God.. You know, the week has been going really well. But yet, I still miss him so much.
I miss his calling me every day to just chat. I miss his showing up at my front door and just letting himself in. I miss just laying in his bed or my bed watching movies and cuddling.
I miss our conversations and our going out and doing things.
I miss having him sleep over and just being there.
I know he caused a lot of problems… But I still miss him, we had a lot of really great times too.
What happened to “We’re psydo-boyfriends already” and “I could just sleep here every night” and all that? What changed so much. :'( Why can’t we even talk any more.
Off to my day of work. Adios!