[Radiohead, “Nice Dream”]
Adam left me an IM whilst I was gone. It made me sad. But it also made me think. He said that he thought I was mad last night cause he was listening to Eddie and not paying attention to me. Now, that did annoy me, but it didn’t make me mad. The reason this makes me sad is becuase that such a small thing like that would make him think that I was mad. Do I really require so much attention? Does he really feel that I’m controlling? What’s he feel. What front do I put towards people. It makes me sad to think that he thinks I’m so controlling as to be mad that he wasn’t talking to me.
I also went to the doctor today. I got more drugs. She said that I might be to controlling, and that I require to much attention. Do I really? What do you people think?
I saw Omar today, it was odd.
I’m out. This is sadness.
I maintain that today many an inventor, many a diplomat, many a financier is a sounder philosopher than all those who practice the dull craft of experimental psychology.