Aug 9, [Guns N’ Roses, "Used To Love Her"]
OMG, tonight’s been really great. There’s just so much that I want to talk
about. Ok well I’ll start at the beging. I left here about 6:30 or so cause
I had to go to my bank before it closed, so I went over to Hy-Vee and did
my banking shit and stuff and then went over and returned Adam’s phone to
him, cause he left it here. Then I had to go to Wal-Mart to get something.
But when I got there I couldn’t remember what it was, so I decided to go
see if Julian was working, which he was, so that was cool. We talked for
a bit, but I didn’t really get a chance to talk to him to much cause he
was pretty busy. I left there about 7:30 or so cause I had to meet Angie
and Adam at Hy-Vee at 8. On my way out I walked past the Pharmacy area and
I remembered what I had to get. So I got it, and went back to Hy-Vee. I
hung around there while they closed and we were also waiting for Vero and
Mandy to get there. Once they got there, Adam and I went back to his house
so he could change, and while we were waiting for the rest of the group
to get there we chatted a bit about things. It was nice to have some time
with him even though we didn’t talk about things involving us.
Once everyone showed up at Adam’s we all went to the Chat Noir. I’d never
been there so I was really excited about going there. WE had a great time
there and we all just hung out and talked about random things. Really good
times there. After we were done there we headed back to Ankeny cause Angie
had to be home. We dropped her off there and Vero wanted to go home to,
so she took us back to Adam’s where my car was.
After she left Adam, Mandy, and I went to the park there in the court thing.
And we just talked about anything and everything. It was really good to
talk to Adam about us and our relationship having Mandy there cause she
acted as kinda a moderator and helped out with the conversation. It was
good to have her there. We even talked about what happened that Saturday,
and Mandy got details. lol. That was funny as hell. But I was giving alot
of details about what happened and from my perspective of things, but Adams
wasn’t giving to much information about his perspective of things, and that’s
what I was wanting, I wanted to know what he was thinking during what happened.
Overall though it was realy good converstaion and I’m glad that we had it.
Adam said tonight that he wouldn’t mind having a "Freind with benifits."
That kinda sparked my ears, cause I’d enjoy that. Not like alot of benifits,
but being able to still cuddle with him and that kinda stuff. I know that
"Friend with benifits" will probably never be me. But I liked
knowing that he’d like having one. lol.
There’s still alot we need to talk about, but things are getting better,
and he knows alot more about how I feel now. I think things really will
There’s so much more that I want to say, but I just can’t get it into workds
right now. It’s really annoying when that happens.