So last night I went to the GLRC, it wasn’t that great, we watched the Scouting for All video. It made me cry. Then after wards Kit asked me to talk some about it and I cried too. I felt bad, cause I wanted to finish my story about everything, but it was still all good. I mean, it’s good that people are learning about it all, but it just hurts so much. I went home last night and cried myself to sleep, I just couldn’t take it, I want to go back so badly, I really really do, but I just can’t.