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I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down.
I love the fact that when I’m around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side… It makes my days better
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand… reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.
But the main reason I love you is because…..

You are you!

–Carrie Sue

Well, it’s like raining and shit, or snowing. I dunno I haven’t looked out side recenly to tell cause it’s depressing. It was funny though this morning watching everyone try and walk on the ice. Waddle-Waddle. hehe. But yeah. I dunno what to update about things are going good around here and shit.

I guess Adam was invited to talk at some Q&A thing at Drake or something. I’m really happy for him, but in a way it annoys me. (I know you’re all saying. “Here we go again….”) But yeah. I want to get involved damnit. There’s no way to get involved up here. And I want to go to the meetings at the GLRC I want to do this shit. It annoys the hell out of me damnit. I suggested to him just a few weeks ago about doing a Q&A at Ankeny and now he’s getting to be on one for some big thing. Gwar. . . But I am happy that he’s doing good. Don’t get me wrong on that.

I think at the end of this moth, like tomorrow I’m going to trach the current Greymatter shit and start over andsee if that works anybetter. And once I get it all set up, I’m not going to fuck with anything. Fucking greymatter. It hates me too.

Greymatter is being the devil again. Gwar at it. I did get to update to 1.21c though. So that’s good. Yeah. This entry sucks. Laters all.

Today’s horoscope for me is really funny:
“Today is a 9 – It’s time to bamke the commitment. Get married or have more chilfren. If that doesn’t fit your lifestyle, do something that does. It’s all about love and promises.”

Yeah. Funny…

This weekend’s been really good. Friday we just hung out at Adam’s house with Tara and Missy. That was really funny and then Saturday we took Adam’s car to his dad so that he could look at it. And then that night we just stayed at his house. Leah, James and Nelline randomly showed up and that was amusing. Then Sunday Adam worked tell 4 and after that I went over to his house and we hung out and talked and did random things. We also went to Target and I got a new shirt after alot of pleading by Adam. He’s wearing it today, I think.

Greymatter hates me again. I figured out why it hate me though. Or at least I think I figured it out. I changed the number of posts on the main page, and now it’s giving me the Internel Server error again. Damn thing. Well at least this month’s almost over, so it’s good. I think.

Well I have to go to class now, laters.

The sky has lost it’s color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that’s how it feels to me
Whenever you’re away

I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you’ll be back
You’re coming back

I can’t take the distance
I can’t take the miles
I can’t take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can’t take the distance