Author: Cj B

april 18, #2. so i’m sitting here, just playing with my carabeaner, and on

the back of it it says "China – Not for climbing use" roflol. so

yeah, don’t go using china to climb anything, it might break, lol. ok. i’ll

leave now.

pril 18, so last night was pretty great. yeah it was. danny called. i was

temped not to answer it cause he called at like 11, and i was like, who in

the hell would that be, and i was already in bed. but yeah. i answered and

i’m glad i did, it was so nice hearing his voice again. we talked tell like

1:30 or so and then we got cut off, i was going to call him back, but i was

like, i don’t want to take the chance of waking up his pu’s and such, so i

didn’t i feel asleep with the phone in my hand. lol. but it was soooo soooo

great hearing his voice again. god i missed him so much. i just wanna fucking

drive out there and see him so badly. so i’m talking to this guynamed travis,

i thought he would be like really stuck up and shit, he’s really cute,

but you, know he’s like mr. jock boy. but he’s actually really cool. ok _really

really_ cool. ok, so change of ideas, he’s a little slow in the head. my handle

for MSN is "that gay boi" and yeah, i actually had to tell him that

i was gay, i think it’s pretty clear that i was gay, just by looking at my

handle, don’t you think? lol. but yeah, he seems really pretty cool. i was

actually expecting him to do what j did, and j to do what he’s doing, which

is being freindly about it, even if he doesn’t accept it or what ever, cause

he doens’t know who i am. here’s the text

from our first convo. on to other things, vero’s the

boy is a boy scout, i find that amusing, no offense, but that’s pretty

cool. yeah, i dunn where i was going with that, but ok. ok i’m going now before

i make even less sense.

april 17, #3. ok so people in this state really are assholes. just so you

all know that.

april 17, #2. so that test really sucked, i mean like, really. i think i

did pretty good, but it was hard. it was worth going to it though, mmm, yeah.

pretty boy, lol. when i started this there was something else i was going

to say, but i’m not remebering it now, damn this sucks. oh well. laters

april 17, today just really, really really, sucks. i skipped my first class

cause i was in so much pain i couldn’t get out of bed, and then about 9 i

realized that my group was supposed to give a presentation today, so i don’t

know what happened there. oh well. and then i went to my programming class,

and that just sucked like normal. and i can’t get my damn pu’s out of my head,

i want to know what the fuck they know, damnit. and i want to know what the

fuck danny was talking about, i just want this day to be over. i really do.

i have a test tonight at 6:30 i haven’t started studying for it yet. i should.

i think i’ll leave about 5:30 or so and go study for it then. yeah. that’s

all for now, cause today just sucks.<