april 28, #3, so i’m sitting here, i feel like crap at the moment, i’m all
stuffed up and sick and shit. and it just sucks. but that’s not why i’m writing
this. i’m thinking about danny, and school and all that stuff. i mean, it’s
been like 3 days now i think since danny and i last talked. i’m really sad
about that. you might have notced that i’m not talking much about him lately,
like i used to, cause i’m trying not to focus on him so much. it’s going to
be really hard this summer, cause i mean i’m going to be at camp and stuff
like all week long and then i’ll come home, do my laundry and then be so exhausted
i’ll just want to go to bed, so i mean we’re not going to get much time to
talk or anything during the summer, and it just sucks. i wanna be able to
talk to him, i wanna be able to go to bed and hold him close at night, i wanna
be able to wake up and see his cute face next to me. i wanna be able to kiss
him on the lips, i wanna be able to hold his hand and be able to go out together.
i wanna be able to sit at dinner with him across from me and just watch him
eat. i just want out of here, but i don’t want to go home for the summer,
i want to be somewhere else.