Aug 21, [Savage Garden, "The Lover After Me"]
Ok well today’s been really cool. I went into NP again this morning and
worked on some stuff, it was good times there. Lots of fun. I got Ramsey
(Who’s really cute by the way) to post my name and shit on the Alumni Page.
(I was going to put a link to the page and a link to a pic of Ramsey, but
it appears that Kahoutek is dead.) He
also put a link to this page, hehe. It’s cool. I left there about 2 and
went to Angie’s house. We hung out there for a little bit then left for
the GLRC. It was fun times there, we watched "What Makes A Family."
It’s a really good movie, but it’s really sad. I cried.
We left there and went back to Ankeny cause we were going to go to Java
Joes with Angie’s neighbor, but she couldn’t so Mandy, Angie and I went
to Village Inn and had supper. After that we went down to Java Joes and
hung out there. Matt and Josh from RENT (Both really fucking hot) were playing
there tonight, so we hung out tell 10 when they started. They’re really
good. I found out tonight that RENT tickets for when they’re in Ames in
Oct. are on sale now, so we’ll all have to get some here soon, cause I realy
fucking want to see it.
Adam had to leave there a bit before 11 and I had some stuff to give him,
so we walked back to his car, and I gave him the tins that my Curve came
in, I also gave him a little travel thing of it, cause I knew he wanted
it. We hugged there and I so didn’t want to let him go. For me it feels
like I’m going half way across the country. I know it’s only to Ames, less
then an hour away, but I know that once I get up there, I won’t be able
to come back that often, or to hang out with him everyday. And that’s going
to be really sad. I so don’t want to leave. I really don’t. I got a kiss
from him tonight, which surprised me, but I was happy. I got teary. Sometimes
I wish that we could give a relationship another shot, but I know it probably
wouldn’t work. I’d like to try it, but it’s best that we don’t. And I also
don’t think he’s ready for a relationship. Angie said today that she thought
he needed to get a GF or BF to get his mind off things, and I personally
don’t think he’s ready. Not just cause I still want him, but because I really
don’t think he’s ready. Whatever. We’re really close friends now, and right
now I’m enjoying that more then anything. I love being his friend. And I
love him dearly as a friend.
Julian‘s website works again. I
was bored last night and wanted to see if he had posted anything new so
I got on there and fixed it for him. Cause well I wanted something to read.
That blue background isn’t the most interesting thing to look at.
I have an interview tomorrow in Ames at Krell
I found out today that Omar (Ramsey’s brother, who’s also really cute) has
his own office there. I think that’d be bloody fucking cool. I hope I get
the job there, I could do it.