Oct 1, #2 [Robyn, "I Wish"]
Do you know what I think about all these nights when
I can´t sleep, sleep at all
Slowly I close my eyes
My thoughts they fly away to you no matter what I do
I wish I could turn back time
Back to the time when you were mine
I wish
I wish the day, the day you went away never had happened baby
I wish the stars, the stars in heaven would come down to me
So I could give them to you
Tell me then would you be lovin´ me like I wish
It´s so hard when you love someone this much
But you just don´t know how, how to love him the right way
If you could see, what you´ve done to me
What you´ve done to my heart,
what you´ve done to my soul my baby
All of my mind and all of my body then you should know
Why I can´t let go and baby I
I wish the day, the day you went away never had happened baby
I wish the stars, the stars in heaven would come down to me
So i could give them to you
Tell me then would you be lovin´ me like I wish
I don´t know what you want me to do
To prove my love is real for you
I don´t know what you want me to say baby
There is no if´s or maybe´s
All I want is you ´cause baby you are my only wish
Adam and I talked. I knew what it was about. I knew that things were growing
a bit to close for him. I should have stopped it, but I didn’t cause I have
to admit that I enjoy that closeness. I know that I can’t have him, I know
that right now, that’s not what he wants. And I know how he feels about
a realtionship between me and him, "I could never be romantically in
love with you again." But I still love being there and being able to
hold him. Like I said though. I take our relationship at face value, we
are just friends. (You know it was almost exactly three months (three months
tomorrow) ago that I first said that about him, but this time it’s true).
That’s all we are, and for the future that’s all we’ll ever be.