We had it again. The same fucking fight. The same fucking fight we have every single fucking time I bring up hanging out w/ Rach, Kt, or Court without him.
It’s so stupid… so fucking stupid. I understand where he’s coming from. But they are not evil bitches out to intentionally not invite him and steal him from me. But they want their alone time with me, just as he does. They love me just as much as he does. And they like him just fine.
He gets very nasty when we have this fight and I don’t like it at all. And then he tells ME not to take that tone with him. Yeah ok.
Do we really have to fight like this around the holidays and so close to when I’m coming home? How many times are we going to have this fight when I’m there?
I can just see coming home, and him being all pissy and then getting into it. It’s going to be a problem.
You know I’m trapped in the fucking middle. I am trying to spend as much time with him as I possibly can, but it isn’t fair for me to neglect my friends. I’ve done that way too much with past boyfriends to do it again. But Chris isn’t my partner in arms. If I’m somewhere, it isn’t automatic that he is with me. We need our time apart or else we are going to get on each others’ nerves. I hate going out and knowing that he is sitting at home, fuming and being pissed at me because I wanted to hang out with 3 of my best friends.
And I was this close to having a good night.
Him and I have really been running each other down lately. What’s the deal?
Time to go.

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