. Yum! Did some antique shopping.

My trailer rental was being returned that afternoon so I drove over to meet them. Apparently the water heater started leaking on the trip and flooded the trailer! So I took it home and repaired that. While I was working on that was when Army called again. It was about 4pm his time and he was driving home. He told me about his weekend and how he just got really drunk, almost got another tattoo, etc. Kind of made me upset because I hate when people get SUPER drunk. Also I was super annoyed that he was just MIA all weekend again. I think he picked up on the fact that I was annoyed cause we only talked for about 15 minutes then he said “I’m super hung over and am just going to drive”. I txted him a few hours later and said “Make it home yet”. It’s still unread.

This is exactly why nothing will ever come between the two of us, so I have no idea why I am still stringing along with him. When we’ve talked in the past, he always says he’s broken up with his ex’s because they cheat on him. Well if he treats his ex’s anything like what he treats me I can see exactly why they do cheat on him.

Pasta and I got into a tiff the yesterday as well. He’s been “dating” this guy Apple for like over a year now. I’ve been trying to tell him he needs to get his act together and not fucking it up. He needs to be honest about what he wants and needs to get over whatever his hang up is with relationships.

Anyway… I’m out.

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