My Life

3:30 is too early!

Lets start out with some fun links!

Musicovery. I’ve posted a few sites like this before, but this one is really cool and I’d have to say probably my favorite so far. You select your mood and it gives you songs! 🙂 I saw a rating system for iTunes the other day that did something similar, but it was just to complicated to use.

Strip Steak sandwich. Been out rustling cattle all day? In need of a good hearty meal? Try out this sandwich! Considering how much butter it uses though, you better not eat it too much. But DAMN it looks good right now! BTW: If you _have_ been out rustling cattle all day and are actually reading this and are under 30, totally hit me up. Cause cowboys are HOT! 🙂 haha.

Buy Groceries only once a week!. Everyone knows how much I hate going to to the grocery store. So why not only go once, and make 10 meals for less then $50! I’ll have to give this a try some week! Though honestly, I usually do only go to the grocery store once a week as it is.

Tie Dyed Red Velvet Cheesecake!. I’m totally making myself one of these when I get back from the ride!

The other night I was flipping through channels and came across Hazard Pay on the discovery channel. It really is a pretty cool show, but the guy that hosts it is the biggest drama queen ever! When he lists the hazards of a job. It’s just ridiculous.

As you all probably know, I’ve been talking to Jay for a while now about mortgage stuff, we always keep it strictly business, he’s been a HUGE help in my understanding of mortgages and what’s going on, etc. And I know that once I _DO_ finally find that place that will accept my offer I’ll run it all through him before I sign anything. He hurt me emotionally, but I trust him when it comes to business. I feel like I should thank him somehow, I was thinking about just sending him a gift cert to Peets Coffee and Tea, since he loves it so much. Anyways, the point is that the other night I had this really weird dream about him. We were hanging out again, and he invited me up to his Parents house in the Malibu mountains (btw, I have no idea where his parents actually live, but in my dream it was in the Malibu Mountains…) and it was just beautiful and amazing. Why can’t I find a boy as perfect as the ones in my dreams? haha.

Yes, I know, they don’t exist. And honestly, I think that’s part of my problem. Last Friday when Ben and I were screaming at each other he said: “I will never meet your standard of the perfect guy”. Honestly, I don’t feel that I expect that much out of them. Yes, I do expect something nice. Maybe I was just spoiled by Andrew that now no one else has been able to live up to that? Who knows.

This whole Ben not talking to me thing though has really been tearing me apart this week. I HAVE to pull myself out of this funk before next week though! I can’t be all sad and depressed on the ride. I have to be at my best for it.

Speaking of the ride…. The Reason we ride. It’s so sad that something like this happens. Although she _should_ have known that what she was doing was wrong, technically the industry should have been testing people before hand/etc. This is why we ride.

And in one WEEK from today I will be flying up to San Fran to start my journey! I can’t freaking wait. I’m so scared and excited all at the same time. I still need a place to stay though!!!!! OMG! AND! Oksy is here in LA this week! So I get to hang out with her. I’m excited for that as well.

I’ve mentioned JDub before, but I met this guy over in Germany while I was there, and he’s been living there ever since. Well he recently got deported and moved to Croatia… His latest blogs from there have been making me so jealous. I can’t wait for some of my business plans to start taking shape so I can do the same. I gotta get my business partner to kick it in the ass. I’m tired of waiting! It’s been nearly 6 months since we started this search and we have yet to move on anything. I’ve been seriously thinking about just moving on with the plans without him.

Ok. I’ve got a lot of work to do yet. So I’m out!

2 replies on “3:30 is too early!”

You should take a look at It’s pretty cool. While it doesn’t do the “mood” thing, it does reccommend music to you and give you other user’s radio stations. Check out mine. It even has music that I’ve never played before, yet love to listen to! Neat stuff.

Yeah. I really like as well. But the major problem I have is that the client software doesn’t work on my mac. It constantly crashes.

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