July 26, [Lifehouse, "Everything"]
Ok, for me going to bed is a time for the day to catch up with my brain,
it’s when everything that happened that day hits me. It’s a time for me
to think about what’s been happening in my life, and about where my life
is going. Last night wasn’t a good night for that. I went to bed and everything
from Adam and my conversation just hit me. I lost him. And that really hurt
last night. Then I got to thinking about other things. Work, my social life,
school, my parents, everything. Just not good times. For the first time
in a long time, suicide was on my mind again. I was really depressed yesterday,
and I still kinda am. But, I think with time, things will get better.
find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won’t let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now
’cause you’re all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything