may 16, [brian mcknight, "back at one"] ok i feel really weird
writing this here. but this started out as a place that i can express myself
and write down what i’m feeling, so i’ve been thinking alot lately. and i
have feelings for someone in our "group" i mean i don’t really get
to talk to him all that often, we’ve never even really talked all that much.
when ever we’re around each other it’s with the rest of the group and such,
so i can’t really talk to him. but i mean, i’ve been thinking alot about him
since i got back home, well more like since spring break, but these feelings
have come out even more since i got home. sometimes i just want to go up to
him and ask him out to supper or something, but like i said, everytime i see
him, it’s with the rest of the group, and we’ve never really talked either.
it’s odd, we’re in such a small group of freinds, but i’ve never _really_
talked to any of them about my life or anything. nor do i really know about
thier life. but ok back on topic. i feel kinda weird about just going up and
asking him to supper, or even just talking personal stuff with him. cause
i don’t know if he shares the same feelings. but at the same time, i get the
feeling that he might. i dunno i suck at this shit.