Sept 17, [Jean Michele Jarre, "Oxygene Part IV"]
Today’s been shitty as hell. I don’t really know why. It just has been.
I haven’t really cared about anything and I haven’t paid attention to any
of my classes. Like this morning I just went to English and I sat there
not paying attention, the stupid bitch called on me and I was like, "Hmmm,
what?" Everyone laughed at me. I just wanted to scream at them. I’ve
got better things on my mind. I’ve got all these pictures of Angie here
now and it just reminds me about how much I miss her and how much I miss
this summer and everything that’s happened this summer. It’s just realy
not helping. I know everything that happened this summer was so great and
that i’m sure it’ll happen again this next summer, but that’s just so far
away. Adam just made a really great quote: "I know, pictures can be
great, and they can be shitty. On one hand they bring back memories, on
the other hand they bring back memories, right?" And it’s so true.
It really is.
Adam and I are getting along so well and things are moving along in our
relationship as friends, we’re so close now and he cheers me up so much,
we’ve had so many great memories. And I know that in the future we’ll have
so many more, I know that in the furture. I’ll have so many more great memories
of all my friends.