July 27, [Bon Jovi, "I’d Die For You"]
Well tonight’s been really good. I went over to Wal-Mart about 9 or so
and hung out there tell Julian got off. When he got off, we went downtown
to Java Joe’s and just talked. It was nice to just go out one night and
just to hang out and talk. Not to have the problems that a large group creates
about everyone wanting to go somewhere else. It was also nice to just have
a night where nothing was really bothering me. Where I could just talk to
him about anything and everything, even though I didn’t really. It was nice
to know that I could. We just had a general conversation about life in general
and different things. It was really good. It kept my mind off everything
else in life that’s been bringing me down lately. After Java Joe’s we went
to his house (and no, we didn’t go through the gay loop at all, thanks).
There we just hung out and got some food. His mom makes good Cole Slaw.
In general tonight’s been really good. I wish I could have more nights like
this. I wish I had a bf right now, so I could spend time with him. A night
like this would have been a good bf night.