My Life

Back to Hell

[Lion King, “Can You Feel The Love Tonight”]

Well, I just got back to the dorm from Adam’s house. He’s still dead sick today. It makes me sad to see him like this. I just hope that he gets better soon. I hated leaving him like that too. I mean I’ve spent so much time at thier house this weekend. So much time just laying there with him. Hoping that my being there would help him get better. I know it won’t, but I just like being there for him. I like to just lay there with him, watch him sleep, listen to him breathing, taking care of him. Just talking to him. Thier house feels more like home to me then my own house does. When I’m there I have this urge to help Melinda out, to pick things up for her. It’s just that being there makes me so happy, a happyness that isn’t in my house, they feel like a family to me. I wish my family would feel like family, but they don’t. There’s just so much built up hatred and anger there. I can’t get along with them, I never will be able to get along with them again. It’s just not possible.

I’m probably going to be sick this next week now and I’ll regret being over there when he was so sick. But I loved the time that I was there with him. I really did. I love you, Adam.

2 replies on “Back to Hell”

Men first feel necessity, then look for utility, next attend to comfort, still later amuse themselves with pleasure, thence grow dissolute in luxury, and finally go mad and waste their substance.

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