Sept 12, 2001

Sept 12, [Alanis Morissette, "Uninvited"]

What I Didn’t Want:

When I started junior high I was never really looking to meet someone to

fall in love with. But you know, a little love here and there never hurt

anyone. I remember the first day that I laid eyes on Paul. He was everything

anyone could ever want in a boy. I mean he was sweet and fine as hell and

he was just a genuinely nice guy. Paul and I hit it off immediately and

I wanted him more then anything else in the world, but at the time he was

going out with Charlene, my enemy at the time. Well Paul and I decided that

we should be friends, even though he knew how I felt for him because anyone

who couldn’t tell that was pretty stupid. So we went on and did what normal

friends do, but at the same time when we were kickin’ it or just chillin’

way down deep I had this burning love for him. The best thing about him

is that although he knew how I felt and the fact that I still to this day

call him the love of my life, he never held it against me and we remained

friends until last year when we were in 9th grade. He may only be 15 but

he is the only person I have truly been in love with. I mean sure I have

had plenty of Boyfriends and friends and slept with people but that is nothing

and I would give it all up just to be with him. But what can I do??? I am

happy that he is happy with my best friend and we will continue to be friends

forever, but he will always be my one true love.

-Lexi [nysyncboi961@hotmail.com]

Sept 11, 2001 #4

Sept 11, #4 [Jimmy Somerville, "Can’t Take My Eye’s Off You"]

You’re just too good to be true.

I Can’t take my eyes off of you.

You’d be like heaven to touch.

Boy I wanna hold you so much.

At long last love has arrived.

And I thank the stars I’m alive.

Oh you’re just too good to be true.

Can’t take my eyes off of you.

(?) it’s true I declare

Oh there’s nothing else to compare.

The thought of you leaves me weak.

There’s no words left to speak.

But if you feel like I feel.

Then let me know that it’s real.

Oh you’re just too good to be true.

Can’t take my eyes off of you.

I love you baby, and if it’s quite all right,

I need you baby to warm the lonely night.

I love you baby.

Trust in me when I say:

Oh pretty baby, don’t bring me down, I pray.

Oh pretty baby, now that I found you.

Stay and let me love you, baby.

Let me love you

You’re just too good to be true.

Can’t take my eyes off of you.

You’d be like heaven to touch.

Boy I wanna hold you so much.

At long last love has arrived.

And I thank the stars I’m alive.

You’re just too good to be true.

Can’t take my eyes off of you.

Today seems to be a good lyrics day. I was listening to this song and it

just brought out so many emotions for me. I know how it feels.

Sept 11, 2001 #3

Sept 11, #3 [Enigma, "Beyond The Invisible"]

What happened today is something that I’ll never forget. This is JFK *

10 for our generation and it’s something that will be in the minds of us

all for years to come. The destruction today has never been seen before

inside the 48 states. This tradgedy will hold true for years to come and

only then will we know the full effects. Today we have estimates, tomorrow

we have numbers, next year, and decades to come will we only then understand

what fully happened today.

/. has some of the best coverage of the

stories. This link

is to the best I’ve found so far….read the comments.

Sept 11, 2001 #2

Sept 11, #2 [Enya, "Only Time"]

Who can say

where the road goes

where the day flows

only time

And who can say

if your love grows

as your heart chose

only time

Who can say

why your heart sighs

as your love flies

only time

And who can say

why your heart cries

when your love lies

only time

Who can say

when the roads meet

that love might be

in your heart

And who can say

when the day sleeps

if the night keeps

all your heart

Night keeps all your heart

Who can say

if your love grows

as your heart chose

only time

And who can say

where the road goes

where the day flows

only time

Who knows – only time

Sept 11, 2001

Sept 11, [Enya, "Lazy Days"]

Wow, lots of fucked up emtions going on today. First we’ve got that whole

bombing shit in NY and Washington and other such stuff. Then there’s things

with Adam. I also found out that Adam came-out to his mom. And omg, just

so much fucking shit going on.

At work today I met with that Australian guy, he was funny. I got my budget

approved and then I had to leave cause internet was down to the sites that

I needed to work today. So I got out of there early. That was cool.

Adam and I have alot to talk about right now, with him and his mom and

alot of other things that have been happening lately. Our friendship is

close, but I think there’s a littele turbulance starting. I want to keep

it the way that it is now. I don’t want to turbulance. So I’m going to call

him and talk to him tonight about that. It’ll all work out alright.